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2007-04-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

Went makan with yy last wk..was so drama..firstly, we wanted to go thomson road to eat KOLO mee but we were told that all the noodles were sold out and told us to eat the ingredients with plain rice..of course we dun wan..the noodles is the main ingredient lor!!! So we proceed to Long house to makan..but sudd yy say e car is getting hotter..the needle is already pointing to "H" and the air con is blowing out hot air..i was so scared the next thing i c will be smoke lol..so we off the air con but the needle is still at "H"..so we hurry park e car n off the engine..i called my dad n he asked whether we got refill the coolant..haha how i know ah!! lol..Den dad was so nice..they were eating at yishun but he drove all the way to thomson to save us!! haha ok..he refill the water and off the air con and drove the car back..den yy drive his car..haha cos nobody dare to drive the car..lol the problem lies with the air con..once it is switched off, the car works fine..After all these, me n yy haven had dinner!!! but we dun wan makan at khatib so we decide to drive out again..this time without switching on the air con..n everything is alright :) But the thing is, i can't find my keys n i tot i left it on dad car..so i called him and he had to u turn back to pass me the key..but i can't find it and in e end found yy wallet in dad car..den sudd i rem i put my key inside the paper bag n mum had brought it home!!!haha sotong queen lor..haha my dad also can;t stand me!!! sorry la..i really duno where i put the keys..hmm went Jalan kayu for dinner..hmm or i shld say supper?? in e end, end up chatting till mid nite..lol..

Work is tiring..been working ot almost everyday for the past 2 wks.......

2007-04-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

每次有人问我”到底我应该着一个我爱的人，还是爱我的人“
这样的抽象问题时，我的答案永远是前者。
如果前者有品性上的重大缺失，不可能与你相处太久，
也比跟”爱我但我一点也不爱“的天长地久的人好得多。
在爱情中，我所看过，最不甘愿的惨败者，
往往事选择一个自己完全不爱，却误以为可以托付终生的人。
日复一日的不甘与怨恨，总留下最深的伤痕。
认识一个人，需要机缘。
了解一个人，需要智慧。
了解以后，能和他相处，则要靠包容。
~Courtesy of soo guan

i liked the last 3 sentences..Think i beginging to understand the meaning of let nature takes its flow..dun need to be very particular of whether that person has the "xin".Though at times it may matters alot, but learn to appreciate it in another perspective, things may looks better. Thanks soo guan :)

Given a qn on whether u will choose a person u love or a person who loves u..i will choose neither..i will wan a person who loves me more den i loved him~which means we do have love for each other but just that i wan alittle more from him heehee :) but another qn arised..how do u gauge by alittle more love from him?well, i think it a kind of feeling which is only known to oneself :)

2007-04-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

Watch a show today..realised that we shld cherish wat we have now n not grumble abt life anymore..life is so short..nobody will knows wat will happen tmr..dun live to regret..

Just imagine how nice n swt it will be to be able to find a lifelong partner to share every little things of ur life together, be it swt or bitter...or having a soulmate who stands by u no matter wat happened :)

A simple life~~ a simple person looking forward to :)

2007-04-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

Work had been so busy nowadays, had ot for a few days till 8 plus and even got to go back work on sat!! 5 more wks and my IA shall end..looking forward to sch life :) yeah, finally manage to get Financial and management accounting for intersem..which means aft my IA end on 6 June i only got 1 wk break den got to go back sch for 5 wks den exam..aft that rest for 2wks n my final yr sem 1 shall start..omg which means no hol le..hiaz...i wana go hol!!!

所謂愛情，我也還在摸索中找方向~~Courtesy of soo guan
When everything becomes a routine, there nothing interesting abt it..everything becomes so dull..have we really thought abt wat we really wan from our life/relationship?When everything becomes stable, there is lack of fun..there is no way that we can have both sides of the world, you had to give up something in order to gain another! Human can nv be satisfied :(

Some1 ask me " doesn't leading a simple life better?" He told me "only when u r so busy till you had no time for ur family n ur child becomes closer to ur maid, den it means success?" Everyone has diff perspective for life, but it changes over time too~~Some aims high, while some r contented with their ordinary life...maybe next time i would prefer a simple life too :)

I'm bored bored bored~~~ :(

2007-04-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went back NTU today cos got to pass stuff to yy..canteen food is so nice to me now!! at least much better and more variety den hawker centre at my coy there.Hmm went yy room cos i got nothing to do also..n his frens was in his room studying..so in e end they were studying while i was online and listening to music..Finally got to c him, but feeling kind of weird..shall not elaborate here....

I know u r mugging v hard for e past 1 mth..now left 2 more wks n it will be over soon..jia you!! dun worry, i'll be fine :)

2007-04-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm was pondering over some qns..how would u judge a person whom dun trust those gal frens ard her..not reall dun trust but rather i would say she wun confide to them if she has any probs.cos she scared of backstabbing n rumours..thus she would feel more secure n comfortable to her close guy frens..till now, she still duno e reason y she just can't be sis with those gals but she can be brothers to the guys..is there something wrong with her which cause the gals to move away from her or is it psychology?or maybe they r not fated?wat actually went wrong?some say maybe she din give the gals ard her a chance to shower care n concern on her whenever she is feeling down..well, maybe this is true..but once bitten twice shy rite??

hmm was chatting with dear one of the nite, i realised he became more expressive now..he can actually talk more den me..omg this is rare..cos usually i'm e one talking n he is e listener..i think interpersonal communication that he took as elective is beneficial to him..wahahaa..but i think mainly is due to my influence heehee..he talk to me alot on interpersonal relationship..sometimes r/s between 2 ppl is really amzaing..some can just really click even they hardly know each other but some even for yrs..they r just treated as aquitance..it is wat we call yuan fen :) some ppl r gd at hiding their own feeling..some r expressive..whatever it is..i always believe there shld be mutual trust between 2 persons..easier to say..will this trust be misused?

Hmm dear ask me this qn..if someday i got probs..who will i turn to? the 1st person i tot of is century egg den soo guan..century egg is a person who willing to listen to me patiently, helping me to analyse stuffs, giving me advice n support..but i think i hurt him be4..nevertheless we are still gd frens now..really glad this friendship is still going on..thanks buddy!! soo guan give me a v strong sense of bro to sis love..a person whom i feel is truly concern abt me n i hope a person whom i can turn to when i got probs (cos i haven tried that)..thanks bro :) will miss ur breakfast n fruits which u brought for me almost daily :) appreciate it ya..

Actually i shldn't ask for much, think i'm quite blessed with such frenz ard me..i only hope this frenship could last forever..nevertheless i still hope to find more frenz which i can rely on n i hope i could open up to ur better..sometimes really hope i can find some1 whom i can talk without any constraints, a person whom i know wun betray me, a person who is truly concerned abt me..a person who will stand by me no matter wat happens..does such a person exist????

2007-04-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

Life been v regimental nowadays..cos all my frenz r so busy with exams..Dear frenz, gd luck for all ur exams :) study hard!! hmm similarly, yy also striving hard with his exams..he got no time for me!!! But me being an understanding gf haha will understand la..so no complains from me :) hopefully this mth will end soon :)
Hmm was baking at home yday..baking choc cookies..haha hmm of course my taster are my beloved mum n bro..haha..mum was not feeling well so nobody to help me..i got to do everything myself den mum just sit there to chat with me hahaa..hmm e 1st batch was abit soft n swt..but e 2nd batch taste more like cookies hahhaa this is e feedback i got back from my taster :) brought some to dear to eat in hall with his frenz..maybe will bring some to office to let those bros of mine to try..Hmm next time i shall try brownie n muffins..been trying muffins for a few times but still not successful..it always taste v hard :( i wan to succeed!!!haha Hw was asking y i keep doing these all these fattening stuff haha den i posted 1 qn to him " so u tell me wat is not fattening?" haha maybe 1 bake cookies without sugar for him haha :)
YEAH i lUV Baking n Cooking now..duno y??????

Hmm 1 of my bro look at my palm n say my love life is full of obstacles..so sad rite??haha nvm la..i think it fated..as wat i believe "if it meant to be urs, it will always be urs" no pt pondering over it n not able to let go..NVM i still got my loving family, my frenz n all those brothers who took gd care of me!! thanks guys :)

2007-04-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Loved this song so much now..Way back into Love~~it the song from the movie music & lyrics :) thanks dear for finding the whole album for me :) yeah this wk only 4 days wk cos fri is Good Friday!!! so happy~ i'm so free n easy now~ he got no time for me cos exam approaching in 2 wks time..enjoy the days without having to mug with the stress lv keep shooting up :) hmm IA ending in june ~ think i will miss my IA, my frenz there, the fun, laughter we had while working v hard~ guys i will really miss ur :) ok e days without him, i had to find my own program, my own entertainment :) ( that wat he always told me)
hmm think i'm getting used to e working life n e days without him ard~ e days where i would try to wake up on time n hopping i wun miss e bus..but i'm still always late oops..e days i would start my day listening to songs while on e bus journey, switch on my laptop n start checking n reading mails, start my work, hoping to knock off on e dot but usually end up ot, went home to have dinner, bath n watch tv, lazing ard, online to chat den slp..another day follows this cycle~ there is no worries aft u knock off :) now more guai le, will go home often for dinner :) heehee

2007-03-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm yy was busy studying for his quizzes..NTU just love to give the student quiz aft another quiz.Anyway exam coming soon le, which means my frenz n of course yy are not free, which also means i'm going to be free le. Is this a gd or bad thing?Anyway, received a msg from yy which touched me, at least he realised i'm going thru e tough patch with him.Hmm anyway, enough of complaint! hmm watched the movie "music and lyrics" with yy last fri nite, it was a super nice movie, a comedy romance n touching movie. But the impt part is, he had already watched it the nite be4 with his frenz n he knows i'll like this movie so he decides to watch with me again..so nice of him...be4 that i was complaining to my fren that he went watch e movie without me n was planning to watch with my fren next wk..( sorry ya my fren, we can go watch another movie if u dun mind) well, i really got no idea that he booked the ticket online. he just told me to go makan den he drove me to orchard say he wan go buy stuff, but pls la it already 9 plus at nite le, wat else can he buy?most of the shops are already closed..but nvm i still had to follow cos he is the driver ma.ok den he brought me to the cinema, den i tot he will buy either the movie 300 or mr bean but who knows when i saw the ticket it was Music and lyrics. i was shocked and ask him y did he watch it again? i mean it a waste of money ma..ok leo ppl are like tat(according to soo guan)nevertheless, i still enjoyed it..a nice movie to watch :)
hmm i always like to go seletar reservoir at nite to listen to the sounds of the waves, enjoy the cool breeze, chatting, looking at those bikers, admire those beautiful cars, listen to music, looking over the occ golf course.it so relaxing :) but nowadays it getting v crowded there which makes it less plesant now le.....

2007-03-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

Been spending e last weekend at home updating my logbook, well cos my prof finally decide to "visit" me on this coming wed! Hope everything goes well :) *pray hard*
Alot of emotions is gushing through my mind nowadays, i got no idea y is this happening. everything just seems to be so out of place..it not suppose to b like this rite??? Actually i got no idea y i'm writing this entry..i got no idea wat this entry suppose to be..haha contridicating! Once i put my msn nick "is there an ans to every qn?", one of my fren ask if i got alot of unsolved qns! haha well, who don't have any unsolved troubles in their life rite?it just a matter of quantity.but if there exist an ans waiting for u to accept, do u have e courage to face it?or simply, just drag n hopefully it will be forgotten as times goes by? Now i realise, alot of things can turn nasty when ones is in anger, disappointment n even thinking so negatively. Does all these happens cos ur heart is ruling over ur mind instead?well...maybe e key word is to forgive which leads to forget n eventually letting go~ a lesson learnt.

Ok i was talking to this fren of mine abt how to classsify frenz..told him my own feeling n he say"u muz had suffered alot" but i din't tell him anything specify..just a very general conclusion on frenz..haha he said wat we feel is wat we had gone through~maybe true to a certain extend.
N the most touching n funnniest part is, he told me "dun worry, i'lll be ur best fren" OMG can u imagine e scene whereby we had gone back to our childhood n i was e little gal whom nobody wan to be fren with, n here comes this little boy who walked over to me n says " dun waun i'll be ur best fren" hahahaa ok he said i think too much liao~ maybe..but i duno y when i heard this, this is e scene i got in my mind.hahaa ok sorry fren i dun mean to laugh ( u now rite?) but i just can't help it keke..but seriously, i'm quite touched to hear such words coming out fr his mouth cos he dun seems to be like e type of person (cos he say he is shy, quiet) but i find he looks dao n yaya type..but i'm wrong abt him..he is not wat he looks like. Well, i ask him y did he say this n he replied " i duno leh, i tot of wanting to do it , so i write down lor"hahaaa...ok this guy nv failes to give me unexpected ans :) Maybe pple do have split personality, he is so diff from reality n in msn~ well cos he say he is shy ma lolz....
Hmm think i had gone thru alot with u..we been thru alot for e past few yrs...all e ups n downs, all our quarrels & arguements, all the time trying not to quarrel with each other, tolerating, all the little things we had done for each other, our laughter, our joy, our sorrow...does this lead to a promising future or a ending?Let time decides ba~~~~

Welcome Back

2007-03-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

woOo..been so long since i last blog..duno y i feel like blogging again!!! well, already been on IA for 10 wks, times flies~~ I'm attached to GES Singapore Pte Ltd (now aka Venture Ges) R&D Dept. I still remember e 1st day when i was suppose to report to GES, was so blur as i also duno who am i suppose to report to.So i waited in e lobby for quite some time be4 a lady came down to "entertain" us. We were told all e rules etc etc den she told me i was attached to R&D..den i was like omg~~R&D was the last place i wan to go as the name say Research & Development!!!neverthless, i got no choice too. Well so i followed this lady (now she is my mentor) to R&D den i got to meet boss n rest of teams. Aft some time, i found R&D not that scary cos i'm in e project team ma hahaa n i got a patience,pretty n helpful mentor, a boss who takes gd care of us and some interesting colleagues. But recently, i seem to get irritated with one of e guy, he is full of himself,complaining complaining and complaining"blah blah blah" n he likes to dig stuff abt other ppl or things which is not related to him.Aft he knows, he will start to comment n comment..n always asking me to do stuff for him..its not that i dun wish to help but there r times whereby i'm really busy n i told him that, well n knows wat he say "U really so busy meh?wat u busy with?Ask u help abit only n u dun wan" OMG wat is this~~ Am i suppose to report everything to u????u r not my boss OK! i respect u as a senior but do u act like one?ok nvm..anyway i try to deter from him else my mouth will start to shoot him~ but sometimes i do feel bad cos well i'm kind of straight forward so usually i will say out be4 i think without realising whether i shld say it anot esp to those ppl i dun really like~~OMG this is really a bad habit!!! will offend ppl without realising~~ but got frens told me that wat they liked abt me~~being real n sincere. Well , there always 2 sides, even a coin has 2 sides too~ tail n head!
Hmm, ok now abt my funny colleagues loh~~hmm got this guy whom i call him (oops cannot say out here else he will kill me), ok let call him doreamo cos he always tell me lame jokes on doreamo lolzz...but my jokes got more standard lor haha..he a super nice guy who always help others. He will offer me breakfast in the morning cos he say i look v blur early in e morning without breakfast~~haha den claimed that his breakfast will give power n energy lolz...wat logic is this???haha nvm~but he is a guy who took care of me, listen to my grumble(cos we got common enemy), make my day happy by acting lame n cute~n he v drama.Well, i told him not to act cute but he say cannot, so i told him e reason y he need to acts~ cos i'm cute ma so he wants to be like me wahaha...anyway, Soo Guan, thanks for everything! ok next person i want to compiment is of course my mentor!! she a lady with strong character, dun like to beg other ppl, patience in teaching me, helpful whenever i encounter problems,willing to share n teach me n a person who take gd care of me. Patricia, Thanks for ur guidance!
Ok e next person i dun wan to talk too much cos he always bully me~always saying i'm sleeping n stoning when i'm really working~always comparing with me whose panda eyes is worse!!this guy is nuts!! n worse he just sitting in front of me :( haha ok la say something gd abt him~~~erm can't think of any leh wahaha ok la basically he a nice guy n a gentleman but tend to get bullied by me too cos i know his secret wahaha..anyway nice having u ard too, Mr Hongwei :)
Ya n got this guy who these words are derived from him~"don't judge a book by its cover" haha he looks super dao ok! haha n so quiet lor that i dun dare talk to him! den one day he ask for my msn, i was liked so damn shocked but nvm i still give la den start talk to him on msn..he so diff la~so lame n talkative ok so i told him that his looks deceived alot of ppl wahaha den u know wat, he told me cos he is shy, well i duno how true this is la haha but anyway nice to know u too "Mr Gentleman"this is wat he claimed!!! hmm basically e colleagues there r nice n it only 10 wks ma, so dun really know everybody well~~
Lastly, How can i forgot my boss rite? hmm heard alot of side stories abt him, but i dun care la, i can't change ppl opinion rite? well, he a gd boss to me, taking gd care of his team, not allowing other ppl to bully his team members n i rem he says "i dun like my ppl to go beg other ppl to do work" he willing to teach me stuff n definitely i learn alot from him.
I'm really blessed to work in this team n company. Hopefully, the next 12 wks will be as gd as well :)

2006-09-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

life is so boring, stress n tired..everyday only managed to get that few hourse of slp..this is so unlike Huimin la..but wat to do?? sch life had changed my life style..everyday is just lect, tut, lab n trying to catch up with tut..oh my god..n now it already wk 6 le!!! time really flies...but i'm glad to have dear eating lunch with me..n well only fri is our early day so for the past few wks we had been going out..went bowling, pool,steamboat at marina bay..sort of weird for 2 ppl to eat steamboat..next time shld ask more ppl..den can eat longer n not become full so easily..oh ya congrat my dear yani for passing her supervisor test..she so smart, got 98/100!! N aft the test she called me to share this joy with me n the process of the test.haha it so damn funny..the tester was her fren n when takin the practical test she had to serve the customer n the tester will stand ard n judge her..but she nv realised that the tester suddenly came over n ask her to recommnd wat to buy for her niece..well, as she tot the tester was just playin with her so she entertain her haha den in e end the tester say "cut" den she realised she was actually takin the practical test with the tester imposed as a customer..haha but anyway gal..really feel happy for u :) n thanks for ur treat..alwaYS enjoy our gathering..think starbucks had become our usual hangout ah?haha n ya we muz go for a trip together ya?

ok next wk i'm going to have 2 quiz..n got to finish up on my elective project..so no time for play le..study hard!! lookin forward to the break :)

2006-08-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

wooh..been like 2 mths nv update!! really been v v busy ah..ok firstly i would like to say a big thank you to those who attended my 21st bday party..thanks guys for giving me such a memorable n swt 21st :)hee n wana thanks dad for sponsoring my bday, my family esp mummy n dear for helping me with all the preparation.thanks thanks thanks :)oh ya n we took so many photos hee shall upload soon..stay tune :)

hmm sch was v hectic now..my days r damn damm super long..so tired from all the lectures, catching up with tuts etc..but luckily got dear keep pushing n urging me to study! thanks so much..or else think i'll just rot at home n slack haha..but this sem i became more independent le..duno whether it a gd sign or wat?well, life still had to go on n i know i can't afford to sacrifice my studies anymore..buck up gal!!!

