Monday, March 19, 2007

Been spending e last weekend at home updating my logbook, well cos my prof finally decide to "visit" me on this coming wed! Hope everything goes well :) *pray hard*
Alot of emotions is gushing through my mind nowadays, i got no idea y is this happening. everything just seems to be so out of place..it not suppose to b like this rite??? Actually i got no idea y i'm writing this entry..i got no idea wat this entry suppose to be..haha contridicating! Once i put my msn nick "is there an ans to every qn?", one of my fren ask if i got alot of unsolved qns! haha well, who don't have any unsolved troubles in their life rite?it just a matter of quantity.but if there exist an ans waiting for u to accept, do u have e courage to face it?or simply, just drag n hopefully it will be forgotten as times goes by? Now i realise, alot of things can turn nasty when ones is in anger, disappointment n even thinking so negatively. Does all these happens cos ur heart is ruling over ur mind instead?well...maybe e key word is to forgive which leads to forget n eventually letting go~ a lesson learnt.

Ok i was talking to this fren of mine abt how to classsify frenz..told him my own feeling n he say"u muz had suffered alot" but i din't tell him anything specify..just a very general conclusion on frenz..haha he said wat we feel is wat we had gone through~maybe true to a certain extend.
N the most touching n funnniest part is, he told me "dun worry, i'lll be ur best fren" OMG can u imagine e scene whereby we had gone back to our childhood n i was e little gal whom nobody wan to be fren with, n here comes this little boy who walked over to me n says " dun waun i'll be ur best fren" hahahaa ok he said i think too much liao~ maybe..but i duno y when i heard this, this is e scene i got in my mind.hahaa ok sorry fren i dun mean to laugh ( u now rite?) but i just can't help it keke..but seriously, i'm quite touched to hear such words coming out fr his mouth cos he dun seems to be like e type of person (cos he say he is shy, quiet) but i find he looks dao n yaya type..but i'm wrong abt him..he is not wat he looks like. Well, i ask him y did he say this n he replied " i duno leh, i tot of wanting to do it , so i write down lor"hahaaa...ok this guy nv failes to give me unexpected ans :) Maybe pple do have split personality, he is so diff from reality n in msn~ well cos he say he is shy ma lolz....
Hmm think i had gone thru alot with u..we been thru alot for e past few yrs...all e ups n downs, all our quarrels & arguements, all the time trying not to quarrel with each other, tolerating, all the little things we had done for each other, our laughter, our joy, our sorrow...does this lead to a promising future or a ending?Let time decides ba~~~~

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