life is so boring, stress n tired..everyday only managed to get that few hourse of slp..this is so unlike Huimin la..but wat to do?? sch life had changed my life style..everyday is just lect, tut, lab n trying to catch up with tut..oh my god..n now it already wk 6 le!!! time really flies...but i'm glad to have dear eating lunch with me..n well only fri is our early day so for the past few wks we had been going out..went bowling, pool,steamboat at marina bay..sort of weird for 2 ppl to eat steamboat..next time shld ask more ppl..den can eat longer n not become full so easily..oh ya congrat my dear yani for passing her supervisor test..she so smart, got 98/100!! N aft the test she called me to share this joy with me n the process of the test.haha it so damn funny..the tester was her fren n when takin the practical test she had to serve the customer n the tester will stand ard n judge her..but she nv realised that the tester suddenly came over n ask her to recommnd wat to buy for her niece..well, as she tot the tester was just playin with her so she entertain her haha den in e end the tester say "cut" den she realised she was actually takin the practical test with the tester imposed as a customer..haha but anyway gal..really feel happy for u :) n thanks for ur treat..alwaYS enjoy our gathering..think starbucks had become our usual hangout ah?haha n ya we muz go for a trip together ya?

ok next wk i'm going to have 2 quiz..n got to finish up on my elective project..so no time for play le..study hard!! lookin forward to the break :)

wooh..been like 2 mths nv update!! really been v v busy ah..ok firstly i would like to say a big thank you to those who attended my 21st bday party..thanks guys for giving me such a memorable n swt 21st :)hee n wana thanks dad for sponsoring my bday, my family esp mummy n dear for helping me with all the preparation.thanks thanks thanks :)oh ya n we took so many photos hee shall upload soon..stay tune :)

hmm sch was v hectic now..my days r damn damm super long..so tired from all the lectures, catching up with tuts etc..but luckily got dear keep pushing n urging me to study! thanks so much..or else think i'll just rot at home n slack haha..but this sem i became more independent le..duno whether it a gd sign or wat?well, life still had to go on n i know i can't afford to sacrifice my studies anymore..buck up gal!!!

ok enough of my work le..too tired to update so much!!! hmm ok i went mervyn 21st bday party at coasta sands last wk..i saw this big big micky balloon at the entrance welcoming the guests..so nice!!!hhaa n weiling was suggestin i buy 1 mickey n minnie for my bday chalet too..well can consider la haha

me n weiling with mickey hee hee

hmm ok last sun was my cousin house warming..so i got to c my little cherry..she looked so diff now..baby change alot just within 3 mths time..hee hee..so cute!!

little cherry!

ok that all le..so tired..today is subject registration..so i took off..n been updating the whole afternoon!! ok my timetable was ok la..as usual damn long days! haiz..ok hope my frens will be able to get the same timetable as me lor..been so busy with my work that i've no time for my frenz...sigh..ok ppl..i'll be workin at suntec atrium from now till 1st july den followed by bugis(outside seiyu) till 6 july..tired!!!! will be back soon :)

hee me n uncle gay!!! he looked so much younger now..haha..

hee n n dear slackin at the fountain..so tired..leg v suan!! n ya duno y they keep usin this" don't worry, no sugar" this is from the pepsi avderisment so whenever i say leg v suan they will say "add sugar lor" whahaha :)

oh ya we keep giving ppl we dun like nick names..haha so taka got 3 "lao chu nu" cos they v irritatin ma..haha the first lao chu nu is the taka management ppl..always come down to talkin hall in the morning to complain this complain that..e 2nd is call lao lao chu nu = lao square( cos lao to the power of 2 ma)haha also another complain queen..the third is lao lao lao chu nu = lao cube(to the power 3) haha she is one of the guards la..always pull long face n loved to complain..we r on better terms to the others guards..haha n we also played the age guessing game..haha all the guys were guessed to be older than their real age..n they said i'm, the youngest haha all of them guessed my age as 19 lol...n now all of them know i need to slp alot so call me piggy now..n i'm always the slowest to finish my food..duno how they eat lor..they dun seem to chew lor think they just swallow haha..n i'm always hungry haha n say i look like ah lian now..so now uncle gay call me ah lian piggy n the gals call me xiao mei mei..lol..wa lao they younger den me lor!!!


n ya was cheated by my supervisor to go bugis seiyu to print price tags..we tot it was v easy de..jsut go down n tell uncle wat price tags we wan n they will do for us...but who knows??? we got to diy k!! got to key in e code n price into the comp n the printer next to it will print out the tags..n i got to sit there n roll up all the price tags k..n u noe how many tags we printed??? 24 000 lor...wa lao spend 2 hrs plus there ah...but gd la at least i experience be4..