2006-06-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

ok enough of my work le..too tired to update so much!!! hmm ok i went mervyn 21st bday party at coasta sands last wk..i saw this big big micky balloon at the entrance welcoming the guests..so nice!!!hhaa n weiling was suggestin i buy 1 mickey n minnie for my bday chalet too..well can consider la haha

me n weiling with mickey hee hee

hmm ok last sun was my cousin house warming..so i got to c my little cherry..she looked so diff now..baby change alot just within 3 mths time..hee hee..so cute!!

little cherry!

ok that all le..so tired..today is subject registration..so i took off..n been updating the whole afternoon!! ok my timetable was ok la..as usual damn long days! haiz..ok hope my frens will be able to get the same timetable as me lor..been so busy with my work that i've no time for my frenz...sigh..ok ppl..i'll be workin at suntec atrium from now till 1st july den followed by bugis(outside seiyu) till 6 july..tired!!!! will be back soon :)

2006-06-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

hee me n uncle gay!!! he looked so much younger now..haha..

hee n n dear slackin at the fountain..so tired..leg v suan!! n ya duno y they keep usin this" don't worry, no sugar" this is from the pepsi avderisment so whenever i say leg v suan they will say "add sugar lor" whahaha :)

oh ya we keep giving ppl we dun like nick names..haha so taka got 3 "lao chu nu" cos they v irritatin ma..haha the first lao chu nu is the taka management ppl..always come down to talkin hall in the morning to complain this complain that..e 2nd is call lao lao chu nu = lao square( cos lao to the power of 2 ma)haha also another complain queen..the third is lao lao lao chu nu = lao cube(to the power 3) haha she is one of the guards la..always pull long face n loved to complain..we r on better terms to the others guards..haha n we also played the age guessing game..haha all the guys were guessed to be older than their real age..n they said i'm, the youngest haha all of them guessed my age as 19 lol...n now all of them know i need to slp alot so call me piggy now..n i'm always the slowest to finish my food..duno how they eat lor..they dun seem to chew lor think they just swallow haha..n i'm always hungry haha n say i look like ah lian now..so now uncle gay call me ah lian piggy n the gals call me xiao mei mei..lol..wa lao they younger den me lor!!!

n ya was cheated by my supervisor to go bugis seiyu to print price tags..we tot it was v easy de..jsut go down n tell uncle wat price tags we wan n they will do for us...but who knows??? we got to diy k!! got to key in e code n price into the comp n the printer next to it will print out the tags..n i got to sit there n roll up all the price tags k..n u noe how many tags we printed??? 24 000 lor...wa lao spend 2 hrs plus there ah...but gd la at least i experience be4..

2006-06-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

this is the cow aka giraffe haah cos some of us say it cow while others say it giraffe hah ok we were so bored that we found this in our wagon(some customer take it from else where n left behind)so we end up playin with it hahaa n took fox kids clothes to let it wear ahah..

hah this is duno wat face ah..dog? hha this is durin our lunch break aft we finished eating sliced fish bee hoon den the left over was make into this face..haha

these r the 3 guys standin ard doing nothing..acting "dao"haha they r teck hiang( uncle gay), zheng da n yy(PRO~public relations officer) haha ok teck hiang look older with his spec n hair not done so we call him uncle(he same age as me)haha aft that he cannot stand us le so he wear contact lens n gel his hair hahha but aft shirin came back from phuket she saw his new image, she say he looked liked gay haahhah so i named him uncle gay..lol..as for yy he the person who do PR lor..he the 1st to make fren with all the cashiers n guards which in e end make our life easier..so while workin at taka we know all the cashiers n guards, so anythin they will inform us so that we will not kana complained!! haha so we din had complaints at all!!!

this is yani(from the fox) N me!! she a v nice gal to hang ard with..miss u gal..but i'll c u ard at suntec atrium this wk too hee..oh ya guess her age???she 22 lor..can't believe it lor that she older den me...

2006-06-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

hmm finally my dip had come to the end..so it hols time but i still got to work..no income ah!!! so immediately aft my dip competition, i got to rush down to work as promoter for U2/G2000 at taka talkin hall..it was real fun there..think we were paid to stand ard lookin impt haha..ok of course we got do our tasks la..but cos it clearance sale so all the clothes were so messy la..even when we had folded the clothes, aft a while it would be messy again!!!ok here r the pics..

c so messy rite???

this is the neatly folded clothes by us..c the diff??

haha actually the best of the job is i'm able to earn money haha no la jk :) ok we make so many new frens over there..cos beside U2/G2000, there still got nike sale n fox sale which is just beside us..n we were all standin ard chatting with each other..haha..n for the closing we need to fold the clothes nicely be4 we can go home but it not possible to fold all so we only fold the 1st layer n beneath is all messy ahah..we learnt this trick from experience n we taught the fox ppl to do that ahha ok actually i still got alot to update but can't possibly write everything down haiz..ok pic time again..i loved to take photos! :)

stupid dear with the qian bian look haha :)

2006-06-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

ok this is the hardware ppl

this is the software ppl

Aft 5 wks of hard work..we managed to bring 2 grps of ppl together presenting to u our Dip 027 Wireless Home Automation :)

finally this is our grp photo taken during prize presentation :)well done guys!!!

2006-06-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

ok more photos!!

me n shirin honey
oh ya the 4 of us got nick names..i'm dear,shirin is honey,peishan is bunny n jenn is darling ahah ok we r nuts!! n jenn call the 3 of us her DHB haha

our dip grp photos with our profs..

the 4 of us..dear,bunny,honey n darling with our dip project :)

c jenn was laughing at prof soo when we asked him to wear the jersey haha..den still got 2 ears on prof soo ahah no la they were pic pasted on the notice boards by the next team so so it was the angle la..haha i'm a gd photographer rite?heehee

hee the grp photos with our 2 prof wearin the jersey..haha they were so "on" la..when we requested they just slip on the jersey n took photos with us :)

my darlin jennifier n me! :)

2006-06-27T14:13:00.000+08:00

UPDATES UPDATES!!ok been really v busy nowadays..ok firstly, we got THIRD for our dip!!! hee hee so happy..actually we din expect this also..cos our grp din had enought time to finish our presentation n was cut off by the timer..so we kind of expect to be 3rd or 4th out of the 6 teams that went into final..ok we were so happy when the results was released, all of us were screamin away haha..esp when the fourth winner was announced n it was not us which means we were in the top 3!!!haha ok all these were made possible with everyone contribution! thanks guys! ur really make a wonderful mermories for my second yr in EEE..ok here i wana special thanks to my dear grp mates..jennifier, shirin n peishan..ur really brighten up my dip days..n thanks jenn for sharing ur knowledge with me..u r really a person who is worth dependin on *hugs* ok now is photo time :)

these r the 3 pretty gals in my grp~yih shy, evelyn n vivian

this is our model house!our hardware component

yih shy n Me :)

hee c our jersey! so nice rite?haha..we are the only grp that wore casual clothing..the rest of the 5 grps were all in formal wear..so we were unique n outstanding haha

agnes, me n shirin :)

2006-05-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

hmm dear was offered a part time job at holland village for 1 wk..it is to promote electrical appliances..hmm went to find him for dinner..but i got lost at holland village so in e end to save time i took a cab to his workin place which is at jelita..hmm had dinner at pizza hut n by the time we finished it was already 9 plus le so we headed home..hmmm went for the food exhibition at expo yday..it was so crowded lor..keep kana push by ppl..but we ate alot of yummy food like shark fins,3 treasure tonic soups,taiwan choc milk snow ice..etc..etc..din take photos cos too busy eating ah haha..hmm but mostly the stalls there r selling ready packed food n various kinds of sauces..this is the 1st time dear went for food exhibition so when he reached he was liked"oh so it is like that"haha hee had a long chatting session with dear throughout the nite till we fall aslp..poor dear had to go work the next morning..thanks dear for always being there for me n not forcing me to do stuffs that i dun wan to do..thanks for respecting my decisons ya!love u lots :)

2006-05-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

hee this entry is abt 2 lovely babies n a cutie little gal..

this is jie yin..but we call her cherry cos her mum loved to eat cherry when she was pregnant! oh ya this gal is my beloved niece~this is the photo of her when she full mth..she is now 2 mth plus old le but din get to c her cos been v busy with my work so no time to visit her..hope to c her soon :)

this is Donn~ he is dear's nephew..he is ard 6 mths old now..he so cute n adorable but v naughty n attention seeker..n cries n scream v loud n high pitch too..lol..sometimes really bth him ah..look at his new hairstyle!haha

this is siting~dear's niece..this is the photo when she was less than 1 yr old

this is dear with siting :)

me with siting..haha n when u ask her who is prettier in the photo she will point to herself n say siting prettier haha she v ai mei! :)

haha she knows how to pose k :)

haha she eating secretly cos her mum dun allow her to eat..so we brought her to playground n buy ice cream for her lol well all kids loves ice cream ma..it ok to eat once in awhile ma..n we played at the playground for a few hrs n still had to coax her to go home lol she can count 1 to 10 in malay! haha n cos i'm older den her by 20 yrs so they say cannot called me jie jie but when they tried to correct her,she refused n insist calling me jie jie haha..haha well i look young ma oops!hee i got lots more photos on them but not going to upload all la..lol..kids r sweetie,cutie...

2006-05-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

hmm went skating with dear at east coast park last weekend..hmm both of us were rusty le cos been v long since i last skate..lol..so in the end i fall down 3 times lor..the 1st was going down a slope den i was holding to his hand but he skate faster den me so in e end we were not in pace,den i tried to pull him back n i lost my balance..lol..n this happens at the side of the road..so many cars were passing by lor..but the thing is i din get up immediately cos i was laughing when i fell to the ground so end up sitting on the floor n laugh..lol..the 2nd n 3rd time it was also due to diff in pace..ok i'm slower la..but dear wasn't v gd at skating also so he din manage to catch me when i'm losing balance..so i fall again n similarly i was laughin n scolding dear when sitting on the ground haha..ok that was embrassing..but nvm la we had fun..hmm aft which we went kenny roger for dinner!

haha since we brought a half chicken meal so dear take a plate for me so that he can put the cutted meat on my plate..haha i'm lazy to cut myself..so it looks like i'm the kid there lor waiting for daddy to cut food for me oops!!

Aft the meal, there a performance by rock bands just outside the stretch of restraunts there..so we stood there n watch..some r just so cool..n i saw my senior performing! wow~

ok it time to go back! n guess wat we lost our way driving back..lol..we existed fr ECP(city) but there no exist to CTE..so in e end, we holland n since we forgot to bring out the road directory, we had no idea how to go so we just went straight!!so in e end we drove all the way to NUS there n went to queentown n the worse we went back to east coast again haha so in e end we went to tampinese n take TPE back home..was so tired from all the HOLLAND la..poor dear had to drive for so long think he will be more tired n pek chey den me la hhaa but i couldn't help laughing when aft 1 big round we went back to sq 1 again haha cos we had to take roads that look similiar to us ma so aft all the turning we reached east coast agian!!haha so i was laughin all the way..n so finally we took like nearly 2 hrs to reach home haha..n poor me got blue back on my leg!!my ankle was so tired the next day!!

hmm the next day, we were cooking at home!ok i wasn't interested in cooking in the past but dear keep psycho me to learn n now it become our interest le..

this is the dumplin soup!

this is the tofu with fish paste~this is so easy to cook..but taste nice :)

this is the chilli sotong..

ok this 3 dishes r v easy to cook..can cook in less tahn an hour but they taste nice!but dear had to leave early to book in so end up i do all the washing,clearing n mopping the floor..thanks dear ah!! hmph...

2006-05-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

hmm here r some of the photos of my dip..hmm me n shirin went down to yy's dad factory to make the acrylic house at eunos!!thanks uncle for helping us buy all the stuffs, the acrylic, the glue etc...n thanks for the workers there for helping us cut the acrylic n drill holes..n thanks yy for being the middle man haha

this our acrylic house!!got a hard time trying to glue the pieces of acrylic together cos we had to hold them in place until they r firmly glue together~seems like doing yoga :)

ok will update more photos soon!stay tune :)

2006-05-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

hmm 3 wks of my dip is gone~ time flies..another 2 wks n it e end!!hmm so far so gd..haha our project is progressing well n we got off yday..yeah!hmm we will finish the final product by next wk n proceed to the preparation for the competition n report! hmm learnt quite alot from this dip..esp from our gp leader~jennifier~thanks gal for sharing ur knowledge with us n being so patience..oh ya she also our "mummy" haha it not due to appearance but her char..she always the one directing us n she called us "babies".hmm the 3 babies r me, shirin n pei shan haha..hmm think we r trapped in the lab for too long le den we end up callin each other mushy names...jennifier(darling), shirin(honey),pei shan(bunny) n me (dear)..haha but dip is only fun with u guys ard..thanks for lighting up my days in sch :)n the 4 of us have the tendency to talk n laugh v loud, we are crappy, lame and meanie oops!!!but that is fun la..love u gals lots..muacks :)haha ok some photo session~

dip grp mates :)

see how vivien hugs pei shan haha

wow c pei shan rebonded her hair..gal u r looking gd :)

haha that shirin n jennifier...shirin was sitting on jennifier's lap k!! cos we were sitting on the upper deck of the bus 170 but shirin had no seat haha n we were talkin n laughing so loudly abt some gross stuffs so i think all the passengers near us were listening la oops..our conversation was more interesting den the tv mobile lor hhaa

hmm we were at marina eating steamboat with yy on 1 of the days aft out dip..be4 that we went bowling n arcade!had so much fun there..n the 3 of us were screaming n shouting like crazy gals..poor dear had to tolerate us haha..but think u r used to it la..hee n thanks for being our cook when we were eating ya haha :)cos we dun dare to eat the food cooked by pei shan hha oops

2006-05-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored bored bored!!!!!! parent n bros went malaysia..i'm alone at home :( yy came over to accompany in the afternoon but got to take book in during evening..his stupid oc la..but anyway he going ord real soon!!!haha..waited 2 yr plus for this day k..ok this piggy yy says he was tired when he reached bung so he going slp liao..wa lao!!! i'm so bored la den u going slp!!! lol ok la, he did try to talk to me but whenever i dun hear any reply fr him, i noe he was tired n SLEEPING!! so i got no choice but to let him zzzz..so here i'm blogging for the sake of blogging haha..ok will update real soon..got some pics too..since i'm so bored now, y dun i update now???lol but i got to slp le cos tmr morning dip again!!!

