Went makan with yy last wk..was so drama..firstly, we wanted to go thomson road to eat KOLO mee but we were told that all the noodles were sold out and told us to eat the ingredients with plain rice..of course we dun wan..the noodles is the main ingredient lor!!! So we proceed to Long house to makan..but sudd yy say e car is getting hotter..the needle is already pointing to "H" and the air con is blowing out hot air..i was so scared the next thing i c will be smoke lol..so we off the air con but the needle is still at "H"..so we hurry park e car n off the engine..i called my dad n he asked whether we got refill the coolant..haha how i know ah!! lol..Den dad was so nice..they were eating at yishun but he drove all the way to thomson to save us!! haha ok..he refill the water and off the air con and drove the car back..den yy drive his car..haha cos nobody dare to drive the car..lol the problem lies with the air con..once it is switched off, the car works fine..After all these, me n yy haven had dinner!!! but we dun wan makan at khatib so we decide to drive out again..this time without switching on the air con..n everything is alright :) But the thing is, i can't find my keys n i tot i left it on dad car..so i called him and he had to u turn back to pass me the key..but i can't find it and in e end found yy wallet in dad car..den sudd i rem i put my key inside the paper bag n mum had brought it home!!!haha sotong queen lor..haha my dad also can;t stand me!!! sorry la..i really duno where i put the keys..hmm went Jalan kayu for dinner..hmm or i shld say supper?? in e end, end up chatting till mid nite..lol..

Work is tiring..been working ot almost everyday for the past 2 wks.......

每次有人问我”到底我应该着一个我爱的人，还是爱我的人“
这样的抽象问题时，我的答案永远是前者。
如果 前者有品性上的重大缺失，不可能与你相处太久，
也比跟”爱我但我一点也不爱“的天长地久的人好得多。
在爱情中，我所看过，最不甘愿的惨败者，
往往事选择一个自己完全不爱，却误以为可以托付终生的人。
日复一日的不甘与怨恨，总留下最深的伤痕。
认识一个人，需要机缘。
了解一个人，需要智慧。
了解以后，能和他相处，则要靠包容。
~Courtesy of soo guan

i liked the last 3 sentences..Think i beginging to understand the meaning of let nature takes its flow..dun need to be very particular of whether that person has the "xin".Though at times it may matters alot, but learn to appreciate it in another perspective, things may looks better. Thanks soo guan :)

Given a qn on whether u will choose a person u love or a person who loves u..i will choose neither..i will wan a person who loves me more den i loved him~which means we do have love for each other but just that i wan alittle more from him heehee :) but another qn arised..how do u gauge by alittle more love from him?well, i think it a kind of feeling which is only known to oneself :)

Watch a show today..realised that we shld cherish wat we have now n not grumble abt life anymore..life is so short..nobody will knows wat will happen tmr..dun live to regret..

Just imagine how nice n swt it will be to be able to find a lifelong partner to share every little things of ur life together, be it swt or bitter...or having a soulmate who stands by u no matter wat happened :)

A simple life~~ a simple person looking forward to :)

Work had been so busy nowadays, had ot for a few days till 8 plus and even got to go back work on sat!! 5 more wks and my IA shall end..looking forward to sch life :) yeah, finally manage to get Financial and management accounting for intersem..which means aft my IA end on 6 June i only got 1 wk break den got to go back sch for 5 wks den exam..aft that rest for 2wks n my final yr sem 1 shall start..omg which means no hol le..hiaz...i wana go hol!!!

所謂愛情，我也還在摸索中找方向~~Courtesy of soo guan
When everything becomes a routine, there nothing interesting abt it..everything becomes so dull..have we really thought abt wat we really wan from our life/relationship?When everything becomes stable, there is lack of fun..there is no way that we can have both sides of the world, you had to give up something in order to gain another! Human can nv be satisfied :(

Some1 ask me " doesn't leading a simple life better?" He told me "only when u r so busy till you had no time for ur family n ur child becomes closer to ur maid, den it means success?" Everyone has diff perspective for life, but it changes over time too~~Some aims high, while some r contented with their ordinary life...maybe next time i would prefer a simple life too :)

I'm bored bored bored~~~ :(

Went back NTU today cos got to pass stuff to yy..canteen food is so nice to me now!! at least much better and more variety den hawker centre at my coy there.Hmm went yy room cos i got nothing to do also..n his frens was in his room studying..so in e end they were studying while i was online and listening to music..Finally got to c him, but feeling kind of weird..shall not elaborate here....