this is the cow aka giraffe haah cos some of us say it cow while others say it giraffe hah ok we were so bored that we found this in our wagon(some customer take it from else where n left behind)so we end up playin with it hahaa n took fox kids clothes to let it wear ahah..

hah this is duno wat face ah..dog? hha this is durin our lunch break aft we finished eating sliced fish bee hoon den the left over was make into this face..haha


these r the 3 guys standin ard doing nothing..acting "dao"haha they r teck hiang( uncle gay), zheng da n yy(PRO~public relations officer) haha ok teck hiang look older with his spec n hair not done so we call him uncle(he same age as me)haha aft that he cannot stand us le so he wear contact lens n gel his hair hahha but aft shirin came back from phuket she saw his new image, she say he looked liked gay haahhah so i named him uncle gay..lol..as for yy he the person who do PR lor..he the 1st to make fren with all the cashiers n guards which in e end make our life easier..so while workin at taka we know all the cashiers n guards, so anythin they will inform us so that we will not kana complained!! haha so we din had complaints at all!!!


this is yani(from the fox) N me!! she a v nice gal to hang ard with..miss u gal..but i'll c u ard at suntec atrium this wk too hee..oh ya guess her age???she 22 lor..can't believe it lor that she older den me...

hmm finally my dip had come to the end..so it hols time but i still got to work..no income ah!!! so immediately aft my dip competition, i got to rush down to work as promoter for U2/G2000 at taka talkin hall..it was real fun there..think we were paid to stand ard lookin impt haha..ok of course we got do our tasks la..but cos it clearance sale so all the clothes were so messy la..even when we had folded the clothes, aft a while it would be messy again!!!ok here r the pics..

c so messy rite???

this is the neatly folded clothes by us..c the diff??

haha actually the best of the job is i'm able to earn money haha no la jk :) ok we make so many new frens over there..cos beside U2/G2000, there still got nike sale n fox sale which is just beside us..n we were all standin ard chatting with each other..haha..n for the closing we need to fold the clothes nicely be4 we can go home but it not possible to fold all so we only fold the 1st layer n beneath is all messy ahah..we learnt this trick from experience n we taught the fox ppl to do that ahha ok actually i still got alot to update but can't possibly write everything down haiz..ok pic time again..i loved to take photos! :)

stupid dear with the qian bian look haha :)

ok this is the hardware ppl


this is the software ppl

Aft 5 wks of hard work..we managed to bring 2 grps of ppl together presenting to u our Dip 027 Wireless Home Automation :)


finally this is our grp photo taken during prize presentation :)well done guys!!!

ok more photos!!

me n shirin honey
oh ya the 4 of us got nick names..i'm dear,shirin is honey,peishan is bunny n jenn is darling ahah ok we r nuts!! n jenn call the 3 of us her DHB haha


our dip grp photos with our profs..


the 4 of us..dear,bunny,honey n darling with our dip project :)


c jenn was laughing at prof soo when we asked him to wear the jersey haha..den still got 2 ears on prof soo ahah no la they were pic pasted on the notice boards by the next team so so it was the angle la..haha i'm a gd photographer rite?heehee



hee the grp photos with our 2 prof wearin the jersey..haha they were so "on" la..when we requested they just slip on the jersey n took photos with us :)


my darlin jennifier n me! :)

UPDATES UPDATES!!ok been really v busy nowadays..ok firstly, we got THIRD for our dip!!! hee hee so happy..actually we din expect this also..cos our grp din had enought time to finish our presentation n was cut off by the timer..so we kind of expect to be 3rd or 4th out of the 6 teams that went into final..ok we were so happy when the results was released, all of us were screamin away haha..esp when the fourth winner was announced n it was not us which means we were in the top 3!!!haha ok all these were made possible with everyone contribution! thanks guys! ur really make a wonderful mermories for my second yr in EEE..ok here i wana special thanks to my dear grp mates..jennifier, shirin n peishan..ur really brighten up my dip days..n thanks jenn for sharing ur knowledge with me..u r really a person who is worth dependin on *hugs* ok now is photo time :)

these r the 3 pretty gals in my grp~yih shy, evelyn n vivian


this is our model house!our hardware component


yih shy n Me :)


hee c our jersey! so nice rite?haha..we are the only grp that wore casual clothing..the rest of the 5 grps were all in formal wear..so we were unique n outstanding haha


agnes, me n shirin :)