2006-05-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

ok this entry is going to be v sucks!!!! we got this gal whom pei shan call her poo poo n jennifier call her boo boo haha well , ok she really like a time bomb to us lor..seeing her so lonely, we tried to engage her into our grp n being nice to her so we treated her as our own ppl n yet she can betray us!!! wat the meaning of this man?????i dun think we deserve this kind of treatment rite???if u like the other grps so much u can just jolly go ahead with it n joined them..i noe u prefer guys but that doesn't give u the authority to backstab us rite??? well, this sickening poo poo or boo boo or whatever shit i'm going to call her..i just dun care!!our grp were just having some different opinions fr the guys so we were just discussing it n trying to bring our ideas forward to let the guys know our pt of view n this sickening person just went ahead alone to told the guys we had misunderstandings abt them, thus results in the guys asking for a thrashing session but in e 1st place that is no conflicts or whatever between us,it just a difference in opinions, n that all k..so she created a conflict out of nothing! n worse is we wun noe wat exactly she had told the others grp!!! she could just distort the facts rite???oh man we shared so mnay stuffs with her n this wat she returns to us???"THANKS SO MUCH LOR" n throughout the whole session i could feels that all eyes were on me as though they were targeting me but in e end the 4 of us in the grp came to talk abt it n all of us realised that those eyes were all on us..they were just referring n targeting us!! wa lao we din do anything wrong k..we also hope to bond with ur n have a better understanding of each other but r ur opening up urselves????so now we were so dammed pissed irritated angry disappointed sickening idiotic abt her, so we duno how to face her..do we still had to smile at her? that equally as fake as her rite???or shld we just treat her as transparent???however 1 thing for sure, we r not going to share our personal feelings to her anymore just in case she used it as a weapon against us????oh well, even if u r so nice to help clear our doubts but shldn't at least have the basic courtesy to inform us n we couldn't just go with u n talked to the rest rite???do u really duno wat happening?r u really that sotong?oru just simply wanted to create something out of nothing by backstab us????but wat do u hve to gain fr it?friends r for support not betrayal k...

2006-05-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

hmm project had started for 1 wk le..last wk was kind of sucks..now getting better le :)well basically last wk our products were not in yet so we can't do much, thus we left sch quite early..so i've been keep going out lol..went out with dear n frenz, went with shirin n pei shan to marina for steamboat, bowling n arcade..we were nuts laughing all the way n screaming when we were in arcade..well, laughter, lameness n crap always follow the 3 of us no matter where we are!! it kind of lighten up the forever deadly atmosphere in sch!! but (to pei shan)ur jokes r super super super lame k..wahaha wahah waah :)n ya i got such a embarrassing thing that happen to me k..while the 3 of us were on 179..our dear sweetener(which pei shan calls herself haha) decided to went up to the upper deck so we followed n the bus driver was so reckless so as i was holding my hp n wallet with my right hand thus only my left hand is available..so when the uncle was negotiating a sharp bend,i couldn't hold on the the pole so i swerved with it n in e end found myself falling onto a guy who was sitting down alone..luckily he hold me or i will just fall onto the ground..but i was so pai seh la nearly sat on his laps lor..den i was laughin all e way n quickly apologise n get up..oh man so embarrassed!den our dear shirin was standin behind me trying to maintain her balance n laughing at me! n the sweetener is worse k..sat on the last row n keep laughinh without lending me a hand????? wa lao..n worse shirin say till so loud that "it so wasted he not gd lookin"but anyway really muz thank the guy for helping me :)

2006-05-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

Exams r finally over..but i'm not happy abt it..duno y..or maybe i shld say i'm just relieved that it over..but not to e extent of enjoying it.that really weird!!!hmm went to work the next day aft my last paper(abit too hardworking)but well, maybe i feel better if i think of it for the sake of $ :(
hmm was listening to the song "forever love" on car just now..hmmm does forever love really exists???if it does, who will be the lucky ones to enjoy it???wat does forever love means??is it really true love?or it just words coming out fr ones mouth which doesn't even go thru the heart nor the brain..it just words of entertainment?actually sometimes i'm puzzled with the word L.O.V.E, wat is the real definitation?it could be the feeling btw many diff grps of ppl, but wat is this feeling??is it really a blessing to be loved by someone or to love someone?many ppl r eager to obtained this 'love' but once they obtained it, will they treasure it?or took it for granted?love could make lighten ones day but it could also end a person day..den wat is it for???haiz...
well i duno y i sudd got the urge to blog this..feeling kind of weird now..a mixed feeling..n tmr is the start of my DIP...which makes it worse..ok i need my own personal time..i need someone who is considerate n sensitive to my feelings..that isn't overboard rite?or shld i change my focus away from u?n not demanding anything fr u at all..shld i really believe everything u say?pls spare a tot for my feeling can?haiz..now i miss my frenz..miss all the jokes n laughter we used to share

2006-04-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hope i can recover faster...or i'll be so tired n can't study le..well bascially had flung 2 papers le :(

2006-04-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

3 papers down..4 more to go..sucks!this means 2 more wks to end of exam..last time i used to anticipate the end of exam but now it doesn't make any diff to me cos i'll be having 5 wks of project..this means having to stay in sch for the whole day for 5 wks..really sucks!! hmm some of my frens are going overseas during the june hol for exchange program..so envy!!but i can't go cos no $ ah..n now there extra places for hongkong but they say hongkong cultural is quite similiar to singapore so not worth the $ to go..so i shall give up! so i had to work in june to support myself le..hol is great but it sucks when u r deny of any allowances!!well, this is 1 way that my parent trained our independence :)at least i noe the basic logic that we shld work for wat we want!! last time i used to complain abt no allowance during the hol but upon seeing dear working hard for his allowances n even when he was broke he will nv ask his parents for $ make me realised that we cannot always rely on our parents. we had grown up n shld be responsible for ourselves..work for wat u want!!!! :)

2006-04-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

oh my god..exams in 2 wks time!! but i'm still here blogging..had wasted these few days..din study much..just can't put my butt on the chair n study..can't focused..oh man i need to be more discipline!!!wat shld i do?/exams are here..n i could feel the urge to study but i just can't focused..haiz...ok i got to go for my cousin's baby full month celebration le..the baby is so adorable :)
PS: another day wasted!! :(

2006-03-22T15:11:00.000+08:00

oh my god..i'm so blur n forgetful nowadays! just got too many stuffs to take care of..firstly is of course the forever mugging period is here again :( secondly, i think there some communication breakdown for my project..the so called group leader din specify clearly wat she wants us to do n end up we gave her the wrong stuffs.sometimes i just feel that she abit attitude n demanding! thirdly, my family is doing a 'gong teck' for my deceased grandpa n ancestors n relatives on this coming weekend..we will be so busy on these 3 days cos got alot of preparation stuffs n praying..n now duno y yday my younger bro heartbeat suddenly keep beating v fast n was sent to kk hospital.His condition was stablised but still had to go c a specialist 2 wks later for a detailed checkup..hope there nothing wrong with him.it was so scary, his hearbeat was 200 per min n was in this state for a few hours be4 sending him to hospital. thanks goodness he was ok now.

hmm yy was off 2wks ago but last wk he went work for 3 days n now he will be working for 2 wks everyday be4 he has to go back camp to help out..during his army, i could only c him on weekend n sometimes din even get to c him.somemore his weekend had to be shared between his family n me. aft waiting for 2 years,when he started to clear his off be4 ord, he went to work le. he say he wanted to earn more money for the future. well, i've no objection against this n was supportive too but some how u just feels that is this wat i wanted aft waited for 2 years?well, though we r together but we still having different life on our own..we r not like some couples whose lives r integrated together..whatever they do the other half was always their 1st priority.well, i duno which is the perfect! maybe there isn't perfect in the real world or we r just not satisfied with the so called perfect in our life thus we always think that perfect is always so far away from us!!

N now, for the gong teck yy couldn't offer his help cos he working n his supervisor say not enough ppl so ask him to work on sat for full day.den he keep askin me if his help was needed but i duno ma..how i know wat we had to do on that day..we just had to do wat the adults told us to do on that day ma..so i ask my parent but they duno also ma..well, if u wan to work den just go ahead k, as u had said it doesn't matter if u were there anot,since we had so many ppl in the family. it just so sickening to be sandwiched between two groups of ppl or between 2 choices..i really duno wat to do..it not that i dun wan to give u a solution ya :(

2006-03-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

Exams coming le!! this mark the end of this semester!! so fast..next sem i'll be in year 3 le..can't imagine i've been in NTU for 3 yrs le..well, the coming hols will be so damn busy..immediately a few days aft my exams i have to start doing my dip project for 5 wks..imagine everyday staying in sch from early in the morning to evening???sianz..this will last till 9th june..den ard 1 wk later i'll be doing my electives for 1 month..provided i can get it la (pray hard that i be able to get it) so that i got lesser modules to take next sem) so this will drag till 27th july..n first wk of aug is the starting of another sem for year 3..wa lao!!! ok enough of complaining le..got to get back to study le :(

2006-03-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

Finally most of my quizzes had ended..except for 1 which is 2 wks later..oh my god which means my exam is less than a month time!!! shit la..still got so much work to do..when can i ever put my butt on the chair n start study seriously??? it all brings down to discipline n determination! hmm think i srew up most of my quizzes oops..so stress n tough this sem!!!

hmm ok i hold a party for my bro 16th birthday on 5th march..we planned a steamboat dinner for them..we were so busy planning, buying n preparing stuffs for the party! Mummy cook mee hoon n me n yy cook curry..so yummy!! thanks dear for being my ahmad n helping me with all the stuffs! muackz :) oh ya my bro had invited his gf too..n he was so scared that i would make fun of them so he kept asking me to keep quiet haah well in the end it wasn't me who make him embrassed but his frenz who kept sabo him..so sadz!!! haha

2006-03-03T13:32:00.000+08:00

hmm peishan keep asking me y i din update my blog..haha den i replied saying i got nothing much to update so she ask me to write abt her haha haha ok gal now i shall write abt u k wahaha..hmm wat shld i write??? *scratch head* wahah hmm ok la..gal ah..can c that u r really determined to slim down ya..n we can c e effects now le..u had really lost weight liao le..congratulation ya!! :)n muz keep it up k...muz endure..rem our promise??haha..oh ya she told me her face had become smaller cos she only slept for a few hrs..if she slept for v long her face will be bigger..erm i duno wat logic is that???haha well, den i ask her dun sleep for so long lor haha..k la i better stop writing or else i will blurt out everything abt her hahahhaha oops!! take care gal n work hard k..cya in sch :)

2006-02-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

ok this entry going to be sucks cos duno y i'm feelin so sucks now! sian!! things were like keep piling up..n there no time to clear everything!!!feel so damn lost, tired or shld it be fatigue, stress,irritated...etc..wat shld i do????muz we really give up the joy of life for the sake of better results n living up to others ppl expectation???den wat is the pt of ur life rite???ok n i skipped sch today again..feel so tired..not feeling well too..when will i ever dun skip lectures????this is getting worse this sem..i really need to buck up now or even when i returned to lect i wun noe wat the hell they talkin abt..shit la!! exams in 6 wks time..haizzz...ok i dislike sch now!!!
hmm n wat the meaning of friendship??someone who u can turn to when u r in trouble or need accompany?n when u no longer need them, u just chuck them aside like rubbish??wat the meaning of this??pple say bonds between fren need time n effort to maintain..but if a friendship just turned stale just because both of us r busy n dun have the time to catch up with each other..den wat is this friendship???i was talking to dear abt this last nite..he say we can't expect ppl to treat us the way we wan them to..ok i agree but at least treat us the way we deserved rite??i feel that i've been treating ppl with kind intention..but how they repay me??n i can"t bring myself to be nasty to ppl..i"ll feel guility aFt that..wat stupid logic is that???dear say this is our faTE..we r born with this trait..wat is this man??? now i duno who is my real frens, who r true to me, who r using me,who r fren who r really in times of need, who can i rely on n turn to n most importantly i dun have a clear mind on wat is a real true n lasting freindship..now i only know there this person who will always be with me in times of needs n accompany n is definitely true to me..thanks dear for being there for me all these times..n sorry if i even throw my temper at u n hurt u in any ways ya!N of course my parent who r always there for me no matter wat happens..ur r great!! :)life is so pathetic..we have so much things to think abt, worried abt,stress abt.

2006-02-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

hee HAppy Anniversary Dear..so lucky that u got a medical checkup so u got off again haha..ok duno y sudd got the urge to do something diff so we went to bukit timah hill for treking haaha..i think i had only been there once only..ok so aft changing to proper attire, we went up the slope( which is the only way up, i think so la)hmm it was quite steep ah..den we climb alll the way to the submit..n thanks to dear lor..dun wan to walk the normal road n make me climb all those steps up the slope..n he walked so fast..couldn't catch up with him den end up laughing at me saying i'm unfit..wa lao!!!of course la he active ns men now k..of course physical fitness is better den me la..ok finally we reached the submit..well there nothing much to c lolz..we took a rest there..wooo it was so cooling n windy up there..aft that we proceed back n again thanks to dear..he say dun wan walk the normal way back so he suggested that we walk thru all those paths inside the forest meaning like treking la...it full of steps n slopes..i really duno how many slopes or steps that i had climbed..was so tired la..n once u went in there no way back so we muz continue all the way cos it was stupid to walk all e way back agian ma so as well proceed..we were inside there walkin n climbing for nearly 1 hr..n dear still can say it no kick lol..of course la he went thru OCS leh..been thru overseas jungle survival course leh..wat is bukit timah hill to them?? n ya we saw many monkeys n squirrels..so cute..there this junction where there were many monkeys..ard 10 monkeys gathering ard this slope which we were suppose to go down..haha but i dun dare to walk down ahah so i ask dear to go down 1st..the so cute..having long tails n sitting there lookin at us innocently..(forgot to take photos of them)but as we go down they all disappeared into the trees hee den dear scared me k..there a monkey next to me but i din saw it n he sudd pointed out to me but din tell me wat is it(his face was as though he was caught by surprise)den i turned ard n think the little monkey got scared n run away haha..stupid dear!!hmm only half way thru den i realised those paths we were walkin is actually following along the contour lines..no wonder it took us so long la..but we saw many uncles walkin the same path as us ah..wa they r so fit lor..n worse, half way thru it started to rain..were we like oh my god pls dun rain..so we hurry walked to a shelter or at least to the main road..but lucky it was just a drizzle..ok so i was so tired aft all the walkin n i realised that we had to go down a slope(which we had climbed up initially)though it was going down the slope but it was tired too cos my legs was kind of suan..lol..n we saw many uncles walkin backwards down the slope so we try walkin that way also..haha n ya it was easier lor haha unlces r so smart..yeah we managed to reach the bottom! was so thirsty k cos we din bring any water with us so we hurry go buy drinks..wow 100 plus taste so nice...haha hmm that dear ah everytime wan test my knowledge de..whenever we reached a junction he will asked me look at the map stationed there n ask me decide which is the rite direction n y i choose that haha lucky i'm smart lol..but it fun la at least next time if i got lost i know wat to do abt it ahah..n he tot me alot of insects or plants which r edible or may hurt us cos of the hook etc etc..learned alot of things yday..thanks dear..so memorable to do this on our anniversary whaha

haha took this photo when we r restin..cos nothing to do..n i duno where this place is cos we had walked thru too many tracks le :)

2006-02-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

hmm last sun dear went malaysia with my family..we went to eat ba ku teh for breakfast n went to my house to do some cleaning..Aft that, mum called me down to wash car cos i was the one who keep using the car ma..haha n i drag dear with me too haha oops..ok it was easy to wash car but the polishin n wax part is the most tedious..we spent nearly 2 hrs to wax the whole car..our hands were so tired la..but dad car became so shiny..beautiful wor..

c it shines k :)me n dear hardwork haha

haha ok aft which we went out for lunch n went shopping..we reached home ard evening n went to played basketball at the nearby park..well,it been since so long i last played bb so i was thrashed by my bro(he is a bb player lor) n dear..hmph..ok we played for 2hr + n went cycling aft that ahha..Aft a gd bath, we went to the newly open mac for dinner..hmm it was not nice..singapore mac had better quality n quantity..lol..we were so tired aft a whole day of play n work that we almost immediately knocked down when we reached home..but me n dear found out something abt my bro secret haha ok we slept for a few hrs n went back to singapore at ard 2am..reached singapore ard 3+ n slept for only 2 hrs, bro had to go sch, i got to go sch for my dip meeting n dear had to book in..Aft my meeting, i had to wait for the bus to drive us there to Institute of Mental Health..it a visit organised by my elective lecturer to let us have a better understanding on IMH..hmm the tour was quite short but our lecturer had make it possible for us to visit the ward which had no patients la..cos it wun be gd if so many ppl go to the ward n look at those patients rite..wow..the place was like hotel lor..hmm actually the place wasn't as scary as wat we had tot of la..inside IMH u wun know who are the staff, patients n visitors..the patients behave just like any normal ppl except of their illness, we shldn't treat them differently! we shld just treat them as those patients in other hospitals..IMH is no difference fr others hospitals..hmm as for the ward, only the lobby is locked to prevent those patients fr going out n hurt themselves..inside the lobby they r still free to move ard..n there r many facilities for them to use.As for those serious cases,they will just inject them with medicine to calm them down n will just tie their wrist, it was not like the case in movies where they used long white cloths to tie them up..i head fr my lecturer that in the past they will inject a kind of medicine that will greatly reduce the glucose level in the patients to deplete their energy leveln make them faint..so that they wun get too violent n hurt himself or others..but this kind of med may be deadly if too much is injected but luckily they have a new kind of med now..i think ppl shld change their mindset abt IMH cos rumours r just rumours..u shld c it for urself be4 judging it :)

2006-02-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

hee last sat..me n dear sudd got the urge to cook something..so we went thru my mummy receipe n decided to cook something for my family haha..went NTUC to buy the ingredients to cook tou fu,chilli fish(which turned out to be more like swt n sour fish cos dear put too much lime le),winter melon with chicken soup, stir fried kang kong and fried meat..haha think we do too much dishes le cos we were so confused abt which dish needs wat ingredients haha den had to keep refering to receipe..lol..next time muz do 1 dish at a time..haha n oh ya initially we wanted to cook rock melon with chicken soup n it need lily bulbs but aft that we decided to change to winter melon since mum just brought it haha but this dish dun require lily bulbs! n duno y our mind keep thinking that we had to put lily bulbs in haha so in e end we got winter melon with chicken n lily bulbs haha we had created a new dish lol well it doesn't taste that bad ahah n my parent love it( me n bro dun like the strong taste of lily bulbs with dried scallops ahha)hmm i dun wan to write all e details down cos it will be so damn long lol..anyway this meal is successful with some help fr mum ahah..n we even cooked dessert..i cooked jelly n dear cooked lily bulbs with rock sugar(so easy la haha) Conclusion..mum say that dear can cook better den me! hmph :(

this aRE e 4 dishes that we had cooked excluding the soup

2006-02-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

ok been so long since i've last updated..been so busy with quizzes last wk..though this wk is break but everyday is also packed with stuffs..which means no break at all!!!! haiz..k let me c if there anything interesting to update......
HEE HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DEAR!!! thanks for takin the day off to accompany me..so swt of u :)n thanks for takin the trouble to drive me to sch for my quiz n lab and came back all the way to fetch me again..hmm we went a asian restaurant at marina sq
for dinner n walked over to gelare at suntec for dessert..the waffle! ok was quite full aft that so we went shopping ard that area but got so sian of it so we decided to proceed to east coast..while we were in e car..dear was lookin at e map for directions so i got nothing to do haha den i started to help dad tidy his car..i opened the car compartment in front of me n wanted to put unused stuff in when i realised the compartment is so packed den i realised there a present there..i feel so weird n ask dear wat that thing haha so blur of me..den he say it for me haha ok he meant to give it to me as a surprise but who knows i found it myself haha but i told him i can pretend not to know abt it n he can give it to me again later hahha...hmm he brought me a box of SINS choc..so yummy..ok when we reached east coast..he suddenly opened the car booth n inside was a stalk of flower which he made it himself from paper..at first glance i tot it was real flower! he say he wanted to make the perfect flower so it took him 1 hr to fold n paste to leaves in n wrap it up...hee was so touched by his efforts :) aft which we walked along the beach n chat abt our past memories..

