this wk v suay lor..went for tech comm n our tutor give us 1 hr to discuss our projects but who knows only me n another guy came, e other 3 were absent thus we can't do anything also..aft which when i was on my way home it started to rain once i reach Khatib..mum n dad can't come fetch me so i took e train back to yishun to took bus home..but who knows the rain was getting heavier n heavier ah n while standing on the platform waiting for train, e wind blows so strongly n e rain 'splash' in so i was damn wet la..n so cold lor..n in e end (i also duno y)i board the wrong train n went to yio chu kang instead..damn suay lor n it is quite far between khatib n yio chu kang la..n when finally i reach interchange i had to wait so long for the bus so in e end i end up reaching home 1 hr later!!!den yday while i was washing my contact lens, one of my lens tore so that goes my contact lens..went to make a new pair today n i decide to change to monthly lens at $110 per yr..actually wanted to have daily lens but it $80 per mth so not worth it ah since i wore it everyday..but lucky for this wk yy still got one pathetic nights off lor cos he everyday also so busy n even if he free he also can't boook out often cos he say others ppl will say him de!!!wat logic is that??officers aft going thu so much suppose to have all these privileges ma,,den e rest of e officers who lived far fr camp n dun wan to book out den that their prob ma, y muz they say other pple leh?they can't book out doesn't mean others can't ma..as for sergents, ur can't expect to have the same advantages as officers, den y muz ur care if an officer gets to book out often?hai army is so damn weird!!!but anyway i can only grumble here cos there nothing i can do also n neither there an explanation too...but still glad that dear came to meet me for dinner at cck..went to pizza hut n was so damn full lor..hai so sad lor dear only can book out on sat nite cos he on duty again..den hav to book in on sun nite again!!!haiz..wat life is this??? :(

This wk is full of projects n projects..really so sick of it..previously got some prob with our group mates n even out tutor could sense it without us saying anything..but everything is so called "alright" now since they are more cooperativfe n doing their work. hopefully everything will be ok..been so busy this wk that i hardly contact yy cos he was equally busy too!hmm has my tolerance n understanding level up?really duno :( cos i hardly lose my temper or quarrel with yy nowadays over matters such as his busy schedule etc le n my "daddy" also say i seldom whine to him now le hahaha so i've improved le..n he say shirin's behaviour was just like me in e past..wahaa hmm think this is part n parcel of growing up when u hav a bf in army..n i definitely it not easy n now i totally understand y pple always advice us not to hav bf in army!haaha this is call zhong yan ni er..oops hmm but i think it got its pros n cons cos at least i've go thru this phrase of my life which not everyone could have it..hahah(sounds so arrogant)wahaha hmm no la, just trying to say that since i've chosen this path so no matter wat i shouldn't give up so easily rite?moreover, i trust n believe in this r/s too! :)honestly speaking, i think this r/s has really strengthen my personality in mnay aspects..though it was really tough n full of tears but now i've come so far, i'm really glad i've managed to overcome all those difficulties!hey dear, if u r readin this..i wana say billion thanks to u for changing me to a better person..without u i dun think i'm able to experience all these n learn to be more appreciative n understanding etc...really glad to have found u..muackz... :)n ya shirin, i know u r able to overcome ur prob ya..let strive on k regardless of studies or r/s or anything ya.. :)