hmm dear was offered a part time job at holland village for 1 wk..it is to promote electrical appliances..hmm went to find him for dinner..but i got lost at holland village so in e end to save time i took a cab to his workin place which is at jelita..hmm had dinner at pizza hut n by the time we finished it was already 9 plus le so we headed home..hmmm went for the food exhibition at expo yday..it was so crowded lor..keep kana push by ppl..but we ate alot of yummy food like shark fins,3 treasure tonic soups,taiwan choc milk snow ice..etc..etc..din take photos cos too busy eating ah haha..hmm but mostly the stalls there r selling ready packed food n various kinds of sauces..this is the 1st time dear went for food exhibition so when he reached he was liked"oh so it is like that"haha hee had a long chatting session with dear throughout the nite till we fall aslp..poor dear had to go work the next morning..thanks dear for always being there for me n not forcing me to do stuffs that i dun wan to do..thanks for respecting my decisons ya!love u lots :)

hee this entry is abt 2 lovely babies n a cutie little gal..

this is jie yin..but we call her cherry cos her mum loved to eat cherry when she was pregnant! oh ya this gal is my beloved niece~this is the photo of her when she full mth..she is now 2 mth plus old le but din get to c her cos been v busy with my work so no time to visit her..hope to c her soon :)




this is Donn~ he is dear's nephew..he is ard 6 mths old now..he so cute n adorable but v naughty n attention seeker..n cries n scream v loud n high pitch too..lol..sometimes really bth him ah..look at his new hairstyle!haha


this is siting~dear's niece..this is the photo when she was less than 1 yr old

this is dear with siting :)

me with siting..haha n when u ask her who is prettier in the photo she will point to herself n say siting prettier haha she v ai mei! :)


haha she knows how to pose k :)

haha she eating secretly cos her mum dun allow her to eat..so we brought her to playground n buy ice cream for her lol well all kids loves ice cream ma..it ok to eat once in awhile ma..n we played at the playground for a few hrs n still had to coax her to go home lol she can count 1 to 10 in malay! haha n cos i'm older den her by 20 yrs so they say cannot called me jie jie but when they tried to correct her,she refused n insist calling me jie jie haha..haha well i look young ma oops!hee i got lots more photos on them but not going to upload all la..lol..kids r sweetie,cutie...

hmm went skating with dear at east coast park last weekend..hmm both of us were rusty le cos been v long since i last skate..lol..so in the end i fall down 3 times lor..the 1st was going down a slope den i was holding to his hand but he skate faster den me so in e end we were not in pace,den i tried to pull him back n i lost my balance..lol..n this happens at the side of the road..so many cars were passing by lor..but the thing is i din get up immediately cos i was laughing when i fell to the ground so end up sitting on the floor n laugh..lol..the 2nd n 3rd time it was also due to diff in pace..ok i'm slower la..but dear wasn't v gd at skating also so he din manage to catch me when i'm losing balance..so i fall again n similarly i was laughin n scolding dear when sitting on the ground haha..ok that was embrassing..but nvm la we had fun..hmm aft which we went kenny roger for dinner!


haha since we brought a half chicken meal so dear take a plate for me so that he can put the cutted meat on my plate..haha i'm lazy to cut myself..so it looks like i'm the kid there lor waiting for daddy to cut food for me oops!!

Aft the meal, there a performance by rock bands just outside the stretch of restraunts there..so we stood there n watch..some r just so cool..n i saw my senior performing! wow~

ok it time to go back! n guess wat we lost our way driving back..lol..we existed fr ECP(city) but there no exist to CTE..so in e end, we holland n since we forgot to bring out the road directory, we had no idea how to go so we just went straight!!so in e end we drove all the way to NUS there n went to queentown n the worse we went back to east coast again haha so in e end we went to tampinese n take TPE back home..was so tired from all the HOLLAND la..poor dear had to drive for so long think he will be more tired n pek chey den me la hhaa but i couldn't help laughing when aft 1 big round we went back to sq 1 again haha cos we had to take roads that look similiar to us ma so aft all the turning we reached east coast agian!!haha so i was laughin all the way..n so finally we took like nearly 2 hrs to reach home haha..n poor me got blue back on my leg!!my ankle was so tired the next day!!

hmm the next day, we were cooking at home!ok i wasn't interested in cooking in the past but dear keep psycho me to learn n now it become our interest le..


this is the dumplin soup!


this is the tofu with fish paste~this is so easy to cook..but taste nice :)


this is the chilli sotong..

ok this 3 dishes r v easy to cook..can cook in less tahn an hour but they taste nice!but dear had to leave early to book in so end up i do all the washing,clearing n mopping the floor..thanks dear ah!! hmph...