This is the flower n SINS choc dear gave me..

the choc are so beautiful..can't bear to eat them :)
there r double choc, white choc,those with wine etc...

this is e flower dear make for me..looked so real

2006-02-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

hee Happy BirthDay to U HappY BirthDay to U HappY BirthdaY to Daddy Happy BirthDay to u!!!! HAPPy BirthDay daDDy..hee my bros, dear n me brought a watch for dad n a cookies n cream ice-cream cake from swensen! :)haha n mum brought a belt lolz..

2006-02-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

hee went watch fearless with yy ydady..hmm it not as gd as wat most of my frens had said..maybe cos i feel that it mainly just fighting scenes n taught us the mission n values of wushu..hmm anyway it worth the $ since it was the last movie for li lian jie..haha n when we reach home, we were hungry and went all the way to geylang to eat tian ji porridge lolz..Thanks dear for the treat :)ok i got to go back do my report n studies liao..sian!!

2006-02-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

Cny hols r over!!!!n sch starts now..SIAN!! but din go lessons today cos really v tired..time passed so quickly that i din even hav time to relax or catch a breath..n oh my god i've beeen skipping lectures nowadays n even if i go now i dun understand anymore..is that an excuse??think i really got to start studying liao..SIAn..now i got to do my lab report, endless tuts n quizzes coming up...when will all these end???? STRESS :( hmm aft a wk of off dear had to book in last nite le..kind of miss him badly..duno y.. it not the 1st time he had to book in rite?? but i just had this weird feeling..hmm was with him alomost everyday last wk but he had to stay at home with his bro cos his bro was coughing..so in e end we only got to spend a single day together only..that the only day when we were alone! kind of sad to waste our hol just like that..but do i have any choices?? hmm went to watch the movie I'm not stupid 2..it reflects the teenagers attitude n mentality n shows the increasing gap between parent n child n how they got to resolve it..it really a touchin story esp the parts which shows how the child wanted so badly to ask his dad to come n watch his performance n how the parents went thru all the possible ways to protect their child..i would recommend parents to watch with their children esp teenagers.

2006-02-03T12:23:00.000+08:00

hmm went for my jc gathering at settlers cafe last fri..abit pathetic la cos only 6 ppl turn up n i'm the only gal there..all were unavailable or not coming..hmm it a cafe where u can play board games or cards with ur frens n there someone to teach u how to play those games..hmm did enjoyed myself while i was there but i left aft an hr plus..cos i got to go liuyi's 21st bday party at downtown east..hmm he din invite alot of ppl..so there were only 4 gals inclusive of me fr his sec sch..i know him since sec 1 n was on realtively close terms which him but nowadays we had drifted when he go army..but glad to c him doing well now..n he will be coming to ntu soon n in my faculty too!! so i'll be his senior :) ahh sounds so old..hmm the funny part is at 9pm all of us went into the cahlet n watch tv haha cos on that day it was the last episode! haha glad to c everybody doin well now..n happy that we still able to maintain that friendship n can chat as old frens..it a bond that we shld treasure :) n thanks dear for coming all the way to fetch me home when u noe i'm so tired ;) muacks :) luv ya!

2006-02-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

Yoz haPPy wAng waNg yeAr everybody!!!hmm din do anything much during this new yr hol..had reunion lunch with family during new yr eve n proceed to yy house for reunion dinner...aft which sent his parent to airport..they went JApan! so envious :)hmm on the 1st day of new yr went my ah ma house in the morning n went malaysia aft that..n the thing is my parent had missed out my bro's passport n only realised it when we enter the checkpoint..well that abit late..lol..so we had to make our way back to singapore again le..but we had to wait so long at the checkpoint since they got alot of procedures to follow n even had to go into the office to fill up forms n do all the necessary procedures be4 an officer open an express lane for us to make our way back..Thus we took 3 hrs to reach our house in malaysia n it was already evening time le..hmm the peak of this trip is the fireworks!! we had a gathering at my dad's fren house which is just opp my house.They brought alot of firecrackers n fireworks for us to play..the whole house is full of smoke n loud "bang"..This is an annunal celebration during cny..Though it is illegal but it really lots of fun wahaha..but i think the police dun really care cos it private property ma..lol..hmm we got a variet of explosives..fr those with just a "bang" when lighted to those fireworks that we saw during national day! so can ur imagine how beautiful the sky was during that night? :) On national day , we can only c the fireworks from far..but now we can c our uncles carrying boxes of explosives n light them up in front of us whereby the distance is ard 50m only.. so u can actualy c the explosives being shoot up..n when it explode it as though the sky is raining with colourful droplets....though it is nice but it can be dangerous too..cos some explosives wun shoot high so it just blast above ur head n got 1 even shoot over my head n blast behind my back only...really got a scare n jump away immediately..so we were riskin our life while watchin the beautiful fireworks..n we were there watchin for 3-4 hrs of fireworks..so amazing :) but abit disappointed cos dear was not with me..his sis dun allow him to go cos his bro is sick..but it only coughing ma n he already 18 yrs old liao lor...still muz have someone to take care of him meh??n y can't his sis take care of him leh..haiz..but nvm la i still enjoyed myself..n ya i saw yjc dance instructor jennny there too..so qiao!! duno wat her r/s with my dad's fren too..but she left quite early la..aft which there was lion dance!! so nice :) hmm were so damn tired aft that le..went back my house n slept at 10+ haha..we got to return to singapore at ard 4+ cos dad got a flight to catch in the noon..he flying to china!! n will be back on sun :)

2006-01-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

oh my god..i was having a nap this afternoon when i dreamt that i was given an op amp qn to slove lol..n i actually went thru all the steps to solve it in my dream..haha n i still got the ans!! wa think this is the aft effect of studying op amp be4 u slept..lol...oh yeah cny is coming soon!!! can't wait for the long break ah..though i got alot of stuff to do..still have to do my lab report!!! sian :(

2006-01-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Its already wk 4 now!!!! times flies man..been so busy these few days and next wk i got a gathering, a fren 21st bday party, going out with dear, going shopping with parent etc etc n of course sch!!lolx..when can i finish doing all my tut??been quite dragging now..

Hmm is a person shaped by her character or physical appearance?? i think that though appearance is impt as most ppl had said..but i believed that inner beauty is able to make up for the defects in appearance.If a person does not have the basic courtesy to respect others, no matter how attractive she/he is, i think that there absolutely nothing great abt he/her.Shouldn't a person learns to think be4 he/she talks??There is no turning back once u say it out..not everybody can tolerate ur nonsense k! Pls spare a thought for others..dun alway put urself on top of everyone..ppl dun have to give in to u all the time..pls reflect ur attitude if u to gain the respect of others!!

2006-01-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Argh..been feeling so sick for the past few days..kana stomach flu n i tot i got gastric???so i ate my gastric medicine n well of course it doesn't help n cause me to be in pain for 1 day 1 nite ah!! lol finally feeling better liao..haiz..muz rem to eat my meals on time le..this had caused me to miss my 1st tut for 4 subjects ah!Well,as for tut haiz..i only managed to do half of it..argh..i wana finish!!!but i'm really tired to do that..ok i'm going continue this wk le..cannot drag liao or in e end i'll end up copying ans fr tutor n did badly for exams again! i must strive hard!! ok next wk i got more tutorials coming up..n there is lab! i hate it!! muz endure!!! life is so tough n stress..can't imagine i'm feelin stress now when sch only starts 3 wks ago???why am i feeling this way?? *scratch head* but to console myself i'm glad that i managed to get 4 days of sch only..there no sch on wed haha but that day had to be spend mugging on tut cos thur i got 4 tut in the morning!!so it isn't an off day too..

2006-01-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

It was already the 2nd wk of sch!! gosh but i'm still not in e mood to study lol..n worse i got 4 tut straight tmr morning..was trying to complete today but feel kind of sian..it always a drag to do tut wat! hmm i'm still deciding whether to drop my GE ah haiz..i liked the GE but e timing was v bad n now i already feel that this sem core modules r quite hard!! wat shld i do?? dear adviced me to drop n take it next sem when he entered uni so that he can accompany me to study in sch..haizz..

hmm is it so tough for 2 persons to lived together?? regardless of true love, there will still be conflicts every now n den..ppl can get married aft a few mths of dating but there are aslo break ups aft many yrs of being together..wat does this implies?? everyone needs their own personal space?? but how big is this space? it varies among ppl n at times u may accidently step into this bounded area..which may cause others to have breathing difficulity!! Everyone has their own ideal partner..their perfect wedding..but how many ppl can actually realised it?? ppl always says it a blessing to find ur true love but wun true love fade too?? in this case y shld we throw our whole heart in for that person whom we have no 100% guarantee that we will obtain everlasting true love fr him too? isn't it irony??

i have frens whom believed in true love n had already accepted their bf now as their future partners n on the other hand i had frens whom r still searching for that ideal person..so which side do i belong to?? sometimes i feel that i know the ans but at times i became confused again..it really a headache to sandwiched between these 2 cos i duno when will i hav a definite ans?

Ppl always say whatever stuffs that were said during a conflict is due to the uprising anger in that person n wasn't fr the bottom of their heart..but if u do not hav this thought in e 1st place y would u say out in e fit of anger? i feel that actually this tot of us was already in our sub conscious..it just that we weren't aware of its presence..n once ppl hit this tot of ous, we will just blurt it out in our arguement or maybe we were so aggravated that words blurt out fr our mouth doesn't pass thru our brain..so wat is the real reason?? thinks only our heart will knows..some will say that we do not think logically when angry but there r ppl who wil only revealed their truth face when aggravated..but whatever it is..conflicts will always bring abt anger, sadness or maybe tears :(

hmm din realised i wrote so much..n din noe wat i'm writing abt also..just feel the need to write down all those tots that came into my mind..hmm if conflicts occur cause of a particular reason, i will try to resolve it so that there is min injury..but if a person keep insisting that he/she was rite n push all the blame to others when in actually fact he/she has fault too den i wun give face to him/her..this apples to everyone even my family n dear...but the worst case is when conflicts occurs due to misunderstanding or miscommunication..n to make matters worse it betweeen ur loved ones..i really hated this cos i really duno how to resolve this matter!! n it not worth it to strain our r/s just cos of this rite? i really dun mean it but y muz u say till like that?? haiz whatever!!

2006-01-04T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm yday was the 1st day of sch..n my lesson was at 8.30am..wat a 'swt' time to start sch lol..was so tired to drag myself to sch..luckily there only lect for this wk..2 more days to weekend!! can't wait for it...now i realise i need at least 8 hrs of slp to remain energetic but where am i going to find that 8 hrs..slept too much during the hols le :(

2006-01-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

HaPpY nEw yR 2006!!!!!! woo another yr had ended..lets welcome this new Yr with love, happiness n hopes :)hmm went countdown at esplanade last nite..the fireworks is sooooo nicezzzz..n is so damn cramp..everywhere is so packed with ppl..Anyway lets strive hard for the new yr ~CheeRs~

2005-12-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

hmm subject registration is today..well,manage to get everything..my timetable looks ok..this system really screw ppl up..it on a 1st come 1st served basic..so it a matter of speed!! luckily i'm fast enough..lolx..hmm glad that i got roughly the same timetable as my frens..hmm lookin forward to the time spent in sch whereby we will joke n laugh out of nothing..that the only console in that freakin stress NTU
:( really thanks all those frens who brighten up my sch life.. ~ChEErS~ to our ever lasting friendship..

hmm i happen to read a fren blog where she say that "what is e real definitation of friends?" are they refering to frenz in need is a frenz indeed or ppl who are always surrounding u or friends who once leave a frootprint in ur life or those hi-bye frens?? last time i din really had a classification of frenz..to me all those whom i know or who knows me are all considered my friends!! is this definitation rite or wrong?? well, till now i really duno..still searching for the ans..it really needs effort n time to manage a friendship..but only a few ppl who will really goes all e way to help others!!

Sometimes i really wonder where are those really so called "close frens" are when i need their help..true fren which are for life will only emerge when u r in need! SOmetimes i wonder y shld i go all e way to help them??do they deserve my concern?r they worth it? or were they just been using me n only tot of me when they needs help? i'm glad that they r willing to approach me n i always duno how to reject them when they r in trouble..everytime when i had doubts in helping someone..i would ask dear whether shld i reject anot?? well his ans was always "would u bear to leave them alone?" I think this is really the prob for me n dear..we duno how to reject..lolz..but at least for some situations i'm more straight forward n tactful cos i dun wished to hurt them further..thinks frenz who knows me well will know :)

well, maybe we shld c it as a strength..helping others doesn't means that u wan any rewards..being able to solve problems for others is an indicator that we had grown up.. Luckily, i've really found a v gd fren of mine n it no others but my dear!! he always there to help me cure my "indecisive" n always reflects the reality in this world..he is practical but emotional too..he knows how to deal with his emotion n is a sponge for my moods..though sometimes he really had no idea how to deal with me! MOst importantly, he make n c me grown up fr a young little gal to a young adult now..BEing with him had really strengthen my char esp the times when he was so busy in army..we may hav quarrels but we alwasy managed to settle in in e most peaceful n logical way..which i thinks most couple can't do that! i'm proud that we are able to do it..lookin back, 2005 is ending n we have been together for 2 yrs plus n i'm really glad that we din even for once raised our voices or scream at each other :)
I'm glad to have u , my dear,thanks for everything! muackz muackz muackz..
Lets welcome the new yr 2006 with hopes, love n happiness..n i'll always rem that u say my happiness is always ur 1st priority :)

2005-12-28T14:25:00.000+08:00

wow..i've been eating ever since bintan..lol..hmm ok i reach singapore in e evening n aft wash up we got to go for my dad's fren christmas dinner celebration!wooh e food is really v nice..got shark fins again haha..

hmm on fri it was my grandma bday..had to go my uncle house n of course eat again lolz..nothing much to do there except watching tv cos mostly adults there..aft that i
meet dear for dinner n went eat Kenny Rogers :)

hmm on sat nite..actually planned to go countdown at orchard but in e end we went old airport road with my bros..we were crazy k..we ordered all e food recommend by books n tv shows.so in e end, we ordered prawn noodle, laksa, fish head noodle, wantan noodles, stingray, bbq chicken wings, satay,sugar cane juice,western food etc..eat till damn full!! n aft that still can go gelang buy tou hua to eat!!really crazy le...

