hmm today sunday le n y i'm bloggin now leh?cos that piggy yy still sleepin ma lol...hmm he just finish his 24km route march on fri..hmm along e route march some of his recruits wana fall out cos of lazyness but he dun allow n in e end they managed to complete e route march n his recruits thank him for not letting them fall out otherwise they wun hav e determination to finish it..hmm leadership n inspiration really plays alot in army ah!it all abt e mind over e body stuff!till now, glad to say that yy r well respected by his mens!
hmm he book out on sat afternoon n meet him for lunch at CP,but u noe ah army can't be trusted de cos they alwasy delay things ah like this time e fastcrft was late so in e end i reach le n he just book out lor lol so i went ard shoppin for presents 1st lor..finally he arrived n we went mac eat at 3pm lol..it like having high tea liao hahaa..aft that i went meet nun ho for some shopping n dinner.We ate mos burger n as usual nun ho say she not full n e meal cost her $7 haaa that e nun ho i know la!hmm chatted alot n do some updating of ourselves n i think w were quite loud ah with our laughter lol aft that yy meet us aft finish his driving lesson n we went to hav some carrot cake n dessert!hmm n we saw herbert on mrt..talk for awhile n i alight le..hee was at e playground talking to yy till ad 1am lol so tired!but i noe he worse cos he got route march e day be4 n was drinking liquor aft that with his coy!that y he still sleeping now ma!!!lol.......

wa din noe i wrote so long for e previous entry!i muz be so sad n confused at that point of time....haiz..sigh...
hmm nvm la it over..hmm actually one gd thing abt me n yy is that we hav both learned to forgive n forget each other misdeeds..which i think is crucial!if we keep hanging on to e past we will nv be truly happy n it will just be an extra burden to our r/s..although sometimes we will be pissed off by each other shortcomings n end up in an arguement but eventualy we will cool down n realised that this is one of e factor that we hav to overcome as no one is born perfect n he can't be e perfect person i wished for n neither am i to him!with this point in mind, we had to endure n forgive or joke thru it so that neither of us will feel pressurized!
hmm he ad to cover his fren duties on sat so he book out quite late, meet him for a late dinner at north point. On sun, he follows my family to our malaysia resort!we had an enjoyable day playing guessing games, riddles, eating non-stop lol n lame games!!!haaa lucky i'm e smartest ah always managed to solve those stupid logic games haa but my bro is e worse!he can't solved anything n end up begging us with e ans lol..hmm everything was so fun esp with yy ard me..he aslo joker n always gives lame ideas lol..hm we went cycling also..just e both of us hee heee..but v tired ah..up n down e slope!lol hmm we stay their overnite n come back singapore on mon morning!reached singapore at 6 plus n went chong pang for breakfast. Aft that, we went home, we were so tired but upon eating so much i can't really slp again! who knows when yy was readin a magazine n i was lyin on my bed n wthin mins i already fall aslp haha really piggy ah!in e end, we were all sleeping except my bro who still has e energy to play PS lol
hmm yday was also our anniversary!so fast we had been together for 1 1/2 yr loh!! hm he choose to accompay me instead of go eat dinner with his family at a restaurant whereby they go to test e food for his sis wedding!was so happy!hmm we went back to his house to change 1st be4 we proceed to orchard!we had dinner at rice table which i wanted to bring him there multiple times but in vain!it actually a indonesia buffet la n serves spicy food which he likes ma!hmm e food was nice but e restaurant was quite cold ah cos i was sitting under e air con n was freezin le though i'm wearing a jacket n eating spicy food..hmm maybe i'm sick too that y feel so cold..aft which we walked to dhoby ghaut n shopped at PS but nothing much there ha n end up eating ice cream waffle at Gelare(which he alwasy wanted to eat)hahaha hmm he wanted to order the large waffle but i tot can't finish so i decided on e small one but who know e serving was small for 2 persons to share haaha den he grumbled!ahaha bth him...but my fault la cos i c e dsplay quite big ma ahaha hmm actually wanted to go Haagen Daz eat ice cream de cos i got e voucher ma but quite late le lol nvm la next wk den go lor..hmm aft that we brought an orange ice at aunt annie but it taste weird ah!actaully i find it quite nice den yy say it too sour too swt etc...den e more i drink e more i find it weird lol ahaha in e end i feels that it taste like flu med hahaa was joking n laughing thru out our way to city hall lol v talkative ah when we reached city hall mrt we think that mrt v cramped n sure no seat de so we walked to esplanade there to take 857 home!lol...a day full of eating, walking, talking n laughing n we end up sleeping on bus haha hmm he send me home n took cab home which is already mid nite le n he had to book in 6 plus e next morning lol..hmm really enjoy this long weekend with him..muackz :P