hmm here r some of the photos of my dip..hmm me n shirin went down to yy's dad factory to make the acrylic house at eunos!!thanks uncle for helping us buy all the stuffs, the acrylic, the glue etc...n thanks for the workers there for helping us cut the acrylic n drill holes..n thanks yy for being the middle man haha





this our acrylic house!!got a hard time trying to glue the pieces of acrylic together cos we had to hold them in place until they r firmly glue together~seems like doing yoga :)

ok will update more photos soon!stay tune :)

hmm 3 wks of my dip is gone~ time flies..another 2 wks n it e end!!hmm so far so gd..haha our project is progressing well n we got off yday..yeah!hmm we will finish the final product by next wk n proceed to the preparation for the competition n report! hmm learnt quite alot from this dip..esp from our gp leader~jennifier~thanks gal for sharing ur knowledge with us n being so patience..oh ya she also our "mummy" haha it not due to appearance but her char..she always the one directing us n she called us "babies".hmm the 3 babies r me, shirin n pei shan haha..hmm think we r trapped in the lab for too long le den we end up callin each other mushy names...jennifier(darling), shirin(honey),pei shan(bunny) n me (dear)..haha but dip is only fun with u guys ard..thanks for lighting up my days in sch :)n the 4 of us have the tendency to talk n laugh v loud, we are crappy, lame and meanie oops!!!but that is fun la..love u gals lots..muacks :)haha ok some photo session~


dip grp mates :)


see how vivien hugs pei shan haha


wow c pei shan rebonded her hair..gal u r looking gd :)


haha that shirin n jennifier...shirin was sitting on jennifier's lap k!! cos we were sitting on the upper deck of the bus 170 but shirin had no seat haha n we were talkin n laughing so loudly abt some gross stuffs so i think all the passengers near us were listening la oops..our conversation was more interesting den the tv mobile lor hhaa


hmm we were at marina eating steamboat with yy on 1 of the days aft out dip..be4 that we went bowling n arcade!had so much fun there..n the 3 of us were screaming n shouting like crazy gals..poor dear had to tolerate us haha..but think u r used to it la..hee n thanks for being our cook when we were eating ya haha :)cos we dun dare to eat the food cooked by pei shan hha oops

i'm so bored bored bored!!!!!! parent n bros went malaysia..i'm alone at home :( yy came over to accompany in the afternoon but got to take book in during evening..his stupid oc la..but anyway he going ord real soon!!!haha..waited 2 yr plus for this day k..ok this piggy yy says he was tired when he reached bung so he going slp liao..wa lao!!! i'm so bored la den u going slp!!! lol ok la, he did try to talk to me but whenever i dun hear any reply fr him, i noe he was tired n SLEEPING!! so i got no choice but to let him zzzz..so here i'm blogging for the sake of blogging haha..ok will update real soon..got some pics too..since i'm so bored now, y dun i update now???lol but i got to slp le cos tmr morning dip again!!!

ok this entry is going to be v sucks!!!! we got this gal whom pei shan call her poo poo n jennifier call her boo boo haha well , ok she really like a time bomb to us lor..seeing her so lonely, we tried to engage her into our grp n being nice to her so we treated her as our own ppl n yet she can betray us!!! wat the meaning of this man?????i dun think we deserve this kind of treatment rite???if u like the other grps so much u can just jolly go ahead with it n joined them..i noe u prefer guys but that doesn't give u the authority to backstab us rite??? well, this sickening poo poo or boo boo or whatever shit i'm going to call her..i just dun care!!our grp were just having some different opinions fr the guys so we were just discussing it n trying to bring our ideas forward to let the guys know our pt of view n this sickening person just went ahead alone to told the guys we had misunderstandings abt them, thus results in the guys asking for a thrashing session but in e 1st place that is no conflicts or whatever between us,it just a difference in opinions, n that all k..so she created a conflict out of nothing! n worse is we wun noe wat exactly she had told the others grp!!! she could just distort the facts rite???oh man we shared so mnay stuffs with her n this wat she returns to us???"THANKS SO MUCH LOR" n throughout the whole session i could feels that all eyes were on me as though they were targeting me but in e end the 4 of us in the grp came to talk abt it n all of us realised that those eyes were all on us..they were just referring n targeting us!! wa lao we din do anything wrong k..we also hope to bond with ur n have a better understanding of each other but r ur opening up urselves????so now we were so dammed pissed irritated angry disappointed sickening idiotic abt her, so we duno how to face her..do we still had to smile at her? that equally as fake as her rite???or shld we just treat her as transparent???however 1 thing for sure, we r not going to share our personal feelings to her anymore just in case she used it as a weapon against us????oh well, even if u r so nice to help clear our doubts but shldn't at least have the basic courtesy to inform us n we couldn't just go with u n talked to the rest rite???do u really duno wat happening?r u really that sotong?oru just simply wanted to create something out of nothing by backstab us????but wat do u hve to gain fr it?friends r for support not betrayal k...