On sun, we went to eat the chicken rice balls..the rice were shaped into the shape of the balls..it was a very old stall..the idea came abt in e past as the farmers all had to work in e farm so to make it easy for them to bring food to the farmers, they make the rice into the shape of the balls..the stall is at jalan besar n it was damn hard to find n somemore the book give e wrong addresss!lol so in e end we wander ard there for ard 2 hrs be4 getting to eat!!haha but in e end bro they all say the rice balls is not nice...think probably it was cold le cos by the time we reach there it was near closing hours..lolz..aft that we went geylang to eat chou dou fu(smelly beancurd)..haha it was our 1st time..initially we tot it was relly v smelly but hmm how to say?? the stall doesn't have e smell unlike taiwan where yy say they could even smell it at v far..hmm when it was served on our table..oh can smell it ah!! haha in e end only me n my bro dare to eat..dear n my youngest bro dun even dare to touch..aft much persuasion, they just managed to bite alittle..haha den my bro wan challenge me without dipping in the chilli sauce..haha den i agreed!! he put the pure chou dou fu into his mouth n bite abit n u can c his face wana puke!!haha we really laugh like mad n in e end he went out n vomit hahahha..aft that i try eating without e chilli sauce ahah wa lao it was really v smelly..e taste like..erm duno how to describe..my bro say it was like the smell of the rubbish chaute plus 10 yrs nv washed drainage ahah ok we were really crazy n keep laughing..
a piece of advice to u guys...dun eat it without the chilli sauce ah!!!it really taste terrible hahaah
Aft which we da bao back for mum n told her that muz eat without the chilli sauce 1st den can taste it original taste..haha but she dun believe us..but she still got taste abit w/o e chilli la n say it sucks haha..at 1st my bro wanted to throw away the chilli sauce be4 we reach home ah haha but that was really mean la!! i wun go there eat anymore le..aft u ate the taste will still linger in ur mouth..it horrible :( hahaha but that an experience!!

hmm aft that we still went gelang at 10 plus to have dinner..the v famous tian ji porridge there!! n ate chilli crab n mango fish..all the famous dishes haha cos it daddy treat ma!!!
haha so as u can c, i had been eating since bintan..now is time for exercise le..

2005-12-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

hmm the peak of this trip is actually the dinner we had at the kelong restaurant!! woow..n we really choose the best haha we had the set meal that comprise of lobster salad,shark fins,black pepper craps, snow fish, scallop, veg, fruits etc etc n plus wine but we cahnged it to cocktails..i had kelong sea breeze n dear had??(oops forgot) mine is actually vodka with cranberry juice n grapes or wat..can't rem..hmm we din take e photos of those food we ate cos too pai seh ah so many waiters surroundin us but managed to take the pic of our drinks towards te end of our meal..hmm this meal cost us $100++ just for the 2 of us only lolz..haha kind of ex but it was really v nice..all e seafoods were so swt hee hee..ok here r some of the photos (n ya we tot it was kind of old buildin restaurant so we actually wear t-shirts n shorts with slippers there hohoho but we dun care la)

me eating crabs..yummy yummy :)

me with my kelong sea breeze!!

hmm dear with erm..his drink :)

our drinks!! woow

hmm when we reach our hotel we still can eat finish all those tidbits that we brought back k!! lolz wat a big eater we are!! n somemore drink beer haha n watching tv since they had most of our local ch..

hmm the next day was buffet breakfast again le...lol..hmm so sad that we had to leave that beautiful n fun place so soon..ok here are some other photos..n ya it so relaxing to lie on e hammock :)

finally it was time to check out!! took some photos be4 leaving.....

haha wat he doing???
c e tree is bent!!

this is e pool!!

relaxing :)

hee that abt all..though there still lots of photos..life is beautiful..enjoy ur life to e fullest!! there lots of things for u to discover :) lookin forward to my next trip next yr..n lastly thanks alot dear for all the love, smile, fun n happiness! muackz... :)

2005-12-28T12:07:00.000+08:00

hmm ok now let me recall wat i've done for the past few wks..hmm ok i went bintan with dear for a short hol from 20th - 22nd dec..it was just 1hr ferry ride from singapore n i already feel sea sick le cos the wave is quite heavy n u could feel that u r riding on a roller coaster lolx. I tried to slp but can't seem to get my eyes drowsy(unlike dear who can slp immediately when abroad the boat) lolz..hmm we reach there ard noon but the hotel rooms weren't available yet..there a bus fetching us from the bintan ferry terminal to e resort thus alot of waiting time wasted ah!! we were so bored on e bus so we keep takin photos with our hp..hahha..these are just 2 of them only..ho ho ho..

hmm we were sitting near to e bus exist so i was e 1st to alight n wow there a malay dance with welcoming drink waiting for us at the hotel lobby..Since we can't check in so we went to the cafe to have our lunch..their service were quite gd n their serving was quite large too n be4 our food was served, there was bread n buns n biscuits served to us..wa aft eating all these we were already half full k lolz..n oh ya only on my 1st day of hol..my frens were msging me that our results were out!! n i tot that since i'm on hol so as well dun bother abt it..shall check it when i return to singapore..haha but well as guesed by dear..i cannot tahan ah!!wahaha i tried to call home to contact my bro to ask him check for me but can't reach him lolz..den we realised there a internet service in e hotel n it so ex k..n ok i pay so much $ to buy a disapointing news..lolz.haha kind of regret but at least it was much better den wat i've expected!! n with dear beside me it wasn't that bad la..oh ya n our hotel room was facing e swimmin pool!! wat a nice view :) since the weather was so dammn gd we went for a dip into the cooling pool..soon it was dinner time!! as bintan timing was one hr behind singapore time so there dinner time was 6.30pm (which was actually 7.30pm local time)n i was so hungry already!! n guess wat?? it was the 1st time we had steamboat at the pool side(n in front of the pool is the sea) it was so windy with the cool breeze brushin against ur face..woooh shiok!!! haha n there entertainment too k haha with 3little kids..haha ok there this eurasian family with 2 little adorable gals..they were active little kids who keep dancing ard n there another indian gal who wanted to played with them haha that indian gal keep followin everything those 2 gals were doing..running n dancing ard n even climb onto e stage haha n she wasn't even tall enough to walk up e stairs leadin to the stage so she really "climb" up haha n by the time she finished climbing up the other 2 gals were already going down e stage but she still determined to climb up haha.n when they jump down the stage..we were so afraid that she would jump down too but that older gal still know how to take care of the younger ones n went to help her down..that indian gal keep insist that she muz put her hand over the gal neck n let her hug her down haha so comical!! they were so cuteeeeee but can't get their photos cos they keep running ard!!lolz..these r e photos bt e pool side

The next day we had free buffet breakfast!! it was really a spread cos it had all a variety of foods!! we were so damn full so we went for a dip again with the morning sun..woosh..cool man!! but in e end i got sun burn n till now still haven recover yet ah!! got abit of peeling ah :(.. In e end we ate cup noodles for lunch cos still quite full from e breakfast we had eaten earlier..Aft which we decided to go e small mkt call pasar oleh oleh..it was just 10 mins bus ride from the hotel..but sad to say there nothing much to shop cos there only ard 30 shops n most of them sell identical stuffs.lolz..n i brought a pant fr there.

n ya we brought beer back from there haha..

2005-12-28T12:01:00.000+08:00

oh i'm finally back to blog..been so busy!! guess this hol is e most busy time for me :)but i do enjoy it! haiz..sad to say this is e last wk of hol..sch starts next wk!!!! n my registration is on this coming thur..hopefully i can get e timetable i wanted! still considering whether to take both ge n pe..duno whether will it be too taxing?? *scratch head* well think i'll just register first n c which electives i'm allocated den decide lor :)oh ya n here wishing everyone a HapPy HapPy neW Yr.. hope everything is smooth sailing ya!! :)^cHeErS^

2005-12-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

hee dear's sis give birth le!! give birth to a chubby boy boy ,Donn! he so cuteeeeeeeee!! got chubby cheeks...haha...went to c him a few hrs aft he was born..cos had to drive dear mum n his sis parent-in-law to hospital ma! they were so happy that a great smile was on their face every sec haha..of course la Donn is their 1st grandson ma..

This is siting...dear's niece..so adorable!!! :)

2005-12-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

hmm on the 30th nov was dear's tekong BMTC recruits pop day!! went with him since i nv been to tekong be4..but we were late n miss e ferry so in e end only catch part of the parade only..hmm aft the parade, family members n frenz were able to go down to e parade sq to took photos with the recruits..n since i duno anyone of them so i ask yy to go down himself to c his reruits..i noe he feels bad leaving me there alone but it ok la..it a happy occasion for them ma!!haha n who knows the recruits grab yy n throw him up into e sky lol..n he was in civilian lor..cos those ppl kana throw up was usually their pc or sergents n they were in army uniform haha n the parade in cahrge keep making the announcements "pls do not throw ur pc or ur sergents..blah blah..."haha but who will cares at that moment rite???lol
aft which we proceed to the VIP area which is specially reserved for the coy best recruit n cos yy knows all e ppl there so he can bring me in lor..but nothing la only got ice drinks lol..hmm but was really proud of dear cos both the coy best recruit and the coy best PT came fr his platoon and his recruit has the most weight loss..it was really reamrkable to c them slim down to such a extend..hopefully they can continue to slim down!! feel so glad that they were so grateful to dear for helpin them achieve the impossible :)well done dear!! muackzz :)

hmm n on e 7 dec was dear's mandai camp recruits pop..i din went cos aft the parade dear got a farewell dinner specially prepared for them by e others commanders for their contribution to the basic military training..but again dear kana throw up by his recruits again n tooks lots of photos with them haha..n now dear got 8 days off but he only clear 3 days n went back to tekong le..muz reserved for future uses! but this 3 days he also quite busy ah..got a dinner treat by his CO at his house for all officers n a bbq planned by his recruits..so i went malaysai again hee hee slack the whole day there n pluck 15 big mango ah..haha our mango trees always bear fruits for us!!!

2005-12-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

hmm on my last day of exam which was on 25th nov,dear got off!!! he slept over at my house e previous nite n came fetch me in sch aft my exam..however, i finished my exam earlier so had to wait for him for 1 hr..lol..sian! n ya dear told me that his understudy was from ytss too, one yr our senior..n when he saw my photos, he said he knows me..lol..but i dun rem le oops ahah..he say he was e parade commander..his name is yi xian!! n so funny he warn yy to treat his junior better or he get it from him haha..hmm we went over PS to collect my ipop nano n grab some finger food cos we going for buffet high tea at hotel phoenix later..hmm we were actually quite full but still able to try almost everything there haha..we were great eater sia!!we ate dim sum, cakes, pudding, mee siam, desserts,finger foods, fruits..etc etc..we were so full that we din even hav to eat dinner so we decided to go marina sq..we sepnt a few hrs inside giant sia..haha duno doin wat also..lookin at any new products n playin ard..sounds like a married couple shopping for grocery haha..in in e end we end up buyin lots lots things haha but lucky we drove there or else really duno how to carry home ah..when we reached home, we were hungry again hah so cooked maggie mee!!! :)
maybe this is e mood aft examS???
but dun really feel like exams was over, dun hav e thrilled feeling(like wat most of my frens had said), i think cos our exams had drag too long n we were already drained out :( but nvm i still wana enjoy my hol n hav a gd rest {:

2005-12-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

wooww been damn long since i last updated!!! been so busy aft my exams..cos next yr march we are doing a gong tek(in hokkien since i also duno wat is it called)..it a custom that means we are giving the deceased family members a huge house to lived in together in e other world..so we are busy preparing for it..n now most of the things are settled so i'm more free now!

oh ya as i've said in my previous posts..so many things happened on dear bday..ok now i shall started telling story hahha..sounds like ermmmm???
hmm i met dear for dinner that day n aft which since it was still early so we decided to go the reservoir near my house to wait for the clock to strike 12am..so we do nothing n sit in car chatting n waiting. At ard 11+, we were so bored n the place was quite full of ppl so we decided to go sembawang park. We stop at a petrol station along sembawang road to refill and aft which everything was settled, sudd yy told me "hey, i can't start e car,e key like doesn't fit in at all" upon hearing this,i was like erm dun joke with me! i moved over n tried n to my shock the key can't even slot in..it as though we got e wrong key!!!! i was like oh my god..wat is happening? the helpful petrol station worker tried to help but in vain!! so how?? sudd an idea came to my mind!! call my daddy!! haha but i can't manage to contact him so i called mummy instead..she also din noe wat happened n said she try to help me find daddy! so we waited n keep trying..i dun wan to struck in e petrol station k!! finally daddy call me n told me to keep turning the steering wheel n try to slot in e key..n yeah it works!!haha thanks daddy!! the reason behind i was not sure also but daddy say it was probably due to the steering wheel being locked..but anyway i'm glad that we were not struck there! we waited for nearly half an hr there n all e time i had to went in n out of the station to make calls cos as u noe we can't use hp inside a petrol station. ok so finally we reached sembawang park, with the cake i brought for dear we went ard trying to find a place to celebrate but duno y there so many ppl camping there...lol..n i dun wished to walked further in away from the beach cos it v dark there haha den sudd out of nowhere a kitten came..it keeps following us or rather yy cos he holdin the cake ma..haha n as ur noe i'm scared of cats so i keep avoiding it n din dare to run cos i fear that it will chase aft me haha..yy tried to chase e kitten away but in vain den i keep askin yy to move away from me haha den i asked him to move in e opp direction while i hurried walk over to e carpark(keep turning back to c if it was following me)haha den i hurried get into e car lol..haha den i saw yy trying to chase it away..looks so comical la..finally we were safe in car n of course i dun wished to get out of the car anymore!! so we drove to another carpark which was quite desserted..i was deciding where to celebrate instead when sudd i say"hey y not we celebrate in the car?" ahah so we took out e cake n celebrate there..took lots of photos..shall upload some later..hmm i gave him an enlarged photo of his commissionin parade taken with his parents n bro since he dun hav any at home(n of course put inside a photo frame la)hee so glad to be e 1st to spend his bday with him

haha funny shots!!!

2005-11-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd yEAr aNnivEraRy deaR!!So sad u got range today n ur oc dun wan let u come out!!but nvm la at least u got an off on fri :)n HappY 20th BirthDay to u too..though it was last sun..so sorry that i can't spend the day with u cos e next day i got math paper :( but at least we spend the night be4 ya celebrating for u at the 1st moment when e clock strike 12am..haha can't forget wat happened that day..shall update aft my exam haha!!n we took lots of photos ah!!haha upload next time ma!hmm left 1 more paper..forensic sci..aft that i'll be free le!!!looking forward to 25th nov hee :)

2005-11-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

4 papers down..3 more to go!!!circuit was a killer man..think going failed le..sian!!study so hard for it lor..haiz...got to buck up n study for the next 3 papers le..maths, algorithm n forensic sci!!waiting for 25th nov ya :)

2005-11-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

2 papers down..5 more papers to go..sian!!when will it ever end?waiting forward to 25th nov..which is my last paper forensic sci!!been mugging at home now..there always unlimited stuffs to study!but i got alot of choc, swts, tidbits in my room ah..all sponsor by dear haha cos he know i muz eat food otherwise i can't study haha i din realise that till he told me abt it..hmm deaR is outfield now so din contact much cos there no reception..he will be back on sat le aft the live throw..so i will only get to c him on sun :( but nvm la i need the time to study too!! anyway thanks dear for all the food ya..n ur massage haha!!take care of urself n i've to go back mugging liao :(

2005-11-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh my god, exams is just 2 days later!!! sian...though it exams time but this wk got 2 hol so i din really focus on my studies..been going out to relax..lol..jia lat! but nvm la next 3 wks is going to be worse..hav to study hard le..can't wait for 25th ah!! lol anyway dear going for outfield n range these few wks too so not much contact le :( but that gd la can focus on my studies le.. hmm now waiting for my exams to end den i can go learn driving le..haha finally ah aft 1 yr plus since i got both of the theories..cos my final theory ending soon le ma so muz go learn asap le..but e prob is e earliest test date for private is ard april next yr n my final theory expire next march..so think i've to take sch liao lol..so damn ex la!! nvm la aft exams den decide n discuss with dad cos he wana spon me ma wahaha..feel so fortunate to hav someone spon me cos c yy pay for his driving is really v jia lat ah..v siong!keep freting over money matters..lol..oh my god exams nearing n i'm still blogging lol..wahahaa :)

2005-10-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

yeah! i got A+ for my tech comm project..e one on dreams interpretation.hmm muz thanks all those who had helped me in my interviews ya..n most importantly my buddy teck hiang!thanks for all the time n effort u've helped me ya :)hmm actually din expect to get such high grades cos of our SUPER COOPERATIVE grp members ma..duno wat to say abt them lor..but feel that they shldn't share the same grade la but i just can't bring myself to do tat to them :( but at least towards e end they still got improve abit la but it doesn't really help lor! n makes me n shirin works till late at nite to rush out e whole report..i was so pissed off at that time that i went to ask one of them y did they do their part with no quailty but guess wat?they say they duno n tot that e rite way to do?lol super bth la..in e end i had to write e whole conclusion, objectvie n scope for them k..n e worse part was they can actually just copy n paste our objective n scope from our proposal which was done by me n shirin only lor..if u wan to copy pls be smart n do some editin la..come on!!!dun copy blindly..it will justt bring out ur weakness n make ur more irritable!pls be smart k lol.. :( anyway all these r in e past le :)dun ever wan work with them anymore!!! anway really glad that me n shirin effort pay off :) thanks so much gal..without u think i'll faint ah to face them alone :)hmm oh ya i got A- for my oral presentation too wahaha really din expect it cos that day my lesson was at 8.30 am k,,was so tired n blur la so din really knows wat was going on..lol..n duno y e tutor says i was v friendly cos i smiles frequenly during e presentation lol..i din realise it lor..hahah but somehow aft wat shirin had told me i thinks that our grp members r quite selfish as in they r willing to put in effort for e presentation but not in e report cos e marks allocated for presentation is 70% individual n 30% grp work..so selfish!!! wa 2 more wks o exams le..sian!! deprived of time..so stress!!!who can help me destress????? :( oh ya n today i saw 1 guy who was so damn tall la that when he stands on e bus he had to tilt his head lor..was quite comical cos throughout e journey he had to tilt his head..so poor thing got lemon on his neck..hahhaa..ok had to go back for studies sian :( hope i got e discipline to focus ya! :)