wa i really need rest ah!really super tired le..finally aft all e quizzes i tot i can have more time for rest n catching up on my studies but who know my tech comm project took up so much of my time cos of super "cooperaive" team members!was so "pleased" with them lor for the kind of standard they put in..n somehow duno y our tutor has sensed out there something "wrong" in out grp n thus keep trying to make me n shirin talk..though we tried to avoid e issue but i dun think we can hide it fr her..thus we ack for some time to c if we are able to solve this ourselves..hmm but i'm not v positive abt this la..hai whatever la just hope this project can end soon so that i can return to my studies!! hmm was doing project till v late last fri at jp but at least yy came all e way fr camp to jp to send me home..so swt of him!really din expected this cos he got direct bus fr his camp back to his house ma..hee n that day was our 1 yr 10mth anniversary too :)luv ya lots dear :)hmm aft which we went khatib to hav supper n he took a cab home..when i've reached home,i was suppose to discuss project again n it was already 12 plus midnight le..damn tired la but no choice..but in e end shirin was not feelin well so we cancel it n i fall aslp while chatting with my frens n wake up at 3am to off comp haha so can c how tired i'm lor..den e next morning i was awake at ard 9am n went online discuss with shirin again but half way thru i got to accompany yy to c doc lor cos he had been coughing for quite long le..muz be he pass to me la cos i also keep coughing now le :( haven recovered ah! den i came back at 12 to discuss with shirin agian till 4+pm ah..so tired k!n aft which hav to hurry bath n changed to go for dinner with yy family at JUMBO at east coast..but luckily yy drove there but he had to go fetch his sis n bro so in e end we reach there 2 hrs later lol cos traffic jam la lol..hmm on sun, we went Funan to look at comp n went PS to shop abit aft which he had to book in at 8pm le..haha e fuuny part is we nearly get holland in orchard cos yy driving ma n we duno e routes well so end up making a few turns cos we keep missed e junction..n i was sitting beside him trying to locate e place on e street directory..next time i will be v gd at map reasing liao wahahaa..n ya i asked yy if he will get addicited to driving n wun take train next time but who knows he replied " y dun u say that u will get addicted sitting in the car while i was driving n next time dun wan take public transport n asked me drive u?" haha hmm sounds logical ah..aft which we went dabao nasi lemak at e place behind chong pang(it v famous) n end up hav to queue for 20 mins ah but nv la at least got yy drive me home ma hahaa..brought 2 packets for yy to bring in camp eat n share with his fren..cannot be so selfish ma rite?hahaa ok aft that my dad drive him back to camp..hmm that how my weekend was spend..project..n holland wahaha now gtg for my practical liao..sian ah!!!when can i be more free?hmph..waiting to c dear soon cos he can help me destress ma :)muackz..

hmmm finally my quizzes r over le!think i screw up all la..lol..was really suay la all my papers were damn hard..but anyway it all over le!going study hard for my final yr exams, hope can at least pull up e grades!oh ya i wanted to thanks a few ppl,firstly is shirin cos she lend me her notes so that i can study faster n willing to teach me those math qns..so sorry to bother u ya..next is my buddy teck hiang ask "daddy" wahaha thanks for putting up with all my complaints n whinning ya..n thanks so much for ya concern..i'm feeling better now le..hee hee..n lastly of course my parents who have been taking such gd care of me lor! hmm though my quizzes r over but i still have my project..actually i think that our project is actually quite interestin n we shld be able to do a gd job if everyone is cooperative enough la but sad to mention my grp members..really duno wat to deal with them ah! :( y i always so suay de?really muz go with teck hiang to temple bai bai ah hee hee...hmm actually, i think that if 2 persons r fated, den no matter where they r or how diff their personality r, they still can be v gd n close frenz..as for me, i've close fren of diff characters..some r even real far apart from me but we still maintain gd r/s..really treasure ur guys ya!thanks for making my life so enriching n fruitful yup..thanks lots guys!
hmm ok these r some of e pics i took with my dear classmates..it only 2 photos la nv took much cos we were busy talki, laughin n playing..went for my sec sch class gathering..though not everyone turn up but it stil fun..hmm most of them haven changed at all esp e guys wahaaa but some of e gals have changed..li xia has slim down n become prettier, leslie n jessie haven changed at all still so joyful n jessie is now studying to be a social worker in nus..she one gal i really think who is born with a golden heart ah..always so caring n considerate n helpful..as for jo she still on e look out for guys wahahaa.weini n joanna haved changed in their appearance too..n our dear yi peipei has become a chinese tacher..she studying in nie now..hee she really got e look of teacher ah n as well as the potential la..realised it thru talkin to her on our way to bowling session..hmm ok la i played quite badly for my bowling session haha cos i duno how to play ma..but e guys r quite gd..as for e gals hahaa think our 'chinese teacher' played e best haha dun judge a book by its cover k wahahaa...

