Ren yao cum ah gua... *vomit*

hmm yy going for e JCC 5day survival course tmr le..den follow by 5 day navigation..lol..which means 10 days of outfield lol..hai sian..wa got so many ca on e wk aft cny..so these 2 wks hav to study le cos i dun wan to study on cny hol!!! lol..so sickening to put e test at tat time lol..
hmm went grandma house last sun to bai bai..so it was like a family gathering lor..den 1 grp of us(me n my cousins)was chatting n laughing throughout e day..talk continuously for 6 hrs plus..wow..haha duno we hav talk so long le lol..aft tat went home bath n went to chinatown with family..my dad brough a new digital camera..hee i can be photographer le!den we saw a ren yao there!! lol e guy wear all black n v sexy wor..den i look up n saw his face! oh my god!!!so er xin..he stil got all e guys features lor..FAILED!!! den he was like parade ard chinatown lor..cos i saw him 4 times there lol..so unlucky!!den he even walked to those few streets whereby there are many stalls selling cny goodies..n e stall owners were lke whistle at him n he can still smiled..lol.. *vomit*

woW sO harDworKing haha

well, done 3 tut today!!can't believe i'm so guai n hardworking now lol...seldom do my tut in uni wan haha..well..nothing to do ma..so guai gua do lor..lol hmm ever since he got back fr outfield yday,we only contact each other thru a few sms, tat all!n now he going for 3D2N navi tmr le lol..aft tat think got e 10 days outfield.. sigh...hmm he said e training there is tough so cant expect much fr him also la..sian!!! miss him....

tHoughTs

hai..so sian..it a long weekend today but i'm so bored..cos he went overseas le!n i can't go out cos sick..lol..had been sleeping alot yday cos i din't went sch..skip all my lectures hahah..today feeling better le but stil v bored!!wanted o study but half way thru felt sleepy le..lol..think due to e cough mixture..den there again i zzzz le...haha
hmm sian..yy went outfield again le..today den come back den aft tat think hav to go outfield again soon!den wil hav e 10 days of outfield...hai..hope 3wks wil pass fast fast..well, my fren came to know abt yy gong overseA den she say she was surprised on how i manage all these!den i was saying i've no choice ma..just hav to endure n be understanding..hmm her bf also wished to go ocs de when she heard abt how life an ocs cadet had to go thru she hope tat her bf wun go ocs hahaa she v funny!it a person's dreams ma, we cannot asked others to give up on their dreams just to satisfy our own selfishness ma..but hope she just joking la..she always a supportive gf ma..hmm actually be4 yy haven went ocs..his sis had already asked me regarding this issue..asked me if i will allow yy to go ocs if he can make it..well, ur noe my ans rite?haha den i noe yy also got this concern but he dint ask me drectly,, mayb he duno how so i hav t tell him myself(haiyo always like tat de)well, i told him i'll encourage him to go ahead with his dreams..i think life will be full of regrets n disappointment if we do not hav any dreams or we are prevented fr achieving our dreams..a dream is a strong motivating force tat keeps a person going n brings life n happiness to a person..so i dun wan to be tat obstacle tat keeps him away fr his dreams!well, not to say i'm v wei da or watever..but cos if now e situation turns ard n i'm e one wo wans to pursue my dream..i dun wan anybody to stop me from doing tat or i will feel miserable..n i believe tat he wun do tat to me too..so i can't be so selfish ma..anyway we are also fine now!moreover, i'm not e only person who r doin tat..there r also dozens of gals out there whose bf are in army too..n they are also doing fine ma..so there really noting much to worry abt..to quote yy words "if it meant to be urs, no matter wat,eventually it wil stil be urs..if not..even if ur r together every moments, e heart mayb somewhere else n eventualy she/he wil stil choose to leave u" so i believe in fate..haa maybe kana influenced by him...but this doesn't mean tat we dun be committed in e r/s la....anyway waiting for ya return :P

SaD

hmm just got back fr yy house..he wil be leaving for brunei in an hr..actually wanted to spend some pte moments wif him today but he had to stayed at home for dinner with his family so i had to go along too..but nvm la at least he treated me to swenson for lunch aft my sch..well was feeling so sad now but stil hav to control my tears when i'm with him..dun wana to pressurised him or make both of us feel worse!but eventually aft i left my tears juz drop....well he say i'm quite a strong n independent gal so think he wun worry too much abt me too..anyway, i'm not really worry abt him also cos i noe he knows his stuff well n is an independent guy whom know how to take care of himself..actually we do not hav to worry abt each other cos we know we wil be alright but we just can't stand e absence of each other..anyway, it time for more studies n own stuff le..just hope everything wil be fine n he wil be able to get his badge(JCC badge if i'm not wrong)..hai this trip wil be mainly outfield all e way..which means no means of contact with him le..lol...n hopefully 3 wks wil pass v v v soon....

