hai so bored now!had to drink those super bitter med cos duno y these few days got chest pain.it not sharp pain la but somehow i exert energy my chest will feel sort of "suan". mum brought me to c doc n he say it could be due to me being too "heaty" lol hai had told him le but he dun seem to care n told me "it shld be ok la" sigh..den i nv tell him agia le n he totally forgot abt it.till now, it already 3 days le !though i'm feelin much much better, i dun think he even know i haven recover yet! :(
duno y he always seem so busy?he shld be quite free in camp now cos they r only doing PT.whenever i msg him, it took him v long to reply me n usually i have to take initative!i'm so sick of it...lol thus,now i dun take e initative to msg him le..if he dun msg me i'm ok with it..i dun wan to pester him as much as be4 le! we r having lesser n lesser contact le n im getting more ok without him ard! wat does tis means?
am i gettin more tolerant. understanding or i'm already so used to this kind of life that it become part n parcel of me or am i heck care already? i really duno..maybe time will tells lol...
welll, i streamed to EEE.though it not my 1st choice but nvm la anywhere is also e same for me!all is still engine ma so doesn't really matters la..just study lor! hmm some of my fren also got into EEE like shirin, limei, peishan etc...n i'm plannin timetable with them lor...

hai yy's company got enlistment today so everyone have to stay in camp n tmr he will be doing duty lol n fresh recruits had to be confined for 2 wks which means yy aslo had to be confined lol hmm maybe he will hav nites out but duno when also..hai duno when can i c him again lol..hmm went work at U2 for 2 days to do stock taking.so tired ah but got 1 guy who is sort of overall in charge of us keep disturbing me!lol super bth him but he quite funny la lol hmm meet up with yy on wed nite at NP for dinner at LJS n i got a call from this auntie who keeep pestering me to give tuition to her daughter, which makes me unable to finish my food n e shop is closing liao.In e end, i had to gobble up my food n take e drink out lol cos we are e last couple in e shop lioa.actually this tuition is christina intro de cos she moving house le so it too far for her to teach n she had warned me that this aunty is those naggy typical aunty so i sort of anticipated it but it turned out to be worse.She keep changing e price n subjects that she wan me teach n make me till so confused liao den keep calling me lol n got once she just received her daughter report book n she was not satisfy with it n immed call me to go down give tuition.hmm initially she say start in july den change to mid june den now change again!duno wat she want ah!den she keep askin me to guarantee to push her daughter grade to band 1..come on lor who can guarantee this kind of things de!den i told her i'l try my best la den she beat ard e bush n ask me e same qn again!!wa so sick of it!she also wa me to give prioroty to her child timetable!hey i also hav my own schedule k..in e end, i really can't stand her le den i told her i not teachin liao cos i found a job.She also keep pestering chris lol den that nite chris call me n we chat abt this auntie for 2 hr lol but poor yy cos i'm outside with him n he had to endure while i'm on e phone hee sorry ya!den she say she will give me time to consider again n if i stilll wan to teach i can call him by e end of e wk so i dun intend to call back la..obvious rite?but e next day she call me damn early in e mornin but i dun care ah den she use another no to call n i picked up n she ask me go teach e next mon..hey i tot i told u i'm not teachin le n u say u giving me time to consider but y u call me back so soon agian?hmm den i realise that she desperate le cos i'm not teachin n chris also n she dun wan go thru agency n of course we dun wan intro any more fren to her la but i dun care ah i can't stand her le lol wa 1st time i got encounter with this kind of aunty ah..scared liao ah!
hmm went kenny roger at suntec for dinner with yy again on thur n went carefour to walk walk n who knows time flies n we are inside for a few hours lol hahha cos we practically joke ard with wat we saw n we were so noisey!hmm on our way back on train, he say he was v tired n slept lol leavin me alone..hai of course i was unhappy la cos he always had no time for me n when he was with me he always so tired!so i listen to music while he slept till we reach khatib n i tot he will talk to me le but who knows he keep quiet all e way so i decided to keep quiet too n continue to listen to my music.We were like strangers walkin side by side all e way to my block lol n when we enter e lift i tot ok now u shld hav something to say le ba but no lor he still remain quiet so when e lift open i say bye without even lookin at him n walk out le..was so unhappy but wat can i do?it alwasy like that, i always had to be e one to initiate a topic 1st n most of e time im e one talkin..ok i admit i talk alot but sometimes u also had to take e initiative rite?hmm maybe he was realy v tired or he had nothin to say or he had been like that all along..hai or maybe i'm just plain frustrated at that pt of time but aft when i was on bed i feel guilty thinking that i'm not understanding enough etc n i msg him "sorry" but he din reply at all!i duno y he din reply maybe he duno wat to say also or he also unhappy abt it or he was talkin wth his mum n thus forgot....hai whatever it all over!hmm went to his recruits bbq yday, though i duno them but i'm ok to tag along la!hmm we left ealy cos was taking ride from his fren.In e end, we end up playing online game MS throughout e nite but as usual la he slept again n end up i'm playin alon again..played tll 5+am n wake him up to book in this morning..n i din get any slssp at all lol...hai miss u!!