hmm project had started for 1 wk le..last wk was kind of sucks..now getting better le :)well basically last wk our products were not in yet so we can't do much, thus we left sch quite early..so i've been keep going out lol..went out with dear n frenz, went with shirin n pei shan to marina for steamboat, bowling n arcade..we were nuts laughing all the way n screaming when we were in arcade..well, laughter, lameness n crap always follow the 3 of us no matter where we are!! it kind of lighten up the forever deadly atmosphere in sch!! but (to pei shan)ur jokes r super super super lame k..wahaha wahah waah :)n ya i got such a embarrassing thing that happen to me k..while the 3 of us were on 179..our dear sweetener(which pei shan calls herself haha) decided to went up to the upper deck so we followed n the bus driver was so reckless so as i was holding my hp n wallet with my right hand thus only my left hand is available..so when the uncle was negotiating a sharp bend,i couldn't hold on the the pole so i swerved with it n in e end found myself falling onto a guy who was sitting down alone..luckily he hold me or i will just fall onto the ground..but i was so pai seh la nearly sat on his laps lor..den i was laughin all e way n quickly apologise n get up..oh man so embarrassed!den our dear shirin was standin behind me trying to maintain her balance n laughing at me! n the sweetener is worse k..sat on the last row n keep laughinh without lending me a hand????? wa lao..n worse shirin say till so loud that "it so wasted he not gd lookin"but anyway really muz thank the guy for helping me :)

Exams r finally over..but i'm not happy abt it..duno y..or maybe i shld say i'm just relieved that it over..but not to e extent of enjoying it.that really weird!!!hmm went to work the next day aft my last paper(abit too hardworking)but well, maybe i feel better if i think of it for the sake of $ :(
hmm was listening to the song "forever love" on car just now..hmmm does forever love really exists???if it does, who will be the lucky ones to enjoy it???wat does forever love means??is it really true love?or it just words coming out fr ones mouth which doesn't even go thru the heart nor the brain..it just words of entertainment?actually sometimes i'm puzzled with the word L.O.V.E, wat is the real definitation?it could be the feeling btw many diff grps of ppl, but wat is this feeling??is it really a blessing to be loved by someone or to love someone?many ppl r eager to obtained this 'love' but once they obtained it, will they treasure it?or took it for granted?love could make lighten ones day but it could also end a person day..den wat is it for???haiz...
well i duno y i sudd got the urge to blog this..feeling kind of weird now..a mixed feeling..n tmr is the start of my DIP...which makes it worse..ok i need my own personal time..i need someone who is considerate n sensitive to my feelings..that isn't overboard rite?or shld i change my focus away from u?n not demanding anything fr u at all..shld i really believe everything u say?pls spare a tot for my feeling can?haiz..now i miss my frenz..miss all the jokes n laughter we used to share

Hope i can recover faster...or i'll be so tired n can't study le..well bascially had flung 2 papers le :(

3 papers down..4 more to go..sucks!this means 2 more wks to end of exam..last time i used to anticipate the end of exam but now it doesn't make any diff to me cos i'll be having 5 wks of project..this means having to stay in sch for the whole day for 5 wks..really sucks!! hmm some of my frens are going overseas during the june hol for exchange program..so envy!!but i can't go cos no $ ah..n now there extra places for hongkong but they say hongkong cultural is quite similiar to singapore so not worth the $ to go..so i shall give up! so i had to work in june to support myself le..hol is great but it sucks when u r deny of any allowances!!well, this is 1 way that my parent trained our independence :)at least i noe the basic logic that we shld work for wat we want!! last time i used to complain abt no allowance during the hol but upon seeing dear working hard for his allowances n even when he was broke he will nv ask his parents for $ make me realised that we cannot always rely on our parents. we had grown up n shld be responsible for ourselves..work for wat u want!!!! :)

oh my god..exams in 2 wks time!! but i'm still here blogging..had wasted these few days..din study much..just can't put my butt on the chair n study..can't focused..oh man i need to be more discipline!!!wat shld i do?/exams are here..n i could feel the urge to study but i just can't focused..haiz...ok i got to go for my cousin's baby full month celebration le..the baby is so adorable :)
PS: another day wasted!! :(

oh my god..i'm so blur n forgetful nowadays! just got too many stuffs to take care of..firstly is of course the forever mugging period is here again :( secondly, i think there some communication breakdown for my project..the so called group leader din specify clearly wat she wants us to do n end up we gave her the wrong stuffs.sometimes i just feel that she abit attitude n demanding! thirdly, my family is doing a 'gong teck' for my deceased grandpa n ancestors n relatives on this coming weekend..we will be so busy on these 3 days cos got alot of preparation stuffs n praying..n now duno y yday my younger bro heartbeat suddenly keep beating v fast n was sent to kk hospital.His condition was stablised but still had to go c a specialist 2 wks later for a detailed checkup..hope there nothing wrong with him.it was so scary, his hearbeat was 200 per min n was in this state for a few hours be4 sending him to hospital. thanks goodness he was ok now.