PS : peishan,take gd care of urself n ur grandma ya..send my regards to her :)

2005-10-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

hee just on e phone with dear! been so long since he last called me :) his coy is crazy ah every mon had to have meeting to discuss everything for the training programs! n he just finished 5 hrs of meeting only..but he gave me a sad news too..yday was our 23rd mth anniversary n we had agreeded that he will take off on next mth 23rd which is our 2 yrs anniversay but now he had to go for 3 days range on e 23, 24 n 25 of nov which means we can't spend it together le :( hai, but nvm la at least his sir say he can get off on e 25th n let his new pc in charge on e 25th lor..n i finished my exams on that day too ;)hmm was quite disappointed to hear this news but we had no choice ma, he did try to ask for an exchange but his sir dun allow n insist that he had to conduct the range! so sad! :( hmm din noe y he so enthu today cos he keep sings old songs, advertisement melodies n love songs to me on e phone wahaha so funny la :) hmm anyway dun think can chat with him again for this wk le cos he seems busy too..so just let this be my happy memories for this wk :)~^cHEeRs^~

HaPPy 23Rd Mth AnNiverSary DeaR ;)

2005-10-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

hmm went queensway with dear last wk cos he wanted to buy shoes haha is shoes already got hole liao ah lol..since he duno wat to get so he ask me to choose but e prob is i tend to go for cool n more colourful designs but he prefer those darker colour so whatever i choose he also dun wan! n this goes on for 2 hr plus..IN e end i protested n ask him choose his own lol cos i already reach e stage whereby i keep choosing e same designs for him n i already yan hua liao ran! haha so in e end he choose a grey shoes with some red designs on it so as it wun look so dull haha but it looks quite nice la! :) wa he really shop alot ah..brought clothes n pants on that day too!haaha hmm dear stay over at my house on fri nite n went back home to wash his clothes on sat be4 we went to tamp to shop for my comp stuff.However,being so guai we went eat dinner with his dad 1st be4 driving off to tamp, but e shop had closed when we reached there lol wat a wsted trip! Therefore, in e end we decided to go geylang to eat its famous dessert beancurd! But my dad gave me e wrong address( or shld i say i interpreted it wrongly oops) n we keep driving ard paya lebar road nn sims road n finally we decided to try Geylang road n yes we found it!wahha but it was damn packed so we da bao home for my family too..but e funniest part is when yy can't park e car properly into e parallel parking lots along e busy road n he asked me go down n give directions..1st time i'm doing this lor..he was scared that he will scratch e car in front n behind us so he din dare to park too near! but i can't control myself from laughing cos those drivers that were passing by keepin lookin at us n i felt so pai seh la den i can't stop laughing.so i just stood there n laugh forgetting that i'm suppose to give directions wahaha n yy give me the look "so how?can u pls guide me n stop laughing" wahaha sorry dear i din mean it..but in e end he still managed to park in la though e car was not "straight" wahhaa but at least it was not obstructing the traffic n anyway we leaving soon aft da bao ma..haha den whenever i thought of that scene i just can't stop laughing so i was teasing yy on our way back home wahaha n i told this joke to mummy n she say i v ke bo to laugh at him wahaha ok la i noe i'm abit mean but it really v funny ma 1st time i encounter this haha cos my dad was a experienced driver ma! but i admire yy courage cos he just got his license ard 2 mths ago n he dare to drive to all sorts of places just liek geylang where it heavy traffice n packed with ppl..haha n of course i'm so gd with map reading now haha always beside him tellin him which directions to move on lol..

haha this is a super funny pic :)

2005-10-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha oh ya forgot to write about my starfish haha dun get it wrong!!it actually a hamester that lived in my house for 2 days..my fren wanted to give away his baby hamesters so ask me to help them find new owners n finally teck hiang wanted to keep 3 of them in his office so i had to be e middle man for them lor..but who knows in e end my fren could only give me 1 hamester cos he gave e rest away le..hmph..so sorry teck hiang! haha this hamester v cute ah..always stand on 2 legs as though telling us that he wanted us to play with it..n always had this innocent look on it face hahaa but i dun like to play with hamester cos i can't stand the tickle feeling when it crawled on ur palm..This hamester v big shot wor cos my whole family send it off to teck hiang house at tamp ah haha cos initially i wanted to ask yy drive me to tamp n pass to teck hiang but who knows my dad car spoilt so no choice n ask my dad drive his other car hahaa n this starfish is named by teck hiang cos of a reason behind which is a long story hahaa but of course it related to me la wahahaa :) n teck hiang compalined that it was dirty n hungry n thirsty when i passed to him!! hey i really got feed it with food n water leh..haha anyway i know this starfish will be in gd hands now! hey take gd care of it k :)

2005-10-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmm went out shopping with jessie on last sat..so long nv meet up with her liao..but v qiao cos i saw her twice at jurong interchange mrt platform when we r changing train..saw christina too(she at SIM now)..but that day i was damn tired cos slept v late at nite thus din really shop with her n she v pro ah like guards patrol the shopping mall ah..she walked v fast n din really went to any shops until she went espirit n brought a t-shirt!but anyway glad to meet up with her..catch up with a soon agian :)hmm went out with dear for shopping at orchard too on mon cos he took off to pei me..we haven gone out for damn long le..so in e end we went watch "the 40 yr old virgin" it was a damn funny..a movie to recommend!haha den we went to the new foodcourt at wisma n ate hokkien mee..It was wrap up in banana leaves(that wat i think) haha n it yummy..c it looks yummy rite??

2005-10-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

wa been damn long since i've last blog..been so busy with quizzes n project..hmm went for a hair cut a few wks ago at Storm @ JP with shirin. THe hairstylist keep insisting that my hair was v dry n wanted me to go for hair treatment n purchased their products but of course i dun wan la..well, my hair was abit dry cos i had dye n rebond my hair n went for swimming too but it wasn't that bad as wat the person had said haha think they just wana boast their sales.

C my hair become so short!!(haha as compared to my previous la) n my fringe had dropped!!

2005-09-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

this wk v suay lor..went for tech comm n our tutor give us 1 hr to discuss our projects but who knows only me n another guy came, e other 3 were absent thus we can't do anything also..aft which when i was on my way home it started to rain once i reach Khatib..mum n dad can't come fetch me so i took e train back to yishun to took bus home..but who knows the rain was getting heavier n heavier ah n while standing on the platform waiting for train, e wind blows so strongly n e rain 'splash' in so i was damn wet la..n so cold lor..n in e end (i also duno y)i board the wrong train n went to yio chu kang instead..damn suay lor n it is quite far between khatib n yio chu kang la..n when finally i reach interchange i had to wait so long for the bus so in e end i end up reaching home 1 hr later!!!den yday while i was washing my contact lens, one of my lens tore so that goes my contact lens..went to make a new pair today n i decide to change to monthly lens at $110 per yr..actually wanted to have daily lens but it $80 per mth so not worth it ah since i wore it everyday..but lucky for this wk yy still got one pathetic nights off lor cos he everyday also so busy n even if he free he also can't boook out often cos he say others ppl will say him de!!!wat logic is that??officers aft going thu so much suppose to have all these privileges ma,,den e rest of e officers who lived far fr camp n dun wan to book out den that their prob ma, y muz they say other pple leh?they can't book out doesn't mean others can't ma..as for sergents, ur can't expect to have the same advantages as officers, den y muz ur care if an officer gets to book out often?hai army is so damn weird!!!but anyway i can only grumble here cos there nothing i can do also n neither there an explanation too...but still glad that dear came to meet me for dinner at cck..went to pizza hut n was so damn full lor..hai so sad lor dear only can book out on sat nite cos he on duty again..den hav to book in on sun nite again!!!haiz..wat life is this??? :(

2005-09-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

This wk is full of projects n projects..really so sick of it..previously got some prob with our group mates n even out tutor could sense it without us saying anything..but everything is so called "alright" now since they are more cooperativfe n doing their work. hopefully everything will be ok..been so busy this wk that i hardly contact yy cos he was equally busy too!hmm has my tolerance n understanding level up?really duno :( cos i hardly lose my temper or quarrel with yy nowadays over matters such as his busy schedule etc le n my "daddy" also say i seldom whine to him now le hahaha so i've improved le..n he say shirin's behaviour was just like me in e past..wahaa hmm think this is part n parcel of growing up when u hav a bf in army..n i definitely it not easy n now i totally understand y pple always advice us not to hav bf in army!haaha this is call zhong yan ni er..oops hmm but i think it got its pros n cons cos at least i've go thru this phrase of my life which not everyone could have it..hahah(sounds so arrogant)wahaha hmm no la, just trying to say that since i've chosen this path so no matter wat i shouldn't give up so easily rite?moreover, i trust n believe in this r/s too! :)honestly speaking, i think this r/s has really strengthen my personality in mnay aspects..though it was really tough n full of tears but now i've come so far, i'm really glad i've managed to overcome all those difficulties!hey dear, if u r readin this..i wana say billion thanks to u for changing me to a better person..without u i dun think i'm able to experience all these n learn to be more appreciative n understanding etc...really glad to have found u..muackz... :)n ya shirin, i know u r able to overcome ur prob ya..let strive on k regardless of studies or r/s or anything ya.. :)

2005-09-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

wa i really need rest ah!really super tired le..finally aft all e quizzes i tot i can have more time for rest n catching up on my studies but who know my tech comm project took up so much of my time cos of super "cooperaive" team members!was so "pleased" with them lor for the kind of standard they put in..n somehow duno y our tutor has sensed out there something "wrong" in out grp n thus keep trying to make me n shirin talk..though we tried to avoid e issue but i dun think we can hide it fr her..thus we ack for some time to c if we are able to solve this ourselves..hmm but i'm not v positive abt this la..hai whatever la just hope this project can end soon so that i can return to my studies!! hmm was doing project till v late last fri at jp but at least yy came all e way fr camp to jp to send me home..so swt of him!really din expected this cos he got direct bus fr his camp back to his house ma..hee n that day was our 1 yr 10mth anniversary too :)luv ya lots dear :)hmm aft which we went khatib to hav supper n he took a cab home..when i've reached home,i was suppose to discuss project again n it was already 12 plus midnight le..damn tired la but no choice..but in e end shirin was not feelin well so we cancel it n i fall aslp while chatting with my frens n wake up at 3am to off comp haha so can c how tired i'm lor..den e next morning i was awake at ard 9am n went online discuss with shirin again but half way thru i got to accompany yy to c doc lor cos he had been coughing for quite long le..muz be he pass to me la cos i also keep coughing now le :( haven recovered ah! den i came back at 12 to discuss with shirin agian till 4+pm ah..so tired k!n aft which hav to hurry bath n changed to go for dinner with yy family at JUMBO at east coast..but luckily yy drove there but he had to go fetch his sis n bro so in e end we reach there 2 hrs later lol cos traffic jam la lol..hmm on sun, we went Funan to look at comp n went PS to shop abit aft which he had to book in at 8pm le..haha e fuuny part is we nearly get holland in orchard cos yy driving ma n we duno e routes well so end up making a few turns cos we keep missed e junction..n i was sitting beside him trying to locate e place on e street directory..next time i will be v gd at map reasing liao wahahaa..n ya i asked yy if he will get addicited to driving n wun take train next time but who knows he replied " y dun u say that u will get addicted sitting in the car while i was driving n next time dun wan take public transport n asked me drive u?" haha hmm sounds logical ah..aft which we went dabao nasi lemak at e place behind chong pang(it v famous) n end up hav to queue for 20 mins ah but nv la at least got yy drive me home ma hahaa..brought 2 packets for yy to bring in camp eat n share with his fren..cannot be so selfish ma rite?hahaa ok aft that my dad drive him back to camp..hmm that how my weekend was spend..project..n holland wahaha now gtg for my practical liao..sian ah!!!when can i be more free?hmph..waiting to c dear soon cos he can help me destress ma :)muackz..

2005-09-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm finally my quizzes r over le!think i screw up all la..lol..was really suay la all my papers were damn hard..but anyway it all over le!going study hard for my final yr exams, hope can at least pull up e grades!oh ya i wanted to thanks a few ppl,firstly is shirin cos she lend me her notes so that i can study faster n willing to teach me those math qns..so sorry to bother u ya..next is my buddy teck hiang ask "daddy" wahaha thanks for putting up with all my complaints n whinning ya..n thanks so much for ya concern..i'm feeling better now le..hee hee..n lastly of course my parents who have been taking such gd care of me lor! hmm though my quizzes r over but i still have my project..actually i think that our project is actually quite interestin n we shld be able to do a gd job if everyone is cooperative enough la but sad to mention my grp members..really duno wat to deal with them ah! :( y i always so suay de?really muz go with teck hiang to temple bai bai ah hee hee...hmm actually, i think that if 2 persons r fated, den no matter where they r or how diff their personality r, they still can be v gd n close frenz..as for me, i've close fren of diff characters..some r even real far apart from me but we still maintain gd r/s..really treasure ur guys ya!thanks for making my life so enriching n fruitful yup..thanks lots guys!
hmm ok these r some of e pics i took with my dear classmates..it only 2 photos la nv took much cos we were busy talki, laughin n playing..went for my sec sch class gathering..though not everyone turn up but it stil fun..hmm most of them haven changed at all esp e guys wahaaa but some of e gals have changed..li xia has slim down n become prettier, leslie n jessie haven changed at all still so joyful n jessie is now studying to be a social worker in nus..she one gal i really think who is born with a golden heart ah..always so caring n considerate n helpful..as for jo she still on e look out for guys wahahaa.weini n joanna haved changed in their appearance too..n our dear yi peipei has become a chinese tacher..she studying in nie now..hee she really got e look of teacher ah n as well as the potential la..realised it thru talkin to her on our way to bowling session..hmm ok la i played quite badly for my bowling session haha cos i duno how to play ma..but e guys r quite gd..as for e gals hahaa think our 'chinese teacher' played e best haha dun judge a book by its cover k wahahaa...

this is yi pei n me! does she has e look of a teacher??
this jo (nun ho) n me!wahaha

2005-09-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

wa damn fast today already fri le..sch starting soon!hai, been stayin at home to study since tue n i haven finish my studies!i got 3 quizzes next wk n 2 wks later my project is due but we r not progressing!cos our grp members r not cooperative ah..damn pissed off n irritated by them..hai..hope can end this project asap!hmm duno y this few nites i keep having dreams n guess wat?i dream of myself falling in love with another guy.This has been happening for e past 3 nites..wat does it symbolised?n whenever i wake up, i can't rem who is e guy i fall in love with but it definitely not yy..so who is it?are they all e same guy or they r diff guys?this is weird...hai,this hol really sucks..din get to go out,hav to stay at home study hard,din contact with yy..he had been so busy for e past 2 wks that i din meet up with him, he din call me,we din msg at all till late at nite when he going slp den he will send me a msg n tat all..nowadays i realised that my frens know more stuffs abt me den him..even for frens who r in army.i've been takin to them more ofen den i'm talkin to yy..i know he tend to be carried away with his work but this doesn't mean that he can ignore me rite?how would u feel if i'm so preoccupied with my stuff that i ignored u?hai, really duno wat going to happen if this carries on..this wasn't the 1st time n in fact it always been the case..at first, he was in tekong for training for 3 mths(this period wasn't that bad)aft which he posted to OCS for 10 mths training..this period of time is really terrible..their schedule r so packed..aft which he promised life will be alot better aft he commissioned..but wat happened now?he was posted to BMTC as PC, though it wasn't that busy but he is garang la still arranged nite training for his recruits to help them lose weight..i dun blame him la cos that e goal he n his recruits wan to achieve..but he aslo always kana alot of sai kang..so this took up his time also..n for now, he was posted to mandai camp whch was like e times back in ocs..hai, duno whether i'm numb to all these le(have become more independent aft going thru all these) or i just simply dun care cos for this wk when he din contact me, it doesn't affect me so much..but if it in e past, i would be utterly upset..so wat does all these mean?hmm, all these things that i've said is just reflection on my part, it all fr my own view pt..i din had e time n energy to think thru n views e whole stuff fr his perspective..maybe he had another explanation on his part..well, time will tell..as for now,my priority is to study n not think abt all these..sigh....

