hmm subject registration is today..well,manage to get everything..my timetable looks ok..this system really screw ppl up..it on a 1st come 1st served basic..so it a matter of speed!! luckily i'm fast enough..lolx..hmm glad that i got roughly the same timetable as my frens..hmm lookin forward to the time spent in sch whereby we will joke n laugh out of nothing..that the only console in that freakin stress NTU
:( really thanks all those frens who brighten up my sch life.. ~ChEErS~ to our ever lasting friendship..

hmm i happen to read a fren blog where she say that "what is e real definitation of friends?" are they refering to frenz in need is a frenz indeed or ppl who are always surrounding u or friends who once leave a frootprint in ur life or those hi-bye frens?? last time i din really had a classification of frenz..to me all those whom i know or who knows me are all considered my friends!! is this definitation rite or wrong?? well, till now i really duno..still searching for the ans..it really needs effort n time to manage a friendship..but only a few ppl who will really goes all e way to help others!!

Sometimes i really wonder where are those really so called "close frens" are when i need their help..true fren which are for life will only emerge when u r in need! SOmetimes i wonder y shld i go all e way to help them??do they deserve my concern?r they worth it? or were they just been using me n only tot of me when they needs help? i'm glad that they r willing to approach me n i always duno how to reject them when they r in trouble..everytime when i had doubts in helping someone..i would ask dear whether shld i reject anot?? well his ans was always "would u bear to leave them alone?" I think this is really the prob for me n dear..we duno how to reject..lolz..but at least for some situations i'm more straight forward n tactful cos i dun wished to hurt them further..thinks frenz who knows me well will know :)

well, maybe we shld c it as a strength..helping others doesn't means that u wan any rewards..being able to solve problems for others is an indicator that we had grown up.. Luckily, i've really found a v gd fren of mine n it no others but my dear!! he always there to help me cure my "indecisive" n always reflects the reality in this world..he is practical but emotional too..he knows how to deal with his emotion n is a sponge for my moods..though sometimes he really had no idea how to deal with me! MOst importantly, he make n c me grown up fr a young little gal to a young adult now..BEing with him had really strengthen my char esp the times when he was so busy in army..we may hav quarrels but we alwasy managed to settle in in e most peaceful n logical way..which i thinks most couple can't do that! i'm proud that we are able to do it..lookin back, 2005 is ending n we have been together for 2 yrs plus n i'm really glad that we din even for once raised our voices or scream at each other :)
I'm glad to have u , my dear,thanks for everything! muackz muackz muackz..
Lets welcome the new yr 2006 with hopes, love n happiness..n i'll always rem that u say my happiness is always ur 1st priority :)

wow..i've been eating ever since bintan..lol..hmm ok i reach singapore in e evening n aft wash up we got to go for my dad's fren christmas dinner celebration!wooh e food is really v nice..got shark fins again haha..

hmm on fri it was my grandma bday..had to go my uncle house n of course eat again lolz..nothing much to do there except watching tv cos mostly adults there..aft that i
meet dear for dinner n went eat Kenny Rogers :)

hmm on sat nite..actually planned to go countdown at orchard but in e end we went old airport road with my bros..we were crazy k..we ordered all e food recommend by books n tv shows.so in e end, we ordered prawn noodle, laksa, fish head noodle, wantan noodles, stingray, bbq chicken wings, satay,sugar cane juice,western food etc..eat till damn full!! n aft that still can go gelang buy tou hua to eat!!really crazy le...

On sun, we went to eat the chicken rice balls..the rice were shaped into the shape of the balls..it was a very old stall..the idea came abt in e past as the farmers all had to work in e farm so to make it easy for them to bring food to the farmers, they make the rice into the shape of the balls..the stall is at jalan besar n it was damn hard to find n somemore the book give e wrong addresss!lol so in e end we wander ard there for ard 2 hrs be4 getting to eat!!haha but in e end bro they all say the rice balls is not nice...think probably it was cold le cos by the time we reach there it was near closing hours..lolz..aft that we went geylang to eat chou dou fu(smelly beancurd)..haha it was our 1st time..initially we tot it was relly v smelly but hmm how to say?? the stall doesn't have e smell unlike taiwan where yy say they could even smell it at v far..hmm when it was served on our table..oh can smell it ah!! haha in e end only me n my bro dare to eat..dear n my youngest bro dun even dare to touch..aft much persuasion, they just managed to bite alittle..haha den my bro wan challenge me without dipping in the chilli sauce..haha den i agreed!! he put the pure chou dou fu into his mouth n bite abit n u can c his face wana puke!!haha we really laugh like mad n in e end he went out n vomit hahahha..aft that i try eating without e chilli sauce ahah wa lao it was really v smelly..e taste like..erm duno how to describe..my bro say it was like the smell of the rubbish chaute plus 10 yrs nv washed drainage ahah ok we were really crazy n keep laughing..
a piece of advice to u guys...dun eat it without the chilli sauce ah!!!it really taste terrible hahaah
Aft which we da bao back for mum n told her that muz eat without the chilli sauce 1st den can taste it original taste..haha but she dun believe us..but she still got taste abit w/o e chilli la n say it sucks haha..at 1st my bro wanted to throw away the chilli sauce be4 we reach home ah haha but that was really mean la!! i wun go there eat anymore le..aft u ate the taste will still linger in ur mouth..it horrible :( hahaha but that an experience!!