hmm yy was off 2wks ago but last wk he went work for 3 days n now he will be working for 2 wks everyday be4 he has to go back camp to help out..during his army, i could only c him on weekend n sometimes din even get to c him.somemore his weekend had to be shared between his family n me. aft waiting for 2 years,when he started to clear his off be4 ord, he went to work le. he say he wanted to earn more money for the future. well, i've no objection against this n was supportive too but some how u just feels that is this wat i wanted aft waited for 2 years?well, though we r together but we still having different life on our own..we r not like some couples whose lives r integrated together..whatever they do the other half was always their 1st priority.well, i duno which is the perfect! maybe there isn't perfect in the real world or we r just not satisfied with the so called perfect in our life thus we always think that perfect is always so far away from us!!

N now, for the gong teck yy couldn't offer his help cos he working n his supervisor say not enough ppl so ask him to work on sat for full day.den he keep askin me if his help was needed but i duno ma..how i know wat we had to do on that day..we just had to do wat the adults told us to do on that day ma..so i ask my parent but they duno also ma..well, if u wan to work den just go ahead k, as u had said it doesn't matter if u were there anot,since we had so many ppl in the family. it just so sickening to be sandwiched between two groups of ppl or between 2 choices..i really duno wat to do..it not that i dun wan to give u a solution ya :(

Exams coming le!! this mark the end of this semester!! so fast..next sem i'll be in year 3 le..can't imagine i've been in NTU for 3 yrs le..well, the coming hols will be so damn busy..immediately a few days aft my exams i have to start doing my dip project for 5 wks..imagine everyday staying in sch from early in the morning to evening???sianz..this will last till 9th june..den ard 1 wk later i'll be doing my electives for 1 month..provided i can get it la (pray hard that i be able to get it) so that i got lesser modules to take next sem) so this will drag till 27th july..n first wk of aug is the starting of another sem for year 3..wa lao!!! ok enough of complaining le..got to get back to study le :(

Finally most of my quizzes had ended..except for 1 which is 2 wks later..oh my god which means my exam is less than a month time!!! shit la..still got so much work to do..when can i ever put my butt on the chair n start study seriously??? it all brings down to discipline n determination! hmm think i srew up most of my quizzes oops..so stress n tough this sem!!!

hmm ok i hold a party for my bro 16th birthday on 5th march..we planned a steamboat dinner for them..we were so busy planning, buying n preparing stuffs for the party! Mummy cook mee hoon n me n yy cook curry..so yummy!! thanks dear for being my ahmad n helping me with all the stuffs! muackz :) oh ya my bro had invited his gf too..n he was so scared that i would make fun of them so he kept asking me to keep quiet haah well in the end it wasn't me who make him embrassed but his frenz who kept sabo him..so sadz!!! haha

hmm peishan keep asking me y i din update my blog..haha den i replied saying i got nothing much to update so she ask me to write abt her haha haha ok gal now i shall write abt u k wahaha..hmm wat shld i write??? *scratch head* wahah hmm ok la..gal ah..can c that u r really determined to slim down ya..n we can c e effects now le..u had really lost weight liao le..congratulation ya!! :)n muz keep it up k...muz endure..rem our promise??haha..oh ya she told me her face had become smaller cos she only slept for a few hrs..if she slept for v long her face will be bigger..erm i duno wat logic is that???haha well, den i ask her dun sleep for so long lor haha..k la i better stop writing or else i will blurt out everything abt her hahahhaha oops!! take care gal n work hard k..cya in sch :)

