Sunday, March 25, 2007

Hmm yy was busy studying for his quizzes..NTU just love to give the student quiz aft another quiz.Anyway exam coming soon le, which means my frenz n of course yy are not free, which also means i'm going to be free le. Is this a gd or bad thing?Anyway, received a msg from yy which touched me, at least he realised i'm going thru e tough patch with him.Hmm anyway, enough of complaint! hmm watched the movie "music and lyrics" with yy last fri nite, it was a super nice movie, a comedy romance n touching movie. But the impt part is, he had already watched it the nite be4 with his frenz n he knows i'll like this movie so he decides to watch with me again..so nice of him...be4 that i was complaining to my fren that he went watch e movie without me n was planning to watch with my fren next wk..( sorry ya my fren, we can go watch another movie if u dun mind) well, i really got no idea that he booked the ticket online. he just told me to go makan den he drove me to orchard say he wan go buy stuff, but pls la it already 9 plus at nite le, wat else can he buy?most of the shops are already closed..but nvm i still had to follow cos he is the driver ma.ok den he brought me to the cinema, den i tot he will buy either the movie 300 or mr bean but who knows when i saw the ticket it was Music and lyrics. i was shocked and ask him y did he watch it again? i mean it a waste of money ma..ok leo ppl are like tat(according to soo guan)nevertheless, i still enjoyed it..a nice movie to watch :)
hmm i always like to go seletar reservoir at nite to listen to the sounds of the waves, enjoy the cool breeze, chatting, looking at those bikers, admire those beautiful cars, listen to music, looking over the occ golf course.it so relaxing :) but nowadays it getting v crowded there which makes it less plesant now le.....

Monday, March 19, 2007

Been spending e last weekend at home updating my logbook, well cos my prof finally decide to "visit" me on this coming wed! Hope everything goes well :) *pray hard*
Alot of emotions is gushing through my mind nowadays, i got no idea y is this happening. everything just seems to be so out of place..it not suppose to b like this rite??? Actually i got no idea y i'm writing this entry..i got no idea wat this entry suppose to be..haha contridicating! Once i put my msn nick "is there an ans to every qn?", one of my fren ask if i got alot of unsolved qns! haha well, who don't have any unsolved troubles in their life rite?it just a matter of quantity.but if there exist an ans waiting for u to accept, do u have e courage to face it?or simply, just drag n hopefully it will be forgotten as times goes by? Now i realise, alot of things can turn nasty when ones is in anger, disappointment n even thinking so negatively. Does all these happens cos ur heart is ruling over ur mind instead?well...maybe e key word is to forgive which leads to forget n eventually letting go~ a lesson learnt.

Ok i was talking to this fren of mine abt how to classsify frenz..told him my own feeling n he say"u muz had suffered alot" but i din't tell him anything specify..just a very general conclusion on frenz..haha he said wat we feel is wat we had gone through~maybe true to a certain extend.
N the most touching n funnniest part is, he told me "dun worry, i'lll be ur best fren" OMG can u imagine e scene whereby we had gone back to our childhood n i was e little gal whom nobody wan to be fren with, n here comes this little boy who walked over to me n says " dun waun i'll be ur best fren" hahahaa ok he said i think too much liao~ maybe..but i duno y when i heard this, this is e scene i got in my mind.hahaa ok sorry fren i dun mean to laugh ( u now rite?) but i just can't help it keke..but seriously, i'm quite touched to hear such words coming out fr his mouth cos he dun seems to be like e type of person (cos he say he is shy, quiet) but i find he looks dao n yaya type..but i'm wrong abt him..he is not wat he looks like. Well, i ask him y did he say this n he replied " i duno leh, i tot of wanting to do it , so i write down lor"hahaaa...ok this guy nv failes to give me unexpected ans :) Maybe pple do have split personality, he is so diff from reality n in msn~ well cos he say he is shy ma lolz....
Hmm think i had gone thru alot with u..we been thru alot for e past few yrs...all e ups n downs, all our quarrels & arguements, all the time trying not to quarrel with each other, tolerating, all the little things we had done for each other, our laughter, our joy, our sorrow...does this lead to a promising future or a ending?Let time decides ba~~~~