I know u r mugging v hard for e past 1 mth..now left 2 more wks n it will be over soon..jia you!! dun worry, i'll be fine :)

Hmm was pondering over some qns..how would u judge a person whom dun trust those gal frens ard her..not reall dun trust but rather i would say she wun confide to them if she has any probs.cos she scared of backstabbing n rumours..thus she would feel more secure n comfortable to her close guy frens..till now, she still duno e reason y she just can't be sis with those gals but she can be brothers to the guys..is there something wrong with her which cause the gals to move away from her or is it psychology?or maybe they r not fated?wat actually went wrong?some say maybe she din give the gals ard her a chance to shower care n concern on her whenever she is feeling down..well, maybe this is true..but once bitten twice shy rite??

hmm was chatting with dear one of the nite, i realised he became more expressive now..he can actually talk more den me..omg this is rare..cos usually i'm e one talking n he is e listener..i think interpersonal communication that he took as elective is beneficial to him..wahahaa..but i think mainly is due to my influence heehee..he talk to me alot on interpersonal relationship..sometimes r/s between 2 ppl is really amzaing..some can just really click even they hardly know each other but some even for yrs..they r just treated as aquitance..it is wat we call yuan fen :) some ppl r gd at hiding their own feeling..some r expressive..whatever it is..i always believe there shld be mutual trust between 2 persons..easier to say..will this trust be misused?

Hmm dear ask me this qn..if someday i got probs..who will i turn to? the 1st person i tot of is century egg den soo guan..century egg is a person who willing to listen to me patiently, helping me to analyse stuffs, giving me advice n support..but i think i hurt him be4..nevertheless we are still gd frens now..really glad this friendship is still going on..thanks buddy!! soo guan give me a v strong sense of bro to sis love..a person whom i feel is truly concern abt me n i hope a person whom i can turn to when i got probs (cos i haven tried that)..thanks bro :) will miss ur breakfast n fruits which u brought for me almost daily :) appreciate it ya..

Actually i shldn't ask for much, think i'm quite blessed with such frenz ard me..i only hope this frenship could last forever..nevertheless i still hope to find more frenz which i can rely on n i hope i could open up to ur better..sometimes really hope i can find some1 whom i can talk without any constraints, a person whom i know wun betray me, a person who is truly concerned abt me..a person who will stand by me no matter wat happens..does such a person exist????

Life been v regimental nowadays..cos all my frenz r so busy with exams..Dear frenz, gd luck for all ur exams :) study hard!! hmm similarly, yy also striving hard with his exams..he got no time for me!!! But me being an understanding gf haha will understand la..so no complains from me :) hopefully this mth will end soon :)
Hmm was baking at home yday..baking choc cookies..haha hmm of course my taster are my beloved mum n bro..haha..mum was not feeling well so nobody to help me..i got to do everything myself den mum just sit there to chat with me hahaa..hmm e 1st batch was abit soft n swt..but e 2nd batch taste more like cookies hahhaa this is e feedback i got back from my taster :) brought some to dear to eat in hall with his frenz..maybe will bring some to office to let those bros of mine to try..Hmm next time i shall try brownie n muffins..been trying muffins for a few times but still not successful..it always taste v hard :( i wan to succeed!!!haha Hw was asking y i keep doing these all these fattening stuff haha den i posted 1 qn to him " so u tell me wat is not fattening?" haha maybe 1 bake cookies without sugar for him haha :)
YEAH i lUV Baking n Cooking now..duno y??????

Hmm 1 of my bro look at my palm n say my love life is full of obstacles..so sad rite??haha nvm la..i think it fated..as wat i believe "if it meant to be urs, it will always be urs" no pt pondering over it n not able to let go..NVM i still got my loving family, my frenz n all those brothers who took gd care of me!! thanks guys :)

Loved this song so much now..Way back into Love~~it the song from the movie music & lyrics :) thanks dear for finding the whole album for me :) yeah this wk only 4 days wk cos fri is Good Friday!!! so happy~ i'm so free n easy now~ he got no time for me cos exam approaching in 2 wks time..enjoy the days without having to mug with the stress lv keep shooting up :) hmm IA ending in june ~ think i will miss my IA, my frenz there, the fun, laughter we had while working v hard~ guys i will really miss ur :) ok e days without him, i had to find my own program, my own entertainment :) ( that wat he always told me)
hmm think i'm getting used to e working life n e days without him ard~ e days where i would try to wake up on time n hopping i wun miss e bus..but i'm still always late oops..e days i would start my day listening to songs while on e bus journey, switch on my laptop n start checking n reading mails, start my work, hoping to knock off on e dot but usually end up ot, went home to have dinner, bath n watch tv, lazing ard, online to chat den slp..another day follows this cycle~ there is no worries aft u knock off :) now more guai le, will go home often for dinner :) heehee