hmm aft that we still went gelang at 10 plus to have dinner..the v famous tian ji porridge there!! n ate chilli crab n mango fish..all the famous dishes haha cos it daddy treat ma!!!
haha so as u can c, i had been eating since bintan..now is time for exercise le..

hmm the peak of this trip is actually the dinner we had at the kelong restaurant!! woow..n we really choose the best haha we had the set meal that comprise of lobster salad,shark fins,black pepper craps, snow fish, scallop, veg, fruits etc etc n plus wine but we cahnged it to cocktails..i had kelong sea breeze n dear had??(oops forgot) mine is actually vodka with cranberry juice n grapes or wat..can't rem..hmm we din take e photos of those food we ate cos too pai seh ah so many waiters surroundin us but managed to take the pic of our drinks towards te end of our meal..hmm this meal cost us $100++ just for the 2 of us only lolz..haha kind of ex but it was really v nice..all e seafoods were so swt hee hee..ok here r some of the photos (n ya we tot it was kind of old buildin restaurant so we actually wear t-shirts n shorts with slippers there hohoho but we dun care la)


me eating crabs..yummy yummy :)


me with my kelong sea breeze!!


hmm dear with erm..his drink :)

our drinks!! woow


hmm when we reach our hotel we still can eat finish all those tidbits that we brought back k!! lolz wat a big eater we are!! n somemore drink beer haha n watching tv since they had most of our local ch..

hmm the next day was buffet breakfast again le...lol..hmm so sad that we had to leave that beautiful n fun place so soon..ok here are some other photos..n ya it so relaxing to lie on e hammock :)










finally it was time to check out!! took some photos be4 leaving.....




haha wat he doing???
c e tree is bent!!


this is e pool!!

relaxing :)

hee that abt all..though there still lots of photos..life is beautiful..enjoy ur life to e fullest!! there lots of things for u to discover :) lookin forward to my next trip next yr..n lastly thanks alot dear for all the love, smile, fun n happiness! muackz... :)

hmm ok now let me recall wat i've done for the past few wks..hmm ok i went bintan with dear for a short hol from 20th - 22nd dec..it was just 1hr ferry ride from singapore n i already feel sea sick le cos the wave is quite heavy n u could feel that u r riding on a roller coaster lolx. I tried to slp but can't seem to get my eyes drowsy(unlike dear who can slp immediately when abroad the boat) lolz..hmm we reach there ard noon but the hotel rooms weren't available yet..there a bus fetching us from the bintan ferry terminal to e resort thus alot of waiting time wasted ah!! we were so bored on e bus so we keep takin photos with our hp..hahha..these are just 2 of them only..ho ho ho..





hmm we were sitting near to e bus exist so i was e 1st to alight n wow there a malay dance with welcoming drink waiting for us at the hotel lobby..Since we can't check in so we went to the cafe to have our lunch..their service were quite gd n their serving was quite large too n be4 our food was served, there was bread n buns n biscuits served to us..wa aft eating all these we were already half full k lolz..n oh ya only on my 1st day of hol..my frens were msging me that our results were out!! n i tot that since i'm on hol so as well dun bother abt it..shall check it when i return to singapore..haha but well as guesed by dear..i cannot tahan ah!!wahaha i tried to call home to contact my bro to ask him check for me but can't reach him lolz..den we realised there a internet service in e hotel n it so ex k..n ok i pay so much $ to buy a disapointing news..lolz.haha kind of regret but at least it was much better den wat i've expected!! n with dear beside me it wasn't that bad la..oh ya n our hotel room was facing e swimmin pool!! wat a nice view :) since the weather was so dammn gd we went for a dip into the cooling pool..soon it was dinner time!! as bintan timing was one hr behind singapore time so there dinner time was 6.30pm (which was actually 7.30pm local time)n i was so hungry already!! n guess wat?? it was the 1st time we had steamboat at the pool side(n in front of the pool is the sea) it was so windy with the cool breeze brushin against ur face..woooh shiok!!! haha n there entertainment too k haha with 3little kids..haha ok there this eurasian family with 2 little adorable gals..they were active little kids who keep dancing ard n there another indian gal who wanted to played with them haha that indian gal keep followin everything those 2 gals were doing..running n dancing ard n even climb onto e stage haha n she wasn't even tall enough to walk up e stairs leadin to the stage so she really "climb" up haha n by the time she finished climbing up the other 2 gals were already going down e stage but she still determined to climb up haha.n when they jump down the stage..we were so afraid that she would jump down too but that older gal still know how to take care of the younger ones n went to help her down..that indian gal keep insist that she muz put her hand over the gal neck n let her hug her down haha so comical!! they were so cuteeeeee but can't get their photos cos they keep running ard!!lolz..these r e photos bt e pool side







The next day we had free buffet breakfast!! it was really a spread cos it had all a variety of foods!! we were so damn full so we went for a dip again with the morning sun..woosh..cool man!! but in e end i got sun burn n till now still haven recover yet ah!! got abit of peeling ah :(.. In e end we ate cup noodles for lunch cos still quite full from e breakfast we had eaten earlier..Aft which we decided to go e small mkt call pasar oleh oleh..it was just 10 mins bus ride from the hotel..but sad to say there nothing much to shop cos there only ard 30 shops n most of them sell identical stuffs.lolz..n i brought a pant fr there.