this is yi pei n me! does she has e look of a teacher??
this jo (nun ho) n me!wahaha

wa damn fast today already fri le..sch starting soon!hai, been stayin at home to study since tue n i haven finish my studies!i got 3 quizzes next wk n 2 wks later my project is due but we r not progressing!cos our grp members r not cooperative ah..damn pissed off n irritated by them..hai..hope can end this project asap!hmm duno y this few nites i keep having dreams n guess wat?i dream of myself falling in love with another guy.This has been happening for e past 3 nites..wat does it symbolised?n whenever i wake up, i can't rem who is e guy i fall in love with but it definitely not yy..so who is it?are they all e same guy or they r diff guys?this is weird...hai,this hol really sucks..din get to go out,hav to stay at home study hard,din contact with yy..he had been so busy for e past 2 wks that i din meet up with him, he din call me,we din msg at all till late at nite when he going slp den he will send me a msg n tat all..nowadays i realised that my frens know more stuffs abt me den him..even for frens who r in army.i've been takin to them more ofen den i'm talkin to yy..i know he tend to be carried away with his work but this doesn't mean that he can ignore me rite?how would u feel if i'm so preoccupied with my stuff that i ignored u?hai, really duno wat going to happen if this carries on..this wasn't the 1st time n in fact it always been the case..at first, he was in tekong for training for 3 mths(this period wasn't that bad)aft which he posted to OCS for 10 mths training..this period of time is really terrible..their schedule r so packed..aft which he promised life will be alot better aft he commissioned..but wat happened now?he was posted to BMTC as PC, though it wasn't that busy but he is garang la still arranged nite training for his recruits to help them lose weight..i dun blame him la cos that e goal he n his recruits wan to achieve..but he aslo always kana alot of sai kang..so this took up his time also..n for now, he was posted to mandai camp whch was like e times back in ocs..hai, duno whether i'm numb to all these le(have become more independent aft going thru all these) or i just simply dun care cos for this wk when he din contact me, it doesn't affect me so much..but if it in e past, i would be utterly upset..so wat does all these mean?hmm, all these things that i've said is just reflection on my part, it all fr my own view pt..i din had e time n energy to think thru n views e whole stuff fr his perspective..maybe he had another explanation on his part..well, time will tell..as for now,my priority is to study n not think abt all these..sigh....

haiyoyo i'm so BORED!suppose to be studying at home but duno y just can't seem to get my butt on e chair n focus.wat e problem?well, maybe cos i'm too tred or i'm just plain lazy??hai..today sat leh suppose to go out but yy in camp.As for my frenz,lazy to go jio them out.suppose to hav a sec sch gathering today but duno y sudd postpone o next wk..so there goes my plan.suddenly, i felt so guai this wk..it is e last wk of my sch be4 e break n i din went out wor..yday which is e last day of sch n i just went home aft morning lessons..wanted to study again but in e end took a nap n my dear peishan woke me up when she called me to complain abt someone!ahahaa so poor thing la got scolded by someone when she din do anything offensive lor..but all i can say is u suay la oops dun take it too hard ya!i kana more times den u le..sigh...u will get used to it!(sad to say la,but wat can we do rite?)just dun step on her toes so often lor..hhaa but can hear that peishan is really so pissed off la cos she keep complaining n grumble to me wahahaa..hai sian ah..was talkin to my "daddy"(u know who ah)wahhaa yday n he told me that it dun pay well to be a garang soldier in army cos u wll be doing extra stuffs which is not supposed to be in ur job scope but u still get e same pay as others when they chao keng n siam work!This is common in army i assumed cos many ppl have told me this but duno y yy stll so garang leh?really dun understand.think cos he wana achieve those goals that he had set for himself n others?*scratch head* whatever reasons he has, i've no comments cos that his life n future..but i hope this doesn't include sacrificing me ya!hmm maybe this sounds too harsh but whatever it is hope to c sunshine again real soon :) ok, maybe now it really time for studies :)going malaysia tmr with family le..hope e fresh air there can perk me up n change my mood for the better ~^chEers^~