Hmm yy was busy studying for his quizzes..NTU just love to give the student quiz aft another quiz.Anyway exam coming soon le, which means my frenz n of course yy are not free, which also means i'm going to be free le. Is this a gd or bad thing?Anyway, received a msg from yy which touched me, at least he realised i'm going thru e tough patch with him.Hmm anyway, enough of complaint! hmm watched the movie "music and lyrics" with yy last fri nite, it was a super nice movie, a comedy romance n touching movie. But the impt part is, he had already watched it the nite be4 with his frenz n he knows i'll like this movie so he decides to watch with me again..so nice of him...be4 that i was complaining to my fren that he went watch e movie without me n was planning to watch with my fren next wk..( sorry ya my fren, we can go watch another movie if u dun mind) well, i really got no idea that he booked the ticket online. he just told me to go makan den he drove me to orchard say he wan go buy stuff, but pls la it already 9 plus at nite le, wat else can he buy?most of the shops are already closed..but nvm i still had to follow cos he is the driver ma.ok den he brought me to the cinema, den i tot he will buy either the movie 300 or mr bean but who knows when i saw the ticket it was Music and lyrics. i was shocked and ask him y did he watch it again? i mean it a waste of money ma..ok leo ppl are like tat(according to soo guan)nevertheless, i still enjoyed it..a nice movie to watch :)
hmm i always like to go seletar reservoir at nite to listen to the sounds of the waves, enjoy the cool breeze, chatting, looking at those bikers, admire those beautiful cars, listen to music, looking over the occ golf course.it so relaxing :) but nowadays it getting v crowded there which makes it less plesant now le.....

Been spending e last weekend at home updating my logbook, well cos my prof finally decide to "visit" me on this coming wed! Hope everything goes well :) *pray hard*
Alot of emotions is gushing through my mind nowadays, i got no idea y is this happening. everything just seems to be so out of place..it not suppose to b like this rite??? Actually i got no idea y i'm writing this entry..i got no idea wat this entry suppose to be..haha contridicating! Once i put my msn nick "is there an ans to every qn?", one of my fren ask if i got alot of unsolved qns! haha well, who don't have any unsolved troubles in their life rite?it just a matter of quantity.but if there exist an ans waiting for u to accept, do u have e courage to face it?or simply, just drag n hopefully it will be forgotten as times goes by? Now i realise, alot of things can turn nasty when ones is in anger, disappointment n even thinking so negatively. Does all these happens cos ur heart is ruling over ur mind instead?well...maybe e key word is to forgive which leads to forget n eventually letting go~ a lesson learnt.

Ok i was talking to this fren of mine abt how to classsify frenz..told him my own feeling n he say"u muz had suffered alot" but i din't tell him anything specify..just a very general conclusion on frenz..haha he said wat we feel is wat we had gone through~maybe true to a certain extend.
N the most touching n funnniest part is, he told me "dun worry, i'lll be ur best fren" OMG can u imagine e scene whereby we had gone back to our childhood n i was e little gal whom nobody wan to be fren with, n here comes this little boy who walked over to me n says " dun waun i'll be ur best fren" hahahaa ok he said i think too much liao~ maybe..but i duno y when i heard this, this is e scene i got in my mind.hahaa ok sorry fren i dun mean to laugh ( u now rite?) but i just can't help it keke..but seriously, i'm quite touched to hear such words coming out fr his mouth cos he dun seems to be like e type of person (cos he say he is shy, quiet) but i find he looks dao n yaya type..but i'm wrong abt him..he is not wat he looks like. Well, i ask him y did he say this n he replied " i duno leh, i tot of wanting to do it , so i write down lor"hahaaa...ok this guy nv failes to give me unexpected ans :) Maybe pple do have split personality, he is so diff from reality n in msn~ well cos he say he is shy ma lolz....
Hmm think i had gone thru alot with u..we been thru alot for e past few yrs...all e ups n downs, all our quarrels & arguements, all the time trying not to quarrel with each other, tolerating, all the little things we had done for each other, our laughter, our joy, our sorrow...does this lead to a promising future or a ending?Let time decides ba~~~~