injury...

wa yy got injured during his combat training yday..something went into his eyes!n they send him to NUH A&E...got a shocked when he msg me..tot wat happened to him..but aft endless of waiting for his turn..e doc say he was fine aft talkin out e object from his eyes..till now he stil duno wat got into his eyes..but he stil feel pain his eyes so e doc refer him to eye clinic..but lucky nothing serious happened!hmm went causeway point for dinner..i wana eat swenson but i tot woodland dun hav so in e end went eat pasta manai..but it turn out swenson is located on e 2nd level n i didn't saw it!regret leh!lol..aft tat we hang ard my housing estate there..haha den we were both so crazy keep playing n teasing each other..while e night was filled with our laughter n it ends with me fallin aslp in his arms! i'm too tired le aft a day of lectures....lol...but it was soooo windy..n e coldness woke me up..n we headed home!he also needs to rest his eyes..feels loved to be in his arms :)
hmm he went for his ocs platoon chalet today n wil only be back on sat!so sad left me alone..lol..but i rejected him when he ask me go with him..cos i need to do my tut n was not feeling too..lol..well i managed to finish most of my tut but get v sian le so here i'm online chatting with fren n as well to blog..he v bad ah was busy bbq den nv msg me til late at nite..n was bowling somemore now..lol..anyway he will be leaving for brunei on mon nite..so we only left weekend to be together..lol..was sad but hopefully can enjoy e times together these 2 days...

ScH staRts

hmm this wk is e 2nd wk of study le..well, went sentosa to watch e music fountain last fri aft my sch..was feeling down last wk n was surprised tat yy brought me there..well it was nice n beautful..aft that went to palawan beach n cross e bridge there to e opposite side..n we had our dinner there..hmm we stayed there for ard an hr n i started to feel cold..it was so wndy..but tat yy dun wan to leave n i had to drag him off..lol..well had my 1st tut for this sem on mon n i as late for 20 min..was so pai seh when i walked into e class lol..aft that had my chem tut but e tutor didn't turn up(until today dey they post online tat tut start next wk)lol bth waste my time..but i saw another fren of mine in e class also..i duno him but just recognised his looks..n i was surprised tat he knew my name..well we chatted n decided to leave aft half an hour..lol..at first i find him dao when he was in my class last sem but aft talking to him..he was actually a nice n friendly guy..so the statement of dun judge a person by the looks is always true haha..

:(

hmm this e 1st wk of sch..so sian!anyway i skip many lect n only went sch for 3 days..lol..hmm was deciding if i shld quit eng n go sim study..actually i've decided to go sim but my dad disagree..he insist tat i shld get a local uni degree..tat e main priority...but i dun like eng! he say pple wan get into local uni also cannot n now i'm giving up this chance lol..wat so gd abt havin a degree tat i dun like?anyway i dun hav any choices now..he e one payin for my sch fees n wat can i do..can't expect me to disobey him rite?moreover, my relatives all against me on switching to sim..this is e pressure tat i can't withstand...
hai was feeling moody these few days, n even throw my temper on yy..but i dun mean it..cos i need some1 to talk to but he was always not ard..n when i was able to talk to him he was jokin all e way..i know he tryin to lighten e atmosphere but i'm seriously not in e mood to do so..tat y it end up both of us getting upset..
anyway, i'll try to study hard in eng :(

nEw yr eVe

hmm today was new yr eve..or i shld say is yday cos now already 2am le..well suppose to go countdown de but i'm already at home at 12 pluse le..at 12am..i was walkin home with yy..he just came back fr outfield so was v tired due to lack of slp..so in e end we din go anywhere but just went for dinner!was disappointed but expected it also..mayb i shld be more persistent n drag him out to countdown wif fren lol but forget it la..he was already fallin aslp when i'm talking to him let alone go countdown..lol..feelin sad but lucky got my buddy to cheer me up..he say new yr shldn't be so chou mei ku lian hahah so in e end i earn another treats fr him haha anyway, thanks ya buddy :P