n ya we brought beer back from there haha..

oh i'm finally back to blog..been so busy!! guess this hol is e most busy time for me :)but i do enjoy it! haiz..sad to say this is e last wk of hol..sch starts next wk!!!! n my registration is on this coming thur..hopefully i can get e timetable i wanted! still considering whether to take both ge n pe..duno whether will it be too taxing?? *scratch head* well think i'll just register first n c which electives i'm allocated den decide lor :)oh ya n here wishing everyone a HapPy HapPy neW Yr.. hope everything is smooth sailing ya!! :)^cHeErS^

hee dear's sis give birth le!! give birth to a chubby boy boy ,Donn! he so cuteeeeeeeee!! got chubby cheeks...haha...went to c him a few hrs aft he was born..cos had to drive dear mum n his sis parent-in-law to hospital ma! they were so happy that a great smile was on their face every sec haha..of course la Donn is their 1st grandson ma..




This is siting...dear's niece..so adorable!!! :)

hmm on the 30th nov was dear's tekong BMTC recruits pop day!! went with him since i nv been to tekong be4..but we were late n miss e ferry so in e end only catch part of the parade only..hmm aft the parade, family members n frenz were able to go down to e parade sq to took photos with the recruits..n since i duno anyone of them so i ask yy to go down himself to c his reruits..i noe he feels bad leaving me there alone but it ok la..it a happy occasion for them ma!!haha n who knows the recruits grab yy n throw him up into e sky lol..n he was in civilian lor..cos those ppl kana throw up was usually their pc or sergents n they were in army uniform haha n the parade in cahrge keep making the announcements "pls do not throw ur pc or ur sergents..blah blah..."haha but who will cares at that moment rite???lol
aft which we proceed to the VIP area which is specially reserved for the coy best recruit n cos yy knows all e ppl there so he can bring me in lor..but nothing la only got ice drinks lol..hmm but was really proud of dear cos both the coy best recruit and the coy best PT came fr his platoon and his recruit has the most weight loss..it was really reamrkable to c them slim down to such a extend..hopefully they can continue to slim down!! feel so glad that they were so grateful to dear for helpin them achieve the impossible :)well done dear!! muackzz :)


hmm n on e 7 dec was dear's mandai camp recruits pop..i din went cos aft the parade dear got a farewell dinner specially prepared for them by e others commanders for their contribution to the basic military training..but again dear kana throw up by his recruits again n tooks lots of photos with them haha..n now dear got 8 days off but he only clear 3 days n went back to tekong le..muz reserved for future uses! but this 3 days he also quite busy ah..got a dinner treat by his CO at his house for all officers n a bbq planned by his recruits..so i went malaysai again hee hee slack the whole day there n pluck 15 big mango ah..haha our mango trees always bear fruits for us!!!

hmm on my last day of exam which was on 25th nov,dear got off!!! he slept over at my house e previous nite n came fetch me in sch aft my exam..however, i finished my exam earlier so had to wait for him for 1 hr..lol..sian! n ya dear told me that his understudy was from ytss too, one yr our senior..n when he saw my photos, he said he knows me..lol..but i dun rem le oops ahah..he say he was e parade commander..his name is yi xian!! n so funny he warn yy to treat his junior better or he get it from him haha..hmm we went over PS to collect my ipop nano n grab some finger food cos we going for buffet high tea at hotel phoenix later..hmm we were actually quite full but still able to try almost everything there haha..we were great eater sia!!we ate dim sum, cakes, pudding, mee siam, desserts,finger foods, fruits..etc etc..we were so full that we din even hav to eat dinner so we decided to go marina sq..we sepnt a few hrs inside giant sia..haha duno doin wat also..lookin at any new products n playin ard..sounds like a married couple shopping for grocery haha..in in e end we end up buyin lots lots things haha but lucky we drove there or else really duno how to carry home ah..when we reached home, we were hungry again hah so cooked maggie mee!!! :)
maybe this is e mood aft examS???
but dun really feel like exams was over, dun hav e thrilled feeling(like wat most of my frens had said), i think cos our exams had drag too long n we were already drained out :( but nvm i still wana enjoy my hol n hav a gd rest {:

wooww been damn long since i last updated!!! been so busy aft my exams..cos next yr march we are doing a gong tek(in hokkien since i also duno wat is it called)..it a custom that means we are giving the deceased family members a huge house to lived in together in e other world..so we are busy preparing for it..n now most of the things are settled so i'm more free now!