Welcome Back

woOo..been so long since i last blog..duno y i feel like blogging again!!! well, already been on IA for 10 wks, times flies~~ I'm attached to GES Singapore Pte Ltd (now aka Venture Ges) R&D Dept. I still remember e 1st day when i was suppose to report to GES, was so blur as i also duno who am i suppose to report to.So i waited in e lobby for quite some time be4 a lady came down to "entertain" us. We were told all e rules etc etc den she told me i was attached to R&D..den i was like omg~~R&D was the last place i wan to go as the name say Research & Development!!!neverthless, i got no choice too. Well so i followed this lady (now she is my mentor) to R&D den i got to meet boss n rest of teams. Aft some time, i found R&D not that scary cos i'm in e project team ma hahaa n i got a patience,pretty n helpful mentor, a boss who takes gd care of us and some interesting colleagues. But recently, i seem to get irritated with one of e guy, he is full of himself,complaining complaining and complaining"blah blah blah" n he likes to dig stuff abt other ppl or things which is not related to him.Aft he knows, he will start to comment n comment..n always asking me to do stuff for him..its not that i dun wish to help but there r times whereby i'm really busy n i told him that, well n knows wat he say "U really so busy meh?wat u busy with?Ask u help abit only n u dun wan" OMG wat is this~~ Am i suppose to report everything to u????u r not my boss OK! i respect u as a senior but do u act like one?ok nvm..anyway i try to deter from him else my mouth will start to shoot him~ but sometimes i do feel bad cos well i'm kind of straight forward so usually i will say out be4 i think without realising whether i shld say it anot esp to those ppl i dun really like~~OMG this is really a bad habit!!! will offend ppl without realising~~ but got frens told me that wat they liked abt me~~being real n sincere. Well , there always 2 sides, even a coin has 2 sides too~ tail n head!
Hmm, ok now abt my funny colleagues loh~~hmm got this guy whom i call him (oops cannot say out here else he will kill me), ok let call him doreamo cos he always tell me lame jokes on doreamo lolzz...but my jokes got more standard lor haha..he a super nice guy who always help others. He will offer me breakfast in the morning cos he say i look v blur early in e morning without breakfast~~haha den claimed that his breakfast will give power n energy lolz...wat logic is this???haha nvm~but he is a guy who took care of me, listen to my grumble(cos we got common enemy), make my day happy by acting lame n cute~n he v drama.Well, i told him not to act cute but he say cannot, so i told him e reason y he need to acts~ cos i'm cute ma so he wants to be like me wahaha...anyway, Soo Guan, thanks for everything! ok next person i want to compiment is of course my mentor!! she a lady with strong character, dun like to beg other ppl, patience in teaching me, helpful whenever i encounter problems,willing to share n teach me n a person who take gd care of me. Patricia, Thanks for ur guidance!
Ok e next person i dun wan to talk too much cos he always bully me~always saying i'm sleeping n stoning when i'm really working~always comparing with me whose panda eyes is worse!!this guy is nuts!! n worse he just sitting in front of me :( haha ok la say something gd abt him~~~erm can't think of any leh wahaha ok la basically he a nice guy n a gentleman but tend to get bullied by me too cos i know his secret wahaha..anyway nice having u ard too, Mr Hongwei :)
Ya n got this guy who these words are derived from him~"don't judge a book by its cover" haha he looks super dao ok! haha n so quiet lor that i dun dare talk to him! den one day he ask for my msn, i was liked so damn shocked but nvm i still give la den start talk to him on msn..he so diff la~so lame n talkative ok so i told him that his looks deceived alot of ppl wahaha den u know wat, he told me cos he is shy, well i duno how true this is la haha but anyway nice to know u too "Mr Gentleman"this is wat he claimed!!! hmm basically e colleagues there r nice n it only 10 wks ma, so dun really know everybody well~~
Lastly, How can i forgot my boss rite? hmm heard alot of side stories abt him, but i dun care la, i can't change ppl opinion rite? well, he a gd boss to me, taking gd care of his team, not allowing other ppl to bully his team members n i rem he says "i dun like my ppl to go beg other ppl to do work" he willing to teach me stuff n definitely i learn alot from him.
I'm really blessed to work in this team n company. Hopefully, the next 12 wks will be as gd as well :)