ok this entry going to be sucks cos duno y i'm feelin so sucks now! sian!! things were like keep piling up..n there no time to clear everything!!!feel so damn lost, tired or shld it be fatigue, stress,irritated...etc..wat shld i do????muz we really give up the joy of life for the sake of better results n living up to others ppl expectation???den wat is the pt of ur life rite???ok n i skipped sch today again..feel so tired..not feeling well too..when will i ever dun skip lectures????this is getting worse this sem..i really need to buck up now or even when i returned to lect i wun noe wat the hell they talkin abt..shit la!! exams in 6 wks time..haizzz...ok i dislike sch now!!!
hmm n wat the meaning of friendship??someone who u can turn to when u r in trouble or need accompany?n when u no longer need them, u just chuck them aside like rubbish??wat the meaning of this??pple say bonds between fren need time n effort to maintain..but if a friendship just turned stale just because both of us r busy n dun have the time to catch up with each other..den wat is this friendship???i was talking to dear abt this last nite..he say we can't expect ppl to treat us the way we wan them to..ok i agree but at least treat us the way we deserved rite??i feel that i've been treating ppl with kind intention..but how they repay me??n i can"t bring myself to be nasty to ppl..i"ll feel guility aFt that..wat stupid logic is that???dear say this is our faTE..we r born with this trait..wat is this man??? now i duno who is my real frens, who r true to me, who r using me,who r fren who r really in times of need, who can i rely on n turn to n most importantly i dun have a clear mind on wat is a real true n lasting freindship..now i only know there this person who will always be with me in times of needs n accompany n is definitely true to me..thanks dear for being there for me all these times..n sorry if i even throw my temper at u n hurt u in any ways ya!N of course my parent who r always there for me no matter wat happens..ur r great!! :)life is so pathetic..we have so much things to think abt, worried abt,stress abt.

hee HAppy Anniversary Dear..so lucky that u got a medical checkup so u got off again haha..ok duno y sudd got the urge to do something diff so we went to bukit timah hill for treking haaha..i think i had only been there once only..ok so aft changing to proper attire, we went up the slope( which is the only way up, i think so la)hmm it was quite steep ah..den we climb alll the way to the submit..n thanks to dear lor..dun wan to walk the normal road n make me climb all those steps up the slope..n he walked so fast..couldn't catch up with him den end up laughing at me saying i'm unfit..wa lao!!!of course la he active ns men now k..of course physical fitness is better den me la..ok finally we reached the submit..well there nothing much to c lolz..we took a rest there..wooo it was so cooling n windy up there..aft that we proceed back n again thanks to dear..he say dun wan walk the normal way back so he suggested that we walk thru all those paths inside the forest meaning like treking la...it full of steps n slopes..i really duno how many slopes or steps that i had climbed..was so tired la..n once u went in there no way back so we muz continue all the way cos it was stupid to walk all e way back agian ma so as well proceed..we were inside there walkin n climbing for nearly 1 hr..n dear still can say it no kick lol..of course la he went thru OCS leh..been thru overseas jungle survival course leh..wat is bukit timah hill to them?? n ya we saw many monkeys n squirrels..so cute..there this junction where there were many monkeys..ard 10 monkeys gathering ard this slope which we were suppose to go down..haha but i dun dare to walk down ahah so i ask dear to go down 1st..the so cute..having long tails n sitting there lookin at us innocently..(forgot to take photos of them)but as we go down they all disappeared into the trees hee den dear scared me k..there a monkey next to me but i din saw it n he sudd pointed out to me but din tell me wat is it(his face was as though he was caught by surprise)den i turned ard n think the little monkey got scared n run away haha..stupid dear!!hmm only half way thru den i realised those paths we were walkin is actually following along the contour lines..no wonder it took us so long la..but we saw many uncles walkin the same path as us ah..wa they r so fit lor..n worse, half way thru it started to rain..were we like oh my god pls dun rain..so we hurry walked to a shelter or at least to the main road..but lucky it was just a drizzle..ok so i was so tired aft all the walkin n i realised that we had to go down a slope(which we had climbed up initially)though it was going down the slope but it was tired too cos my legs was kind of suan..lol..n we saw many uncles walkin backwards down the slope so we try walkin that way also..haha n ya it was easier lor haha unlces r so smart..yeah we managed to reach the bottom! was so thirsty k cos we din bring any water with us so we hurry go buy drinks..wow 100 plus taste so nice...haha hmm that dear ah everytime wan test my knowledge de..whenever we reached a junction he will asked me look at the map stationed there n ask me decide which is the rite direction n y i choose that haha lucky i'm smart lol..but it fun la at least next time if i got lost i know wat to do abt it ahah..n he tot me alot of insects or plants which r edible or may hurt us cos of the hook etc etc..learned alot of things yday..thanks dear..so memorable to do this on our anniversary whaha

haha took this photo when we r restin..cos nothing to do..n i duno where this place is cos we had walked thru too many tracks le :)

hmm last sun dear went malaysia with my family..we went to eat ba ku teh for breakfast n went to my house to do some cleaning..Aft that, mum called me down to wash car cos i was the one who keep using the car ma..haha n i drag dear with me too haha oops..ok it was easy to wash car but the polishin n wax part is the most tedious..we spent nearly 2 hrs to wax the whole car..our hands were so tired la..but dad car became so shiny..beautiful wor..