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Welcome Back

woOo..been so long since i last blog..duno y i feel like blogging again!!! well, already been on IA for 10 wks, times flies~~ I'm attached to GES Singapore Pte Ltd (now aka Venture Ges) R&D Dept. I still remember e 1st day when i was suppose to report to GES, was so blur as i also duno who am i suppose to report to.So i waited in e lobby for quite some time be4 a lady came down to "entertain" us. We were told all e rules etc etc den she told me i was attached to R&D..den i was like omg~~R&D was the last place i wan to go as the name say Research & Development!!!neverthless, i got no choice too. Well so i followed this lady (now she is my mentor) to R&D den i got to meet boss n rest of teams. Aft some time, i found R&D not that scary cos i'm in e project team ma hahaa n i got a patience,pretty n helpful mentor, a boss who takes gd care of us and some interesting colleagues. But recently, i seem to get irritated with one of e guy, he is full of himself,complaining complaining and complaining"blah blah blah" n he likes to dig stuff abt other ppl or things which is not related to him.Aft he knows, he will start to comment n comment..n always asking me to do stuff for him..its not that i dun wish to help but there r times whereby i'm really busy n i told him that, well n knows wat he say "U really so busy meh?wat u busy with?Ask u help abit only n u dun wan" OMG wat is this~~ Am i suppose to report everything to u????u r not my boss OK! i respect u as a senior but do u act like one?ok nvm..anyway i try to deter from him else my mouth will start to shoot him~ but sometimes i do feel bad cos well i'm kind of straight forward so usually i will say out be4 i think without realising whether i shld say it anot esp to those ppl i dun really like~~OMG this is really a bad habit!!! will offend ppl without realising~~ but got frens told me that wat they liked abt me~~being real n sincere. Well , there always 2 sides, even a coin has 2 sides too~ tail n head!
Hmm, ok now abt my funny colleagues loh~~hmm got this guy whom i call him (oops cannot say out here else he will kill me), ok let call him doreamo cos he always tell me lame jokes on doreamo lolzz...but my jokes got more standard lor haha..he a super nice guy who always help others. He will offer me breakfast in the morning cos he say i look v blur early in e morning without breakfast~~haha den claimed that his breakfast will give power n energy lolz...wat logic is this???haha nvm~but he is a guy who took care of me, listen to my grumble(cos we got common enemy), make my day happy by acting lame n cute~n he v drama.Well, i told him not to act cute but he say cannot, so i told him e reason y he need to acts~ cos i'm cute ma so he wants to be like me wahaha...anyway, Soo Guan, thanks for everything! ok next person i want to compiment is of course my mentor!! she a lady with strong character, dun like to beg other ppl, patience in teaching me, helpful whenever i encounter problems,willing to share n teach me n a person who take gd care of me. Patricia, Thanks for ur guidance!
Ok e next person i dun wan to talk too much cos he always bully me~always saying i'm sleeping n stoning when i'm really working~always comparing with me whose panda eyes is worse!!this guy is nuts!! n worse he just sitting in front of me :( haha ok la say something gd abt him~~~erm can't think of any leh wahaha ok la basically he a nice guy n a gentleman but tend to get bullied by me too cos i know his secret wahaha..anyway nice having u ard too, Mr Hongwei :)
Ya n got this guy who these words are derived from him~"don't judge a book by its cover" haha he looks super dao ok! haha n so quiet lor that i dun dare talk to him! den one day he ask for my msn, i was liked so damn shocked but nvm i still give la den start talk to him on msn..he so diff la~so lame n talkative ok so i told him that his looks deceived alot of ppl wahaha den u know wat, he told me cos he is shy, well i duno how true this is la haha but anyway nice to know u too "Mr Gentleman"this is wat he claimed!!! hmm basically e colleagues there r nice n it only 10 wks ma, so dun really know everybody well~~
Lastly, How can i forgot my boss rite? hmm heard alot of side stories abt him, but i dun care la, i can't change ppl opinion rite? well, he a gd boss to me, taking gd care of his team, not allowing other ppl to bully his team members n i rem he says "i dun like my ppl to go beg other ppl to do work" he willing to teach me stuff n definitely i learn alot from him.
I'm really blessed to work in this team n company. Hopefully, the next 12 wks will be as gd as well :)