hmm y i feel tat we are so distanced n yet so near?y r there always separation?is there really no true love?no ever lasting love?is it true that e r/s will be stronger aft beinging thru hardship?y we always hav limited time?wat am i to u?a person who u r scheduled to be with during ur weekend?a person u will rem when u r bored or a person who is alwasy on ur mind?what actually am i?y we alwasy hav so many conflicts?r things getting worse for us?do u noe how i feel?y muz u add so many troubles to a lively person n makes her sad?y muz u change her life?is this e kind of life u wan her to hav?no matter how busy u r,shld u at least let her noe that u care for her?isn't ur job to make her happpy?if u r not going to fulfilled ur ppromise, y make e promise in e 1st plce?am i not understanding enough?din i committed n contribute to e r/s?wat more u expect from me?by keepin quiet doesn't mean everything will just disappeared n solved?wat shld i do to salvage this situation?wat e hell r u thinking abt n wat do u really wan?i also hope i can dissect ur mind n heart to c wat inside..y ppl of diff personality r attracted to each other?r they just curious to know more or r really a gd match?y i dun hear from u whenever we quarrel?u dun know how to reply me or u smply dun care or r u really that busy?y alwasy leave me alone to get over everything?doesn't u suppose to share my burden?i want to share my joy with u but u doesnt seem to participate in my joyous atmosphere,u r just like receiving another piece of news fr an annoymous person..if that e case y shld i share my joy n frustruation with u?YYYYYYYY....YYYYY....YYYY...y r there so many "WHY" in my mind?y dun i noe e ans to all tese qns? "sigh...hai....."

hmm results released today le! well i pass all subjects..yippee!! but din do quite well la..is below my expectations lor..lol..but i'm really glad tat i managed to pass tat damn sickening CHEMISTRY!haha finally dun hav to retake anymore le lol..i tot i have to retake again le cos i din study much as my papers r all cramped together lol..but well at least wat yy had said..my hard work had paid off..hee hee! so now here i'm congrat myself hahaa...
hmm upon reading a story..i realised that "The happiest people don't necessarily have the
best of everything;
they just make the best of everything that comes
along their way." AND

"Happiness doesn't depend on what u have but
what u satisfy & contented
with."

well i believe that if ppl are willing to follow this belief..everything will be perfect!however, sad to say this is alwasy e opp of reality..hmm anyway it kind of hard to be contented easily..everyone wants to strive hard to get e best out of everything..if u r not striving u will be kicked out of this society...so where does happiness come into place?do u really feel happy when u r competing with others for e best?or when u r contented with wat u hav?hmm some will think that thru harsh competition they will eventually find their real happiness..but when n where is that happiness?u wil nv be contented cos u will alwasy be in search for that so called "real happiness" on the other hand, ppl who r easily contented may be happy with their present life but unless they strive they wil nv get to experience a much greater degree of gappiness cos they r already satisfied wit their own life so they will not go fight for the "happiness that they shld hav" well really irony..so which path shld we take?hmm it depend on wat kind of life u want to take..mayb some will be happier when searching for their "real hapiness"
As for me, at present..i think that we shld search n fight for our own happiness cos we shld hav e rite to control our life..we can't let others decide life for us..but upon stuffs that r beyond our control or we hav tried for it but stil fails to obtain them..den at this point of time we shld learn to let go n be contented n satisfy with ur present life...u may just be as happy..thus search n fight for all u wan but muz learn to let go at e rite time...

wow..been so long since i last blog..cos busy going out ma lol..n my comp was spoilt too!was sent to repair for 2 wks..lucky got safety 5 ah so tat i dun hav to pay a single cents lol hahaa...hmm results is going to be out soon which means streaming results release soon which means subject registration starting soon lol...sian! hmm wat hav i done in this hol ah?well..not much concrete stuff ah..bbeen lazing at home..glue to e tv(there so much stuff on scv lor)haha n yy also pass me a whole stack of vcds!all these deter me from findig jobs ah!hhaa well actually aft talking to my mum..i suddenly realise that actually we only got 3 yrs of studies be4 we entered the workin society which means we only got 6 more vacation!!!aft started working, we shall be glued to our career n we wun hav those so called "vacation" anymore..all we have will be our annual leave..lol so my conclusion is...dun work now..enjoy ur remaining vacation haha n u can work all u wan aft u graduate..hhaa think my dad going scold me if he heard this lol hmm anyway i still believe in my conclusion haha anyway if i'm able to find a job..i'll still work la..lol..i wun reject money ma haha but i wun insist that i shld work lor haaa..c how ba...actually the only thing i'm concern is money cos my dad dun wan give me allowance le!!!so sctually i'm spending on my saving now plus some allowance from dad n spon on weekends by yy haha but he also not much $ ah still hav to learn driving...oh ya n i forgot abt my driving also..lol...shld i work or go learn driving???(thinking hard...well..still considering)..