2005-09-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

haiyoyo i'm so BORED!suppose to be studying at home but duno y just can't seem to get my butt on e chair n focus.wat e problem?well, maybe cos i'm too tred or i'm just plain lazy??hai..today sat leh suppose to go out but yy in camp.As for my frenz,lazy to go jio them out.suppose to hav a sec sch gathering today but duno y sudd postpone o next wk..so there goes my plan.suddenly, i felt so guai this wk..it is e last wk of my sch be4 e break n i din went out wor..yday which is e last day of sch n i just went home aft morning lessons..wanted to study again but in e end took a nap n my dear peishan woke me up when she called me to complain abt someone!ahahaa so poor thing la got scolded by someone when she din do anything offensive lor..but all i can say is u suay la oops dun take it too hard ya!i kana more times den u le..sigh...u will get used to it!(sad to say la,but wat can we do rite?)just dun step on her toes so often lor..hhaa but can hear that peishan is really so pissed off la cos she keep complaining n grumble to me wahahaa..hai sian ah..was talkin to my "daddy"(u know who ah)wahhaa yday n he told me that it dun pay well to be a garang soldier in army cos u wll be doing extra stuffs which is not supposed to be in ur job scope but u still get e same pay as others when they chao keng n siam work!This is common in army i assumed cos many ppl have told me this but duno y yy stll so garang leh?really dun understand.think cos he wana achieve those goals that he had set for himself n others?*scratch head* whatever reasons he has, i've no comments cos that his life n future..but i hope this doesn't include sacrificing me ya!hmm maybe this sounds too harsh but whatever it is hope to c sunshine again real soon :) ok, maybe now it really time for studies :)going malaysia tmr with family le..hope e fresh air there can perk me up n change my mood for the better ~^chEers^~

2005-09-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

hee dear pass his TP le..he got his driving license le!!so happy for him :)really wished he can pass cos he already so broke le aft paying for his driving lessons!dun wish to c him so hard up on cash..well, he finally got it! but i really admire him to get his license within a few mths cos this mean that he has to fork out so much $ for his drivng within such a short period of time..really independent ah(quoted fr mummy)wahahaa ok,but haizzz got his license le but he had to be confined in camp cos of stupid enlistment la..got to be confined for 2 wks ah..so sad can't meet him n next wk is my break lor!haizzz,well so i shall stay at home brushing up on my studies..he suppose to hav leave next wk lor but who knows they posted him to mandai camp as PC to take their new recruits cos they r specially trained in BMTC ma..this is call e roving team!haha so weird defining army term here lol..but mandai camp is near my house lor so not tat bad but wat e pt if he can't book out rite??lol hmm finally got to meet him for a short dinner today at northpoint lol.cos he has to book in aft that for meeting lol..hope can meet up with him next wk :)

2005-09-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

this is e big turtle dear brought for me

this my turtle with a balloon scarf..hahaa

this my turtle carrying 2 bear..wahaaaa..

this me with a balloon bear dear make for me

haha ok we r nuts...dear brought balloon to my house n played..duno y he addicted to it liao aft his recruits taught him how to make it wahahaa..so now he make alot n put in my house so my house is full of balloons now!!!wahahaaa so poor thing ah my turtle..oopS...can't stop laughing when i saw e photos

2005-09-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

ok here r some of e funny pic of me n dear..duno y just like to take photos nowadays wahahaa
C he bully me..sob sob :(

acting pathetic...wahahaa

2005-09-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmm meet up with yy for dinner at marina sq be4 he book in..went to a few restaurant but in e end still settle for cafe cartel ahhaa lol..here r some pic we took

hahaha c e face, this drink is sour ..wahahaa

this me!

hmm this e 100% apple-peach juice that i've ordered..quite nice..duno y so crazy abt fruit juice nowaday

c my eye r so tired...zzZZzz

2005-09-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmm been so long since i last update..well, know there some prob for ur guys who access my previous blog so i've changed e template..hope e prob is solved ya!hmm been so busy for e past 2 wks..doing proposal,lab report n studying for quizzes!well, for the proposal,i was damn pissed off la..it suppose to be grp work but end up only me n shirin who finish everything..and there r ppl in this world who r not grateful n irresponsible!argh...well, for my lab report,i got my dear to help me to type..thanks so much dear or think i'll still be suffering :)As for my quiz, my computing quiz is alright but think i flung my algorithm ah,hai..no time to study leh!all quiz cramp together...n duno y since tue my left eyelid keep twitching..n it continues for 3 days k..really terrible ah..feels like putting scotch tape over my left eye ah but no pt la cos it e muscle that twitch n not e skin hahaa quoted this fr shirin...till today den it stop twitching..my fren told me taht e eye twitch cos of fatigue,stress,not enough slp and too much caffeine so out of e 4 i already got 3 le(stress, fatigue and not enough slp)so no wonder la..but nvm now weekend le..muz rest well!hmm been constantly going sch till now which is wk 6 ahaha improvement le cos i used to pon alot of lessons for e previos yr..hmm been going sch with peishan,shirin n nat..ok we r a bunch of crazy gals..hahaaha

2005-08-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

hmm wake up late today n missed my algorithm tut so in e end went jp eat lunch aft doing our proposal at mac..hmm today was like nuts lor..keep laughing at all our lame jokes..me,peishan,shirin n nat will really turn e world upside down when we r together ah..we were so loud n lame!Aft lesson,tot could meet up with dear but who knows he need to go home put all his stuffs so i went marina sq with pei shan to shop n eat..we decide to settle on a restaurant call"Changing Appetite".I ordered this dish which i forgot e name but it was not that nice so kind of regret ah haha n i got a drink called "peach please" which taste gd..peishan order a pasta n drink too..Aft which,we both ordered a cheese cake,i hav oreo cheese cake n she got herself a choc cheese cake..ok as usual when i've finished both my main dish n dessert,our dear pei shan was stil eating her main dish lor!!00pS but better den at e cafe cartel cos she took 3 hrs to eat e ribs hahaa but in e end we still stay there for 3 hr lor haha..but she a great gal to hang out with..muackz..hahaa :)

This wat i ordered..e thing look like e "ah la ding shen deng'haha-->

This pei shan with our drinks infront haha-->

This my Oreo cheese cake..yummy :)

This me sampling e cheesecake..haha

This looks better with e effort of pei shan hahaa n i mms this to tempt dear ooPS

2005-08-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

hee happy 21th mths anniversary dear!hee was so touched n happy today wor!hmm i brought a card n a bear with these words on e clothes"i need ur kisses now n forever" for yy a few days ago n pei shan was saying it v mushy haha.ipassed to him last fri cos i tot wun get to c him today ma..he went over my house aft his DND at OCC n i took this bear out n show him,think he was shocked to c me giving him a bear la den he say tot is suppose to be guys give glas de..haha den i say u dun wan buy for me ma so i buy for u la haha i like that bear lor v soft n nice to hug..well,today he got to book out for hs driving lesson fr 2.30-4.30pm n aft which he had to back in camp by 7pm for a dialogue session with his CO so we couldn't meet up lor..but to my surprise he came all e way fron his driving lesson at ubi to pass me a present at my house void deck..i've just reached home n was washing my contact lens when he msg me to say that he was at e void deck of my house n ask me go down immed cos he had to leave soon but i din saw e msg till aft i've done with my stuff la den i hurry go down but was like ard 5-10mins later lor..sorry ah dear!den i was wondering y he was here when he supposed to book in den he reply that he came all e way to let me c him den i say now v high tech ma can take pic with hp den mms to me la!hahaa ok la we r always bickering with each other..hmm den i wanted to go over mama shop to buy food so he say he followed me..den i wanted to turn left n walk there but he say walk e other way round nearer..den i was thinkin "huh isit?" but i dun care la den we walk n he sudd say there something on e ground n i turn to c my big sofly huggie turtle(it a big soft toy turtle which i saw it a few times n really like it cos it v nicey to hug)hey pei shan we saw that turtle also when we shopping at J8..rem?n i got e biggest one hee..well he hide it behind e wall of e void deck lor so as to give me a surprise!Aft which he had to take cab back to camp lor so we only meet up for a while.hey dear,really appreciate wat u hav done for me today ya..muackz! :)

2005-08-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

hmm today union day!lesson end at 11.30am..initialy tot of going jp eat with pei shan but due to miscommunication,we din go n decided to go home for our lunch.However,when we reach khatib we sudd decided to go bishan eat cafe cartel haha so we went ahead!i ordered grilled dory fish n pei shan hav ribs..she ate it for 3 hrs k!!her food was served 1st n when i've finished my food she not even half way thru ah!lol so we stay there for 3 hr with lots of laughter n chatting..n ot this couple who sits in front of me n they we huggin,kissing n touching when eating!lol n i'm trying v hard not to be affected by them k..hahaa Aft that, we went shopping for 3 hrs k lol can't imagine we can shop in that little place for so long wor!pei shan brought a pair of slippers n 2 esprit t-shirt whle i only brought a card!hmm as usual e shopping was full of laughter,suaning n teasing!she say i can wear baby blue n white clothing..meaning no girly stuff n no formal wear cos i dun hav that executive look!!but i can hav e sporty look haha n worse she say i got e look of a NURSE or teacher!!!so far off from my career options lor..lol n she say she got e executive look cos she stern ma haha hmm aft that went eat torichicken n we proceed home.she say i eat alot cos she i'm still going home for dinner n she not eating anymore le wahahaa :)

2005-08-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

wa finally 2 more days of sch n it weekend le!lol n fri is union day so lesson aft 11.30am is cancelled but it din really affected me much cos i shifted some of my lessons le.lol..hmm got some minor arguements with dear last nite on some stupid stuffs la that duno y it pissed me off..think i'm too tired n stress yday le n he also v tired aft a long day of work..den today i got lessons at 8.30am lor..damn early cos i've toleave e house at 7am ah!n e train was moving so slow lor,like snail lor n e bus queue was forever so long n make us late for 15 min..today we suppose to get into groups to discuss our tech comm project n aft some brainstorming we decided to take up e title of DREAM!as in whether there is any scientific theory behind it or is it just our beliefs?din realy know cos this our 1st discussion but our group members r quite nice n we laugh alot ahaha this smoothen e atmosphere...well i was v tired today cos lesson till 4.30 n duno y i was so lame today!bascially laughing for e whole days with my frenz, think they aslo super lame ah haaha n went shoppin with pei shan aft lesson at jp cos she wanted to eat curry puff ma den cnnot board e train..she brought a toy that keeps nodding his head cos she say it gives her motivation as in whenever n watever she ask any qn e toy will nod e head ma ahha so funny lor.Well i brought something for dear also, going give him a surprise when i meet him..but think he will laugh lor ahaha :P

2005-08-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

hee this yyy cookin curry at my house today!duno y sudd got e urge to diy today haha cos family went malaysia n we sick of eating outside le so decided to cook..actualy tot it quite difficult but as yy got learnt fr his mum be4 so he taught me!it actually quite easy lor..i also got helped him wor hahaha but most of e things he do it by himself..when my mummy call me i told her i'm cooking curry n she dun believe me n say muz be yy cook or i brought it fr outside..hmph..haha cos i really duno how to cook la so no wonder she dun believed me la haha..In e end,it taste so nice ah haha..we nearly finished e whole pot but left some for family since she dun believed me!

Finished cookin le..looks nice n smells nice too :P

hee can eat le!eat this with half loaf of bread ah..lol...

2005-08-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

this my closed frenz Pei Shan!always go sch with her cos she lived near my house..so gd to hav her ard in sch n on those long journeys to n from sch :P it nv quiet with her ard ma hahaa n ya now her name change to "pi shan" haaha cos that day we went eat pizza at a shop near our house with yy n they will wrote our name on e box n call ur name so that we can collec it when it ready.This waiter wrote her name as pi shan n she din correct him n while we waiting, she joked abt her new name n say she dun dare collect cos sounds weird.Aft that, out of e blue got this malay guy call her "pi shan" a few times already n she still haven go collect her food!n cos of e weird pronounce on e wrong name it make me keep laughing in front of them..ok e guy ws so pai seh n apologise to us n pei shan went explain that e name was written wrongly n we not laughin at them.i fellt so guilty aft tat lor but i dun mean it ah it just burst out laughing..n aft that he dun dare call out my name le n delivered y food to our table ahhaa :P

2005-08-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

hee this taken at yy's house..actually wanted to study but end up takin photos cos v sian ma hee hee this is one of them only!

2005-08-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

hee this is my bro!!some of my frenz say he look older den me haha but in fact he younger den me by 5 yrs ah!hahha but dun play play ah he a pro basketball player wor :)

2005-07-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

hmm just went for a hol in genting last wk..it was so fun!but e journey kind of long ah lol..hmm we reach there ard ipm n took e cable car up but to our dismay there actually two cable car station n we din know abt it.In e end we took e lousier n there nothing to c also so we decided not to take e cable car down amymore when we returned.However, when we reached we still can't check in n e queue is damn long sia lol so we went for lunch while waiting for our turn.finally, e queue no keep skippping cos i think e rest can't wait so long for it n went off n miss their turn.Thsu, in e end we are able to checked in early den our fellow bus mates cos they came back quite late aft their lunch.Aft settling down, we went off to first world plaza n shop abit.Next, we proceed to SNOW WORLD! it was suppose to be -5 degree but that day it only -1 degree n it was already v cold.hmm we had to put on a jacket,gloves n shoes be4 going in.well, as i'm scared of cold so i wore an additional jacket inside haha v exaggerating ah..hmm it was actually quiet similiar to e snow world city in singapore lor.we had to pull those big float to e top n slide down lor..it was thrilling ah cos it was already v cold liao n when u sliding down there wind blowing towards u, but it tiring to carry those floats up ah lol n i rub my backside aganst e floor ah cos i haven sit properly n yy push me down liao lol hmph!aft that we tok photos inside n purchased it when we went out.n i realised we can't breathe thru our nose cos e cold air that blows in will freeze ur nose ah..HEy den i decided to throw snow at yy but who knows he beat me 1st n in e end got 4-5 kids started throwing snow at me ah..well, i duno them leh n out of so many ppl they choose me as their target ah lol den i end up playing with them instead of with yy hahaa in e end we both gang up against them haha they r so cute but mischevious ah throw so much snow at me that my hair is full of it ah n some even went thru my jacket n slipped inside my neck damn cold sia!lol hmm aft that, we saw e wax hand n went for it.we do e 2 hands together wan meaning i hold on to yy hand.it will dip ur hand into ice water 1st den follow y e damn hot water n aft repeaed times e wax will formed!hmm to Kenny Roger for dinner n proceed back to hotel.whew it was already 11 plus liao n e wind is chilling..went back for a hot bath ah!
The next day,we all woke up late n had a late breakfast at coffee bean which is just at out hotel lobby n went for the theme park in e noon!well , i got running n stuffy nose le maybe due to e snow world e day be4 hmph but it doesn't spoilt my day at e theme park ah.firstky, we went to play e(oops i forgot e name)it sitting on a chair den it will keep swirl ard higher n faster, initially it was quiet scary but aft that i was enjoyin e breeze liao..aft that went to sit in a car n it like a roller coaster like that lor but it single person to a car lor n it move very fast down all e turning but it not scary la..aft that went to e Dinosaur land n sit on a boat, it more liek an excusion lor.aft which is e roller coaster!!!wa it damn scary ah, it got a few loops n e turning is quiet sharp aslo, thinks i scream most of e time ah haha en we move to SPACE SHOT lol, this is e worst k..it brings u all e way up,thinks more than 10 storey high ah n within 2 sec it came all e way down lol..n e moment it move down u could feel ur heart drops n u seem to be flying in e air cos u r floating lor lol hmm e feeling is can't described with words unless u go try it for urself,n i'm screamin all e way lor it was v v v scary..wosh at least i did try it!hmm aft that we went to play those whereby u lie down on ur stomach n a cage will locked u inside n it like a roller coaster but u r lie down type lor den i tot it was not that scary cos i din hear pple screaming but i was wrong it wass uper scary n it keep going round those loop n ur body is upside down..lol..so i was screaming throughout lor n so pai seh k cos nobody is screaming louder or longer den me ah!!den become a laughing sock for them lol
Aft which we went marry brown eat n yy still wan play agian but i dun wan ah leg shaky liao ah ahhaa den we took some photos n went to e indoor stimulator but it was not exciting also.played e bumper car twice n keep getting bumped by children again!!lol n played e indoor coaster also, it was no kick if compared to e outdoor version so we sit n started screaming to scared ppl haha..
Aft all these it was quiet late le so went for e HAinan restaurant to eat but not nice de lol, aft that do some shopping n brought a cap for my bro with his name sew onto it.However, they spoilt it n yy go demand for a new one when i'm thinks it ok lor but lucky they willing to do a new one for us cos they already know they r in e wrong ma lol but we had to wait one hour for it ah lol..hmm help herbert brought a Donald Duck soft toy too which he keeps finding but failed haha so as buddy i shld help him ah, while it for e gal she liked wor!so gals r alwasy so fortunate when there r guys who woo aft them hee hee
Aft that, we went back to hotel ard midnite n hav a warm bath n realised we r hungry so we cooked cup noodles be4 i ate my pandol n played n talked till 2 plus n slept..had muffins for breakfast e next day n checked out aft clearing n packing our stuffs but we still got 2 hrs to our bus departure time so we chill at coffee bean n had pasta there for lunch.The journey back home is long too lol n it was raining n v misty when going downhill..we stop at a so called supermarket to buy some local food n reached singaore at 10pm lol
Though tired, but i really enjoy this hol alot alot..hope to hav more trips ahead..e next one sld be sunway lagoon in malaysia!!