c it shines k :)me n dear hardwork haha

haha ok aft which we went out for lunch n went shopping..we reached home ard evening n went to played basketball at the nearby park..well,it been since so long i last played bb so i was thrashed by my bro(he is a bb player lor) n dear..hmph..ok we played for 2hr + n went cycling aft that ahha..Aft a gd bath, we went to the newly open mac for dinner..hmm it was not nice..singapore mac had better quality n quantity..lol..we were so tired aft a whole day of play n work that we almost immediately knocked down when we reached home..but me n dear found out something abt my bro secret haha ok we slept for a few hrs n went back to singapore at ard 2am..reached singapore ard 3+ n slept for only 2 hrs, bro had to go sch, i got to go sch for my dip meeting n dear had to book in..Aft my meeting, i had to wait for the bus to drive us there to Institute of Mental Health..it a visit organised by my elective lecturer to let us have a better understanding on IMH..hmm the tour was quite short but our lecturer had make it possible for us to visit the ward which had no patients la..cos it wun be gd if so many ppl go to the ward n look at those patients rite..wow..the place was like hotel lor..hmm actually the place wasn't as scary as wat we had tot of la..inside IMH u wun know who are the staff, patients n visitors..the patients behave just like any normal ppl except of their illness, we shldn't treat them differently! we shld just treat them as those patients in other hospitals..IMH is no difference fr others hospitals..hmm as for the ward, only the lobby is locked to prevent those patients fr going out n hurt themselves..inside the lobby they r still free to move ard..n there r many facilities for them to use.As for those serious cases,they will just inject them with medicine to calm them down n will just tie their wrist, it was not like the case in movies where they used long white cloths to tie them up..i head fr my lecturer that in the past they will inject a kind of medicine that will greatly reduce the glucose level in the patients to deplete their energy leveln make them faint..so that they wun get too violent n hurt himself or others..but this kind of med may be deadly if too much is injected but luckily they have a new kind of med now..i think ppl shld change their mindset abt IMH cos rumours r just rumours..u shld c it for urself be4 judging it :)

hee last sat..me n dear sudd got the urge to cook something..so we went thru my mummy receipe n decided to cook something for my family haha..went NTUC to buy the ingredients to cook tou fu,chilli fish(which turned out to be more like swt n sour fish cos dear put too much lime le),winter melon with chicken soup, stir fried kang kong and fried meat..haha think we do too much dishes le cos we were so confused abt which dish needs wat ingredients haha den had to keep refering to receipe..lol..next time muz do 1 dish at a time..haha n oh ya initially we wanted to cook rock melon with chicken soup n it need lily bulbs but aft that we decided to change to winter melon since mum just brought it haha but this dish dun require lily bulbs! n duno y our mind keep thinking that we had to put lily bulbs in haha so in e end we got winter melon with chicken n lily bulbs haha we had created a new dish lol well it doesn't taste that bad ahah n my parent love it( me n bro dun like the strong taste of lily bulbs with dried scallops ahha)hmm i dun wan to write all e details down cos it will be so damn long lol..anyway this meal is successful with some help fr mum ahah..n we even cooked dessert..i cooked jelly n dear cooked lily bulbs with rock sugar(so easy la haha) Conclusion..mum say that dear can cook better den me! hmph :(


this aRE e 4 dishes that we had cooked excluding the soup

ok been so long since i've last updated..been so busy with quizzes last wk..though this wk is break but everyday is also packed with stuffs..which means no break at all!!!! haiz..k let me c if there anything interesting to update......
HEE HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DEAR!!! thanks for takin the day off to accompany me..so swt of u :)n thanks for takin the trouble to drive me to sch for my quiz n lab and came back all the way to fetch me again..hmm we went a asian restaurant at marina sq
for dinner n walked over to gelare at suntec for dessert..the waffle! ok was quite full aft that so we went shopping ard that area but got so sian of it so we decided to proceed to east coast..while we were in e car..dear was lookin at e map for directions so i got nothing to do haha den i started to help dad tidy his car..i opened the car compartment in front of me n wanted to put unused stuff in when i realised the compartment is so packed den i realised there a present there..i feel so weird n ask dear wat that thing haha so blur of me..den he say it for me haha ok he meant to give it to me as a surprise but who knows i found it myself haha but i told him i can pretend not to know abt it n he can give it to me again later hahha...hmm he brought me a box of SINS choc..so yummy..ok when we reached east coast..he suddenly opened the car booth n inside was a stalk of flower which he made it himself from paper..at first glance i tot it was real flower! he say he wanted to make the perfect flower so it took him 1 hr to fold n paste to leaves in n wrap it up...hee was so touched by his efforts :) aft which we walked along the beach n chat abt our past memories..

This is the flower n SINS choc dear gave me..





the choc are so beautiful..can't bear to eat them :)
there r double choc, white choc,those with wine etc...


this is e flower dear make for me..looked so real