oh ya as i've said in my previous posts..so many things happened on dear bday..ok now i shall started telling story hahha..sounds like ermmmm???
hmm i met dear for dinner that day n aft which since it was still early so we decided to go the reservoir near my house to wait for the clock to strike 12am..so we do nothing n sit in car chatting n waiting. At ard 11+, we were so bored n the place was quite full of ppl so we decided to go sembawang park. We stop at a petrol station along sembawang road to refill and aft which everything was settled, sudd yy told me "hey, i can't start e car,e key like doesn't fit in at all" upon hearing this,i was like erm dun joke with me! i moved over n tried n to my shock the key can't even slot in..it as though we got e wrong key!!!! i was like oh my god..wat is happening? the helpful petrol station worker tried to help but in vain!! so how?? sudd an idea came to my mind!! call my daddy!! haha but i can't manage to contact him so i called mummy instead..she also din noe wat happened n said she try to help me find daddy! so we waited n keep trying..i dun wan to struck in e petrol station k!! finally daddy call me n told me to keep turning the steering wheel n try to slot in e key..n yeah it works!!haha thanks daddy!! the reason behind i was not sure also but daddy say it was probably due to the steering wheel being locked..but anyway i'm glad that we were not struck there! we waited for nearly half an hr there n all e time i had to went in n out of the station to make calls cos as u noe we can't use hp inside a petrol station. ok so finally we reached sembawang park, with the cake i brought for dear we went ard trying to find a place to celebrate but duno y there so many ppl camping there...lol..n i dun wished to walked further in away from the beach cos it v dark there haha den sudd out of nowhere a kitten came..it keeps following us or rather yy cos he holdin the cake ma..haha n as ur noe i'm scared of cats so i keep avoiding it n din dare to run cos i fear that it will chase aft me haha..yy tried to chase e kitten away but in vain den i keep askin yy to move away from me haha den i asked him to move in e opp direction while i hurried walk over to e carpark(keep turning back to c if it was following me)haha den i hurried get into e car lol..haha den i saw yy trying to chase it away..looks so comical la..finally we were safe in car n of course i dun wished to get out of the car anymore!! so we drove to another carpark which was quite desserted..i was deciding where to celebrate instead when sudd i say"hey y not we celebrate in the car?" ahah so we took out e cake n celebrate there..took lots of photos..shall upload some later..hmm i gave him an enlarged photo of his commissionin parade taken with his parents n bro since he dun hav any at home(n of course put inside a photo frame la)hee so glad to be e 1st to spend his bday with him











haha funny shots!!!

Happy 2nd yEAr aNnivEraRy deaR!!So sad u got range today n ur oc dun wan let u come out!!but nvm la at least u got an off on fri :)n HappY 20th BirthDay to u too..though it was last sun..so sorry that i can't spend the day with u cos e next day i got math paper :( but at least we spend the night be4 ya celebrating for u at the 1st moment when e clock strike 12am..haha can't forget wat happened that day..shall update aft my exam haha!!n we took lots of photos ah!!haha upload next time ma!hmm left 1 more paper..forensic sci..aft that i'll be free le!!!looking forward to 25th nov hee :)

4 papers down..3 more to go!!!circuit was a killer man..think going failed le..sian!!study so hard for it lor..haiz...got to buck up n study for the next 3 papers le..maths, algorithm n forensic sci!!waiting for 25th nov ya :)

2 papers down..5 more papers to go..sian!!when will it ever end?waiting forward to 25th nov..which is my last paper forensic sci!!been mugging at home now..there always unlimited stuffs to study!but i got alot of choc, swts, tidbits in my room ah..all sponsor by dear haha cos he know i muz eat food otherwise i can't study haha i din realise that till he told me abt it..hmm deaR is outfield now so din contact much cos there no reception..he will be back on sat le aft the live throw..so i will only get to c him on sun :( but nvm la i need the time to study too!! anyway thanks dear for all the food ya..n ur massage haha!!take care of urself n i've to go back mugging liao :(

oh my god, exams is just 2 days later!!! sian...though it exams time but this wk got 2 hol so i din really focus on my studies..been going out to relax..lol..jia lat! but nvm la next 3 wks is going to be worse..hav to study hard le..can't wait for 25th ah!! lol anyway dear going for outfield n range these few wks too so not much contact le :( but that gd la can focus on my studies le.. hmm now waiting for my exams to end den i can go learn driving le..haha finally ah aft 1 yr plus since i got both of the theories..cos my final theory ending soon le ma so muz go learn asap le..but e prob is e earliest test date for private is ard april next yr n my final theory expire next march..so think i've to take sch liao lol..so damn ex la!! nvm la aft exams den decide n discuss with dad cos he wana spon me ma wahaha..feel so fortunate to hav someone spon me cos c yy pay for his driving is really v jia lat ah..v siong!keep freting over money matters..lol..oh my god exams nearing n i'm still blogging lol..wahahaa :)