2005-07-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

hmm a friend of mine passed away last wk.. :( he collapsed while jogging in tekong..hai..life so fragile! i got to know him during jc times, he was e vice president for wushu back den.he was a friendly, cheerful, hardworkin in both his studies n wushu but who knows this happened to him..Ivan, u will always be our fren :)
ha i've faced 4 deaths in the past 2 yrs, first it was a sudden death of my long time fren den followed by our yj teacher n my grandpa n now ivan.hai, hope everythings goes well for everybody n pls blessed everyone with gd health esp those ppl ard me!n hope everythng alright for ya blood test k :)
hopefully we can go for our trip ya :)

2005-07-05T15:49:00.000+08:00

wow been so long since i last blog lol..kinda lazy ah! hmm been busy with my cousin wedding.hmm as i was e "jie mei"(sister) so i had to go her house at 4am ah lol cos she hired a makeup artiste for us aft which we make planning to sabo e groom lol but who knows he came late n we only got 20 min left to sabo him so we cut short alot of things.well, we make him sing "lao shu ai da mi" n ask him some qian bian wen da ti which he noe none lol n his bros din help him so in e end he knan "suan tian ku la"(he had to drink lime juice, washabi n super swt red bean soup).hmm aft which we proceed to bottle neck village for outdoor shooting n sembawang park too!den we move on to e groom house n waited so long for his aunt to come in order to proceed with e tea ceremony.Aft which we move on to my cousin new house for her to change to e chinese outfit n return to her house for e bride side tea ceremony.well, we belong to a v large family so e ceremony took quite a long time n e younger cousin also had to offer tea to our bro-in-law n we can't realy call him as jie-fu cos we r so used to call him by his name so abit weird lor.aft all these, it alreadt 2.30pm liao lol n we had an appointment with a stylist for make up n hairdo at 3pm lol!so my other 3 cousin n me went home bath n half an hour later we r in my cousin's bf car to orchard plaza for makeover liao lol was in rush for e whole day ah!!hmm well, e artiste waited so long for us haha n he couldn't make it on time so we drag till 7pm be4 everythin is done when in fact we r suppose to reach e hotel by 6+ to help out lol but anyway not much guests had reached aslo lol..hmm e weddin was at hotel phoniex n i dun think e food is nice lor, n e service was not that gd aslo.lol n my relatives n dad also make alot of comments abt how e wedding shld be done n wat e groom side shld don all those mistakes which leadss them to think tat they r not well respected such as since is our family daughter getting married so we shldn't do so much n shld relax n enjoy e dinner n all those receptionist etc shld be done by e groom side n not us cos in e end is we all doing thsoe stuffs instead of e groom's ppl lol..well n yy's sis getting married on e same day too but too bad la i can't go or that zhi huo will kanda sabo by me sia..lol..hmm n ya my relatives all say we do make over till v mei mei hahaa n i posted thosse pic on friendster ah hee hee

hmm now maybe plannin a short trip oversea but still in process ah duno will successful anot..hopefully can hav a d hol be4 sch starts....

2005-06-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

hai so bored now!had to drink those super bitter med cos duno y these few days got chest pain.it not sharp pain la but somehow i exert energy my chest will feel sort of "suan". mum brought me to c doc n he say it could be due to me being too "heaty" lol hai had told him le but he dun seem to care n told me "it shld be ok la" sigh..den i nv tell him agia le n he totally forgot abt it.till now, it already 3 days le !though i'm feelin much much better, i dun think he even know i haven recover yet! :(
duno y he always seem so busy?he shld be quite free in camp now cos they r only doing PT.whenever i msg him, it took him v long to reply me n usually i have to take initative!i'm so sick of it...lol thus,now i dun take e initative to msg him le..if he dun msg me i'm ok with it..i dun wan to pester him as much as be4 le! we r having lesser n lesser contact le n im getting more ok without him ard! wat does tis means?
am i gettin more tolerant. understanding or i'm already so used to this kind of life that it become part n parcel of me or am i heck care already? i really duno..maybe time will tells lol...
welll, i streamed to EEE.though it not my 1st choice but nvm la anywhere is also e same for me!all is still engine ma so doesn't really matters la..just study lor! hmm some of my fren also got into EEE like shirin, limei, peishan etc...n i'm plannin timetable with them lor...

2005-06-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

hai yy's company got enlistment today so everyone have to stay in camp n tmr he will be doing duty lol n fresh recruits had to be confined for 2 wks which means yy aslo had to be confined lol hmm maybe he will hav nites out but duno when also..hai duno when can i c him again lol..hmm went work at U2 for 2 days to do stock taking.so tired ah but got 1 guy who is sort of overall in charge of us keep disturbing me!lol super bth him but he quite funny la lol hmm meet up with yy on wed nite at NP for dinner at LJS n i got a call from this auntie who keeep pestering me to give tuition to her daughter, which makes me unable to finish my food n e shop is closing liao.In e end, i had to gobble up my food n take e drink out lol cos we are e last couple in e shop lioa.actually this tuition is christina intro de cos she moving house le so it too far for her to teach n she had warned me that this aunty is those naggy typical aunty so i sort of anticipated it but it turned out to be worse.She keep changing e price n subjects that she wan me teach n make me till so confused liao den keep calling me lol n got once she just received her daughter report book n she was not satisfy with it n immed call me to go down give tuition.hmm initially she say start in july den change to mid june den now change again!duno wat she want ah!den she keep askin me to guarantee to push her daughter grade to band 1..come on lor who can guarantee this kind of things de!den i told her i'l try my best la den she beat ard e bush n ask me e same qn again!!wa so sick of it!she also wa me to give prioroty to her child timetable!hey i also hav my own schedule k..in e end, i really can't stand her le den i told her i not teachin liao cos i found a job.She also keep pestering chris lol den that nite chris call me n we chat abt this auntie for 2 hr lol but poor yy cos i'm outside with him n he had to endure while i'm on e phone hee sorry ya!den she say she will give me time to consider again n if i stilll wan to teach i can call him by e end of e wk so i dun intend to call back la..obvious rite?but e next day she call me damn early in e mornin but i dun care ah den she use another no to call n i picked up n she ask me go teach e next mon..hey i tot i told u i'm not teachin le n u say u giving me time to consider but y u call me back so soon agian?hmm den i realise that she desperate le cos i'm not teachin n chris also n she dun wan go thru agency n of course we dun wan intro any more fren to her la but i dun care ah i can't stand her le lol wa 1st time i got encounter with this kind of aunty ah..scared liao ah!
hmm went kenny roger at suntec for dinner with yy again on thur n went carefour to walk walk n who knows time flies n we are inside for a few hours lol hahha cos we practically joke ard with wat we saw n we were so noisey!hmm on our way back on train, he say he was v tired n slept lol leavin me alone..hai of course i was unhappy la cos he always had no time for me n when he was with me he always so tired!so i listen to music while he slept till we reach khatib n i tot he will talk to me le but who knows he keep quiet all e way so i decided to keep quiet too n continue to listen to my music.We were like strangers walkin side by side all e way to my block lol n when we enter e lift i tot ok now u shld hav something to say le ba but no lor he still remain quiet so when e lift open i say bye without even lookin at him n walk out le..was so unhappy but wat can i do?it alwasy like that, i always had to be e one to initiate a topic 1st n most of e time im e one talkin..ok i admit i talk alot but sometimes u also had to take e initiative rite?hmm maybe he was realy v tired or he had nothin to say or he had been like that all along..hai or maybe i'm just plain frustrated at that pt of time but aft when i was on bed i feel guilty thinking that i'm not understanding enough etc n i msg him "sorry" but he din reply at all!i duno y he din reply maybe he duno wat to say also or he also unhappy abt it or he was talkin wth his mum n thus forgot....hai whatever it all over!hmm went to his recruits bbq yday, though i duno them but i'm ok to tag along la!hmm we left ealy cos was taking ride from his fren.In e end, we end up playing online game MS throughout e nite but as usual la he slept again n end up i'm playin alon again..played tll 5+am n wake him up to book in this morning..n i din get any slssp at all lol...hai miss u!!

2005-05-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

hmm today sunday le n y i'm bloggin now leh?cos that piggy yy still sleepin ma lol...hmm he just finish his 24km route march on fri..hmm along e route march some of his recruits wana fall out cos of lazyness but he dun allow n in e end they managed to complete e route march n his recruits thank him for not letting them fall out otherwise they wun hav e determination to finish it..hmm leadership n inspiration really plays alot in army ah!it all abt e mind over e body stuff!till now, glad to say that yy r well respected by his mens!
hmm he book out on sat afternoon n meet him for lunch at CP,but u noe ah army can't be trusted de cos they alwasy delay things ah like this time e fastcrft was late so in e end i reach le n he just book out lor lol so i went ard shoppin for presents 1st lor..finally he arrived n we went mac eat at 3pm lol..it like having high tea liao hahaa..aft that i went meet nun ho for some shopping n dinner.We ate mos burger n as usual nun ho say she not full n e meal cost her $7 haaa that e nun ho i know la!hmm chatted alot n do some updating of ourselves n i think w were quite loud ah with our laughter lol aft that yy meet us aft finish his driving lesson n we went to hav some carrot cake n dessert!hmm n we saw herbert on mrt..talk for awhile n i alight le..hee was at e playground talking to yy till ad 1am lol so tired!but i noe he worse cos he got route march e day be4 n was drinking liquor aft that with his coy!that y he still sleeping now ma!!!lol.......

2005-05-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

wa din noe i wrote so long for e previous entry!i muz be so sad n confused at that point of time....haiz..sigh...
hmm nvm la it over..hmm actually one gd thing abt me n yy is that we hav both learned to forgive n forget each other misdeeds..which i think is crucial!if we keep hanging on to e past we will nv be truly happy n it will just be an extra burden to our r/s..although sometimes we will be pissed off by each other shortcomings n end up in an arguement but eventualy we will cool down n realised that this is one of e factor that we hav to overcome as no one is born perfect n he can't be e perfect person i wished for n neither am i to him!with this point in mind, we had to endure n forgive or joke thru it so that neither of us will feel pressurized!
hmm he ad to cover his fren duties on sat so he book out quite late, meet him for a late dinner at north point. On sun, he follows my family to our malaysia resort!we had an enjoyable day playing guessing games, riddles, eating non-stop lol n lame games!!!haaa lucky i'm e smartest ah always managed to solve those stupid logic games haa but my bro is e worse!he can't solved anything n end up begging us with e ans lol..hmm everything was so fun esp with yy ard me..he aslo joker n always gives lame ideas lol..hm we went cycling also..just e both of us hee heee..but v tired ah..up n down e slope!lol hmm we stay their overnite n come back singapore on mon morning!reached singapore at 6 plus n went chong pang for breakfast. Aft that, we went home, we were so tired but upon eating so much i can't really slp again! who knows when yy was readin a magazine n i was lyin on my bed n wthin mins i already fall aslp haha really piggy ah!in e end, we were all sleeping except my bro who still has e energy to play PS lol
hmm yday was also our anniversary!so fast we had been together for 1 1/2 yr loh!! hm he choose to accompay me instead of go eat dinner with his family at a restaurant whereby they go to test e food for his sis wedding!was so happy!hmm we went back to his house to change 1st be4 we proceed to orchard!we had dinner at rice table which i wanted to bring him there multiple times but in vain!it actually a indonesia buffet la n serves spicy food which he likes ma!hmm e food was nice but e restaurant was quite cold ah cos i was sitting under e air con n was freezin le though i'm wearing a jacket n eating spicy food..hmm maybe i'm sick too that y feel so cold..aft which we walked to dhoby ghaut n shopped at PS but nothing much there ha n end up eating ice cream waffle at Gelare(which he alwasy wanted to eat)hahaha hmm he wanted to order the large waffle but i tot can't finish so i decided on e small one but who know e serving was small for 2 persons to share haaha den he grumbled!ahaha bth him...but my fault la cos i c e dsplay quite big ma ahaha hmm actually wanted to go Haagen Daz eat ice cream de cos i got e voucher ma but quite late le lol nvm la next wk den go lor..hmm aft that we brought an orange ice at aunt annie but it taste weird ah!actaully i find it quite nice den yy say it too sour too swt etc...den e more i drink e more i find it weird lol ahaha in e end i feels that it taste like flu med hahaa was joking n laughing thru out our way to city hall lol v talkative ah when we reached city hall mrt we think that mrt v cramped n sure no seat de so we walked to esplanade there to take 857 home!lol...a day full of eating, walking, talking n laughing n we end up sleeping on bus haha hmm he send me home n took cab home which is already mid nite le n he had to book in 6 plus e next morning lol..hmm really enjoy this long weekend with him..muackz :P

2005-05-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

hmm y i feel tat we are so distanced n yet so near?y r there always separation?is there really no true love?no ever lasting love?is it true that e r/s will be stronger aft beinging thru hardship?y we always hav limited time?wat am i to u?a person who u r scheduled to be with during ur weekend?a person u will rem when u r bored or a person who is alwasy on ur mind?what actually am i?y we alwasy hav so many conflicts?r things getting worse for us?do u noe how i feel?y muz u add so many troubles to a lively person n makes her sad?y muz u change her life?is this e kind of life u wan her to hav?no matter how busy u r,shld u at least let her noe that u care for her?isn't ur job to make her happpy?if u r not going to fulfilled ur ppromise, y make e promise in e 1st plce?am i not understanding enough?din i committed n contribute to e r/s?wat more u expect from me?by keepin quiet doesn't mean everything will just disappeared n solved?wat shld i do to salvage this situation?wat e hell r u thinking abt n wat do u really wan?i also hope i can dissect ur mind n heart to c wat inside..y ppl of diff personality r attracted to each other?r they just curious to know more or r really a gd match?y i dun hear from u whenever we quarrel?u dun know how to reply me or u smply dun care or r u really that busy?y alwasy leave me alone to get over everything?doesn't u suppose to share my burden?i want to share my joy with u but u doesnt seem to participate in my joyous atmosphere,u r just like receiving another piece of news fr an annoymous person..if that e case y shld i share my joy n frustruation with u?YYYYYYYY....YYYYY....YYYY...y r there so many "WHY" in my mind?y dun i noe e ans to all tese qns? "sigh...hai....."

2005-05-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

hmm results released today le! well i pass all subjects..yippee!! but din do quite well la..is below my expectations lor..lol..but i'm really glad tat i managed to pass tat damn sickening CHEMISTRY!haha finally dun hav to retake anymore le lol..i tot i have to retake again le cos i din study much as my papers r all cramped together lol..but well at least wat yy had said..my hard work had paid off..hee hee! so now here i'm congrat myself hahaa...
hmm upon reading a story..i realised that "The happiest people don't necessarily have the
best of everything;
they just make the best of everything that comes
along their way." AND

"Happiness doesn't depend on what u have but
what u satisfy & contented
with."

well i believe that if ppl are willing to follow this belief..everything will be perfect!however, sad to say this is alwasy e opp of reality..hmm anyway it kind of hard to be contented easily..everyone wants to strive hard to get e best out of everything..if u r not striving u will be kicked out of this society...so where does happiness come into place?do u really feel happy when u r competing with others for e best?or when u r contented with wat u hav?hmm some will think that thru harsh competition they will eventually find their real happiness..but when n where is that happiness?u wil nv be contented cos u will alwasy be in search for that so called "real happiness" on the other hand, ppl who r easily contented may be happy with their present life but unless they strive they wil nv get to experience a much greater degree of gappiness cos they r already satisfied wit their own life so they will not go fight for the "happiness that they shld hav" well really irony..so which path shld we take?hmm it depend on wat kind of life u want to take..mayb some will be happier when searching for their "real hapiness"
As for me, at present..i think that we shld search n fight for our own happiness cos we shld hav e rite to control our life..we can't let others decide life for us..but upon stuffs that r beyond our control or we hav tried for it but stil fails to obtain them..den at this point of time we shld learn to let go n be contented n satisfy with ur present life...u may just be as happy..thus search n fight for all u wan but muz learn to let go at e rite time...

2005-05-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

wow..been so long since i last blog..cos busy going out ma lol..n my comp was spoilt too!was sent to repair for 2 wks..lucky got safety 5 ah so tat i dun hav to pay a single cents lol hahaa...hmm results is going to be out soon which means streaming results release soon which means subject registration starting soon lol...sian! hmm wat hav i done in this hol ah?well..not much concrete stuff ah..bbeen lazing at home..glue to e tv(there so much stuff on scv lor)haha n yy also pass me a whole stack of vcds!all these deter me from findig jobs ah!hhaa well actually aft talking to my mum..i suddenly realise that actually we only got 3 yrs of studies be4 we entered the workin society which means we only got 6 more vacation!!!aft started working, we shall be glued to our career n we wun hav those so called "vacation" anymore..all we have will be our annual leave..lol so my conclusion is...dun work now..enjoy ur remaining vacation haha n u can work all u wan aft u graduate..hhaa think my dad going scold me if he heard this lol hmm anyway i still believe in my conclusion haha anyway if i'm able to find a job..i'll still work la..lol..i wun reject money ma haha but i wun insist that i shld work lor haaa..c how ba...actually the only thing i'm concern is money cos my dad dun wan give me allowance le!!!so sctually i'm spending on my saving now plus some allowance from dad n spon on weekends by yy haha but he also not much $ ah still hav to learn driving...oh ya n i forgot abt my driving also..lol...shld i work or go learn driving???(thinking hard...well..still considering)..