hee dear pass his TP le..he got his driving license le!!so happy for him :)really wished he can pass cos he already so broke le aft paying for his driving lessons!dun wish to c him so hard up on cash..well, he finally got it! but i really admire him to get his license within a few mths cos this mean that he has to fork out so much $ for his drivng within such a short period of time..really independent ah(quoted fr mummy)wahahaa ok,but haizzz got his license le but he had to be confined in camp cos of stupid enlistment la..got to be confined for 2 wks ah..so sad can't meet him n next wk is my break lor!haizzz,well so i shall stay at home brushing up on my studies..he suppose to hav leave next wk lor but who knows they posted him to mandai camp as PC to take their new recruits cos they r specially trained in BMTC ma..this is call e roving team!haha so weird defining army term here lol..but mandai camp is near my house lor so not tat bad but wat e pt if he can't book out rite??lol hmm finally got to meet him for a short dinner today at northpoint lol.cos he has to book in aft that for meeting lol..hope can meet up with him next wk :)

this is e big turtle dear brought for me


this my turtle with a balloon scarf..hahaa

this my turtle carrying 2 bear..wahaaaa..

this me with a balloon bear dear make for me

haha ok we r nuts...dear brought balloon to my house n played..duno y he addicted to it liao aft his recruits taught him how to make it wahahaa..so now he make alot n put in my house so my house is full of balloons now!!!wahahaaa so poor thing ah my turtle..oopS...can't stop laughing when i saw e photos

ok here r some of e funny pic of me n dear..duno y just like to take photos nowadays wahahaa
C he bully me..sob sob :(



acting pathetic...wahahaa

hmm meet up with yy for dinner at marina sq be4 he book in..went to a few restaurant but in e end still settle for cafe cartel ahhaa lol..here r some pic we took

hahaha c e face, this drink is sour ..wahahaa






this me!

hmm this e 100% apple-peach juice that i've ordered..quite nice..duno y so crazy abt fruit juice nowaday

c my eye r so tired...zzZZzz

hmm been so long since i last update..well, know there some prob for ur guys who access my previous blog so i've changed e template..hope e prob is solved ya!hmm been so busy for e past 2 wks..doing proposal,lab report n studying for quizzes!well, for the proposal,i was damn pissed off la..it suppose to be grp work but end up only me n shirin who finish everything..and there r ppl in this world who r not grateful n irresponsible!argh...well, for my lab report,i got my dear to help me to type..thanks so much dear or think i'll still be suffering :)As for my quiz, my computing quiz is alright but think i flung my algorithm ah,hai..no time to study leh!all quiz cramp together...n duno y since tue my left eyelid keep twitching..n it continues for 3 days k..really terrible ah..feels like putting scotch tape over my left eye ah but no pt la cos it e muscle that twitch n not e skin hahaa quoted this fr shirin...till today den it stop twitching..my fren told me taht e eye twitch cos of fatigue,stress,not enough slp and too much caffeine so out of e 4 i already got 3 le(stress, fatigue and not enough slp)so no wonder la..but nvm now weekend le..muz rest well!hmm been constantly going sch till now which is wk 6 ahaha improvement le cos i used to pon alot of lessons for e previos yr..hmm been going sch with peishan,shirin n nat..ok we r a bunch of crazy gals..hahaaha