yeah! i got A+ for my tech comm project..e one on dreams interpretation.hmm muz thanks all those who had helped me in my interviews ya..n most importantly my buddy teck hiang!thanks for all the time n effort u've helped me ya :)hmm actually din expect to get such high grades cos of our SUPER COOPERATIVE grp members ma..duno wat to say abt them lor..but feel that they shldn't share the same grade la but i just can't bring myself to do tat to them :( but at least towards e end they still got improve abit la but it doesn't really help lor! n makes me n shirin works till late at nite to rush out e whole report..i was so pissed off at that time that i went to ask one of them y did they do their part with no quailty but guess wat?they say they duno n tot that e rite way to do?lol super bth la..in e end i had to write e whole conclusion, objectvie n scope for them k..n e worse part was they can actually just copy n paste our objective n scope from our proposal which was done by me n shirin only lor..if u wan to copy pls be smart n do some editin la..come on!!!dun copy blindly..it will justt bring out ur weakness n make ur more irritable!pls be smart k lol.. :( anyway all these r in e past le :)dun ever wan work with them anymore!!! anway really glad that me n shirin effort pay off :) thanks so much gal..without u think i'll faint ah to face them alone :)hmm oh ya i got A- for my oral presentation too wahaha really din expect it cos that day my lesson was at 8.30 am k,,was so tired n blur la so din really knows wat was going on..lol..n duno y e tutor says i was v friendly cos i smiles frequenly during e presentation lol..i din realise it lor..hahah but somehow aft wat shirin had told me i thinks that our grp members r quite selfish as in they r willing to put in effort for e presentation but not in e report cos e marks allocated for presentation is 70% individual n 30% grp work..so selfish!!! wa 2 more wks o exams le..sian!! deprived of time..so stress!!!who can help me destress????? :( oh ya n today i saw 1 guy who was so damn tall la that when he stands on e bus he had to tilt his head lor..was quite comical cos throughout e journey he had to tilt his head..so poor thing got lemon on his neck..hahhaa..ok had to go back for studies sian :( hope i got e discipline to focus ya! :)

PS : peishan,take gd care of urself n ur grandma ya..send my regards to her :)

hee just on e phone with dear! been so long since he last called me :) his coy is crazy ah every mon had to have meeting to discuss everything for the training programs! n he just finished 5 hrs of meeting only..but he gave me a sad news too..yday was our 23rd mth anniversary n we had agreeded that he will take off on next mth 23rd which is our 2 yrs anniversay but now he had to go for 3 days range on e 23, 24 n 25 of nov which means we can't spend it together le :( hai, but nvm la at least his sir say he can get off on e 25th n let his new pc in charge on e 25th lor..n i finished my exams on that day too ;)hmm was quite disappointed to hear this news but we had no choice ma, he did try to ask for an exchange but his sir dun allow n insist that he had to conduct the range! so sad! :( hmm din noe y he so enthu today cos he keep sings old songs, advertisement melodies n love songs to me on e phone wahaha so funny la :) hmm anyway dun think can chat with him again for this wk le cos he seems busy too..so just let this be my happy memories for this wk :)~^cHEeRs^~

HaPPy 23Rd Mth AnNiverSary DeaR ;)

hmm went queensway with dear last wk cos he wanted to buy shoes haha is shoes already got hole liao ah lol..since he duno wat to get so he ask me to choose but e prob is i tend to go for cool n more colourful designs but he prefer those darker colour so whatever i choose he also dun wan! n this goes on for 2 hr plus..IN e end i protested n ask him choose his own lol cos i already reach e stage whereby i keep choosing e same designs for him n i already yan hua liao ran! haha so in e end he choose a grey shoes with some red designs on it so as it wun look so dull haha but it looks quite nice la! :) wa he really shop alot ah..brought clothes n pants on that day too!haaha hmm dear stay over at my house on fri nite n went back home to wash his clothes on sat be4 we went to tamp to shop for my comp stuff.However,being so guai we went eat dinner with his dad 1st be4 driving off to tamp, but e shop had closed when we reached there lol wat a wsted trip! Therefore, in e end we decided to go geylang to eat its famous dessert beancurd! But my dad gave me e wrong address( or shld i say i interpreted it wrongly oops) n we keep driving ard paya lebar road nn sims road n finally we decided to try Geylang road n yes we found it!wahha but it was damn packed so we da bao home for my family too..but e funniest part is when yy can't park e car properly into e parallel parking lots along e busy road n he asked me go down n give directions..1st time i'm doing this lor..he was scared that he will scratch e car in front n behind us so he din dare to park too near! but i can't control myself from laughing cos those drivers that were passing by keepin lookin at us n i felt so pai seh la den i can't stop laughing.so i just stood there n laugh forgetting that i'm suppose to give directions wahaha n yy give me the look "so how?can u pls guide me n stop laughing" wahaha sorry dear i din mean it..but in e end he still managed to park in la though e car was not "straight" wahhaa but at least it was not obstructing the traffic n anyway we leaving soon aft da bao ma..haha den whenever i thought of that scene i just can't stop laughing so i was teasing yy on our way back home wahaha n i told this joke to mummy n she say i v ke bo to laugh at him wahaha ok la i noe i'm abit mean but it really v funny ma 1st time i encounter this haha cos my dad was a experienced driver ma! but i admire yy courage cos he just got his license ard 2 mths ago n he dare to drive to all sorts of places just liek geylang where it heavy traffice n packed with ppl..haha n of course i'm so gd with map reading now haha always beside him tellin him which directions to move on lol..




haha this is a super funny pic :)

haha oh ya forgot to write about my starfish haha dun get it wrong!!it actually a hamester that lived in my house for 2 days..my fren wanted to give away his baby hamesters so ask me to help them find new owners n finally teck hiang wanted to keep 3 of them in his office so i had to be e middle man for them lor..but who knows in e end my fren could only give me 1 hamester cos he gave e rest away le..hmph..so sorry teck hiang! haha this hamester v cute ah..always stand on 2 legs as though telling us that he wanted us to play with it..n always had this innocent look on it face hahaa but i dun like to play with hamester cos i can't stand the tickle feeling when it crawled on ur palm..This hamester v big shot wor cos my whole family send it off to teck hiang house at tamp ah haha cos initially i wanted to ask yy drive me to tamp n pass to teck hiang but who knows my dad car spoilt so no choice n ask my dad drive his other car hahaa n this starfish is named by teck hiang cos of a reason behind which is a long story hahaa but of course it related to me la wahahaa :) n teck hiang compalined that it was dirty n hungry n thirsty when i passed to him!! hey i really got feed it with food n water leh..haha anyway i know this starfish will be in gd hands now! hey take gd care of it k :)

hmm went out shopping with jessie on last sat..so long nv meet up with her liao..but v qiao cos i saw her twice at jurong interchange mrt platform when we r changing train..saw christina too(she at SIM now)..but that day i was damn tired cos slept v late at nite thus din really shop with her n she v pro ah like guards patrol the shopping mall ah..she walked v fast n din really went to any shops until she went espirit n brought a t-shirt!but anyway glad to meet up with her..catch up with a soon agian :)hmm went out with dear for shopping at orchard too on mon cos he took off to pei me..we haven gone out for damn long le..so in e end we went watch "the 40 yr old virgin" it was a damn funny..a movie to recommend!haha den we went to the new foodcourt at wisma n ate hokkien mee..It was wrap up in banana leaves(that wat i think) haha n it yummy..c it looks yummy rite??

wa been damn long since i've last blog..been so busy with quizzes n project..hmm went for a hair cut a few wks ago at Storm @ JP with shirin. THe hairstylist keep insisting that my hair was v dry n wanted me to go for hair treatment n purchased their products but of course i dun wan la..well, my hair was abit dry cos i had dye n rebond my hair n went for swimming too but it wasn't that bad as wat the person had said haha think they just wana boast their sales.

C my hair become so short!!(haha as compared to my previous la) n my fringe had dropped!!

this wk v suay lor..went for tech comm n our tutor give us 1 hr to discuss our projects but who knows only me n another guy came, e other 3 were absent thus we can't do anything also..aft which when i was on my way home it started to rain once i reach Khatib..mum n dad can't come fetch me so i took e train back to yishun to took bus home..but who knows the rain was getting heavier n heavier ah n while standing on the platform waiting for train, e wind blows so strongly n e rain 'splash' in so i was damn wet la..n so cold lor..n in e end (i also duno y)i board the wrong train n went to yio chu kang instead..damn suay lor n it is quite far between khatib n yio chu kang la..n when finally i reach interchange i had to wait so long for the bus so in e end i end up reaching home 1 hr later!!!den yday while i was washing my contact lens, one of my lens tore so that goes my contact lens..went to make a new pair today n i decide to change to monthly lens at $110 per yr..actually wanted to have daily lens but it $80 per mth so not worth it ah since i wore it everyday..but lucky for this wk yy still got one pathetic nights off lor cos he everyday also so busy n even if he free he also can't boook out often cos he say others ppl will say him de!!!wat logic is that??officers aft going thu so much suppose to have all these privileges ma,,den e rest of e officers who lived far fr camp n dun wan to book out den that their prob ma, y muz they say other pple leh?they can't book out doesn't mean others can't ma..as for sergents, ur can't expect to have the same advantages as officers, den y muz ur care if an officer gets to book out often?hai army is so damn weird!!!but anyway i can only grumble here cos there nothing i can do also n neither there an explanation too...but still glad that dear came to meet me for dinner at cck..went to pizza hut n was so damn full lor..hai so sad lor dear only can book out on sat nite cos he on duty again..den hav to book in on sun nite again!!!haiz..wat life is this??? :(

This wk is full of projects n projects..really so sick of it..previously got some prob with our group mates n even out tutor could sense it without us saying anything..but everything is so called "alright" now since they are more cooperativfe n doing their work. hopefully everything will be ok..been so busy this wk that i hardly contact yy cos he was equally busy too!hmm has my tolerance n understanding level up?really duno :( cos i hardly lose my temper or quarrel with yy nowadays over matters such as his busy schedule etc le n my "daddy" also say i seldom whine to him now le hahaha so i've improved le..n he say shirin's behaviour was just like me in e past..wahaa hmm think this is part n parcel of growing up when u hav a bf in army..n i definitely it not easy n now i totally understand y pple always advice us not to hav bf in army!haaha this is call zhong yan ni er..oops hmm but i think it got its pros n cons cos at least i've go thru this phrase of my life which not everyone could have it..hahah(sounds so arrogant)wahaha hmm no la, just trying to say that since i've chosen this path so no matter wat i shouldn't give up so easily rite?moreover, i trust n believe in this r/s too! :)honestly speaking, i think this r/s has really strengthen my personality in mnay aspects..though it was really tough n full of tears but now i've come so far, i'm really glad i've managed to overcome all those difficulties!hey dear, if u r readin this..i wana say billion thanks to u for changing me to a better person..without u i dun think i'm able to experience all these n learn to be more appreciative n understanding etc...really glad to have found u..muackz... :)n ya shirin, i know u r able to overcome ur prob ya..let strive on k regardless of studies or r/s or anything ya.. :)

wa i really need rest ah!really super tired le..finally aft all e quizzes i tot i can have more time for rest n catching up on my studies but who know my tech comm project took up so much of my time cos of super "cooperaive" team members!was so "pleased" with them lor for the kind of standard they put in..n somehow duno y our tutor has sensed out there something "wrong" in out grp n thus keep trying to make me n shirin talk..though we tried to avoid e issue but i dun think we can hide it fr her..thus we ack for some time to c if we are able to solve this ourselves..hmm but i'm not v positive abt this la..hai whatever la just hope this project can end soon so that i can return to my studies!! hmm was doing project till v late last fri at jp but at least yy came all e way fr camp to jp to send me home..so swt of him!really din expected this cos he got direct bus fr his camp back to his house ma..hee n that day was our 1 yr 10mth anniversary too :)luv ya lots dear :)hmm aft which we went khatib to hav supper n he took a cab home..when i've reached home,i was suppose to discuss project again n it was already 12 plus midnight le..damn tired la but no choice..but in e end shirin was not feelin well so we cancel it n i fall aslp while chatting with my frens n wake up at 3am to off comp haha so can c how tired i'm lor..den e next morning i was awake at ard 9am n went online discuss with shirin again but half way thru i got to accompany yy to c doc lor cos he had been coughing for quite long le..muz be he pass to me la cos i also keep coughing now le :( haven recovered ah! den i came back at 12 to discuss with shirin agian till 4+pm ah..so tired k!n aft which hav to hurry bath n changed to go for dinner with yy family at JUMBO at east coast..but luckily yy drove there but he had to go fetch his sis n bro so in e end we reach there 2 hrs later lol cos traffic jam la lol..hmm on sun, we went Funan to look at comp n went PS to shop abit aft which he had to book in at 8pm le..haha e fuuny part is we nearly get holland in orchard cos yy driving ma n we duno e routes well so end up making a few turns cos we keep missed e junction..n i was sitting beside him trying to locate e place on e street directory..next time i will be v gd at map reasing liao wahahaa..n ya i asked yy if he will get addicited to driving n wun take train next time but who knows he replied " y dun u say that u will get addicted sitting in the car while i was driving n next time dun wan take public transport n asked me drive u?" haha hmm sounds logical ah..aft which we went dabao nasi lemak at e place behind chong pang(it v famous) n end up hav to queue for 20 mins ah but nv la at least got yy drive me home ma hahaa..brought 2 packets for yy to bring in camp eat n share with his fren..cannot be so selfish ma rite?hahaa ok aft that my dad drive him back to camp..hmm that how my weekend was spend..project..n holland wahaha now gtg for my practical liao..sian ah!!!when can i be more free?hmph..waiting to c dear soon cos he can help me destress ma :)muackz..

hmmm finally my quizzes r over le!think i screw up all la..lol..was really suay la all my papers were damn hard..but anyway it all over le!going study hard for my final yr exams, hope can at least pull up e grades!oh ya i wanted to thanks a few ppl,firstly is shirin cos she lend me her notes so that i can study faster n willing to teach me those math qns..so sorry to bother u ya..next is my buddy teck hiang ask "daddy" wahaha thanks for putting up with all my complaints n whinning ya..n thanks so much for ya concern..i'm feeling better now le..hee hee..n lastly of course my parents who have been taking such gd care of me lor! hmm though my quizzes r over but i still have my project..actually i think that our project is actually quite interestin n we shld be able to do a gd job if everyone is cooperative enough la but sad to mention my grp members..really duno wat to deal with them ah! :( y i always so suay de?really muz go with teck hiang to temple bai bai ah hee hee...hmm actually, i think that if 2 persons r fated, den no matter where they r or how diff their personality r, they still can be v gd n close frenz..as for me, i've close fren of diff characters..some r even real far apart from me but we still maintain gd r/s..really treasure ur guys ya!thanks for making my life so enriching n fruitful yup..thanks lots guys!
hmm ok these r some of e pics i took with my dear classmates..it only 2 photos la nv took much cos we were busy talki, laughin n playing..went for my sec sch class gathering..though not everyone turn up but it stil fun..hmm most of them haven changed at all esp e guys wahaaa but some of e gals have changed..li xia has slim down n become prettier, leslie n jessie haven changed at all still so joyful n jessie is now studying to be a social worker in nus..she one gal i really think who is born with a golden heart ah..always so caring n considerate n helpful..as for jo she still on e look out for guys wahahaa.weini n joanna haved changed in their appearance too..n our dear yi peipei has become a chinese tacher..she studying in nie now..hee she really got e look of teacher ah n as well as the potential la..realised it thru talkin to her on our way to bowling session..hmm ok la i played quite badly for my bowling session haha cos i duno how to play ma..but e guys r quite gd..as for e gals hahaa think our 'chinese teacher' played e best haha dun judge a book by its cover k wahahaa...

this is yi pei n me! does she has e look of a teacher??
this jo (nun ho) n me!wahaha

wa damn fast today already fri le..sch starting soon!hai, been stayin at home to study since tue n i haven finish my studies!i got 3 quizzes next wk n 2 wks later my project is due but we r not progressing!cos our grp members r not cooperative ah..damn pissed off n irritated by them..hai..hope can end this project asap!hmm duno y this few nites i keep having dreams n guess wat?i dream of myself falling in love with another guy.This has been happening for e past 3 nites..wat does it symbolised?n whenever i wake up, i can't rem who is e guy i fall in love with but it definitely not yy..so who is it?are they all e same guy or they r diff guys?this is weird...hai,this hol really sucks..din get to go out,hav to stay at home study hard,din contact with yy..he had been so busy for e past 2 wks that i din meet up with him, he din call me,we din msg at all till late at nite when he going slp den he will send me a msg n tat all..nowadays i realised that my frens know more stuffs abt me den him..even for frens who r in army.i've been takin to them more ofen den i'm talkin to yy..i know he tend to be carried away with his work but this doesn't mean that he can ignore me rite?how would u feel if i'm so preoccupied with my stuff that i ignored u?hai, really duno wat going to happen if this carries on..this wasn't the 1st time n in fact it always been the case..at first, he was in tekong for training for 3 mths(this period wasn't that bad)aft which he posted to OCS for 10 mths training..this period of time is really terrible..their schedule r so packed..aft which he promised life will be alot better aft he commissioned..but wat happened now?he was posted to BMTC as PC, though it wasn't that busy but he is garang la still arranged nite training for his recruits to help them lose weight..i dun blame him la cos that e goal he n his recruits wan to achieve..but he aslo always kana alot of sai kang..so this took up his time also..n for now, he was posted to mandai camp whch was like e times back in ocs..hai, duno whether i'm numb to all these le(have become more independent aft going thru all these) or i just simply dun care cos for this wk when he din contact me, it doesn't affect me so much..but if it in e past, i would be utterly upset..so wat does all these mean?hmm, all these things that i've said is just reflection on my part, it all fr my own view pt..i din had e time n energy to think thru n views e whole stuff fr his perspective..maybe he had another explanation on his part..well, time will tell..as for now,my priority is to study n not think abt all these..sigh....

haiyoyo i'm so BORED!suppose to be studying at home but duno y just can't seem to get my butt on e chair n focus.wat e problem?well, maybe cos i'm too tred or i'm just plain lazy??hai..today sat leh suppose to go out but yy in camp.As for my frenz,lazy to go jio them out.suppose to hav a sec sch gathering today but duno y sudd postpone o next wk..so there goes my plan.suddenly, i felt so guai this wk..it is e last wk of my sch be4 e break n i din went out wor..yday which is e last day of sch n i just went home aft morning lessons..wanted to study again but in e end took a nap n my dear peishan woke me up when she called me to complain abt someone!ahahaa so poor thing la got scolded by someone when she din do anything offensive lor..but all i can say is u suay la oops dun take it too hard ya!i kana more times den u le..sigh...u will get used to it!(sad to say la,but wat can we do rite?)just dun step on her toes so often lor..hhaa but can hear that peishan is really so pissed off la cos she keep complaining n grumble to me wahahaa..hai sian ah..was talkin to my "daddy"(u know who ah)wahhaa yday n he told me that it dun pay well to be a garang soldier in army cos u wll be doing extra stuffs which is not supposed to be in ur job scope but u still get e same pay as others when they chao keng n siam work!This is common in army i assumed cos many ppl have told me this but duno y yy stll so garang leh?really dun understand.think cos he wana achieve those goals that he had set for himself n others?*scratch head* whatever reasons he has, i've no comments cos that his life n future..but i hope this doesn't include sacrificing me ya!hmm maybe this sounds too harsh but whatever it is hope to c sunshine again real soon :) ok, maybe now it really time for studies :)going malaysia tmr with family le..hope e fresh air there can perk me up n change my mood for the better ~^chEers^~

hee dear pass his TP le..he got his driving license le!!so happy for him :)really wished he can pass cos he already so broke le aft paying for his driving lessons!dun wish to c him so hard up on cash..well, he finally got it! but i really admire him to get his license within a few mths cos this mean that he has to fork out so much $ for his drivng within such a short period of time..really independent ah(quoted fr mummy)wahahaa ok,but haizzz got his license le but he had to be confined in camp cos of stupid enlistment la..got to be confined for 2 wks ah..so sad can't meet him n next wk is my break lor!haizzz,well so i shall stay at home brushing up on my studies..he suppose to hav leave next wk lor but who knows they posted him to mandai camp as PC to take their new recruits cos they r specially trained in BMTC ma..this is call e roving team!haha so weird defining army term here lol..but mandai camp is near my house lor so not tat bad but wat e pt if he can't book out rite??lol hmm finally got to meet him for a short dinner today at northpoint lol.cos he has to book in aft that for meeting lol..hope can meet up with him next wk :)

this is e big turtle dear brought for me


this my turtle with a balloon scarf..hahaa

this my turtle carrying 2 bear..wahaaaa..

this me with a balloon bear dear make for me

haha ok we r nuts...dear brought balloon to my house n played..duno y he addicted to it liao aft his recruits taught him how to make it wahahaa..so now he make alot n put in my house so my house is full of balloons now!!!wahahaaa so poor thing ah my turtle..oopS...can't stop laughing when i saw e photos

ok here r some of e funny pic of me n dear..duno y just like to take photos nowadays wahahaa
C he bully me..sob sob :(



acting pathetic...wahahaa