Thursday, January 26, 2006

oh my god..i was having a nap this afternoon when i dreamt that i was given an op amp qn to slove lol..n i actually went thru all the steps to solve it in my dream..haha n i still got the ans!! wa think this is the aft effect of studying op amp be4 u slept..lol...oh yeah cny is coming soon!!! can't wait for the long break ah..though i got alot of stuff to do..still have to do my lab report!!! sian :(

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Its already wk 4 now!!!! times flies man..been so busy these few days and next wk i got a gathering, a fren 21st bday party, going out with dear, going shopping with parent etc etc n of course sch!!lolx..when can i finish doing all my tut??been quite dragging now..

Hmm is a person shaped by her character or physical appearance?? i think that though appearance is impt as most ppl had said..but i believed that inner beauty is able to make up for the defects in appearance.If a person does not have the basic courtesy to respect others, no matter how attractive she/he is, i think that there absolutely nothing great abt he/her.Shouldn't a person learns to think be4 he/she talks??There is no turning back once u say it out..not everybody can tolerate ur nonsense k! Pls spare a thought for others..dun alway put urself on top of everyone..ppl dun have to give in to u all the time..pls reflect ur attitude if u to gain the respect of others!!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Argh..been feeling so sick for the past few days..kana stomach flu n i tot i got gastric???so i ate my gastric medicine n well of course it doesn't help n cause me to be in pain for 1 day 1 nite ah!! lol finally feeling better liao..haiz..muz rem to eat my meals on time le..this had caused me to miss my 1st tut for 4 subjects ah!Well,as for tut haiz..i only managed to do half of it..argh..i wana finish!!!but i'm really tired to do that..ok i'm going continue this wk le..cannot drag liao or in e end i'll end up copying ans fr tutor n did badly for exams again! i must strive hard!! ok next wk i got more tutorials coming up..n there is lab! i hate it!! muz endure!!! life is so tough n stress..can't imagine i'm feelin stress now when sch only starts 3 wks ago???why am i feeling this way?? *scratch head* but to console myself i'm glad that i managed to get 4 days of sch only..there no sch on wed haha but that day had to be spend mugging on tut cos thur i got 4 tut in the morning!!so it isn't an off day too..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

It was already the 2nd wk of sch!! gosh but i'm still not in e mood to study lol..n worse i got 4 tut straight tmr morning..was trying to complete today but feel kind of sian..it always a drag to do tut wat! hmm i'm still deciding whether to drop my GE ah haiz..i liked the GE but e timing was v bad n now i already feel that this sem core modules r quite hard!! wat shld i do?? dear adviced me to drop n take it next sem when he entered uni so that he can accompany me to study in sch..haizz..

hmm is it so tough for 2 persons to lived together?? regardless of true love, there will still be conflicts every now n den..ppl can get married aft a few mths of dating but there are aslo break ups aft many yrs of being together..wat does this implies?? everyone needs their own personal space?? but how big is this space? it varies among ppl n at times u may accidently step into this bounded area..which may cause others to have breathing difficulity!! Everyone has their own ideal partner..their perfect wedding..but how many ppl can actually realised it?? ppl always says it a blessing to find ur true love but wun true love fade too?? in this case y shld we throw our whole heart in for that person whom we have no 100% guarantee that we will obtain everlasting true love fr him too? isn't it irony??

i have frens whom believed in true love n had already accepted their bf now as their future partners n on the other hand i had frens whom r still searching for that ideal person..so which side do i belong to?? sometimes i feel that i know the ans but at times i became confused again..it really a headache to sandwiched between these 2 cos i duno when will i hav a definite ans?

Ppl always say whatever stuffs that were said during a conflict is due to the uprising anger in that person n wasn't fr the bottom of their heart..but if u do not hav this thought in e 1st place y would u say out in e fit of anger? i feel that actually this tot of us was already in our sub conscious..it just that we weren't aware of its presence..n once ppl hit this tot of ous, we will just blurt it out in our arguement or maybe we were so aggravated that words blurt out fr our mouth doesn't pass thru our brain..so wat is the real reason?? thinks only our heart will knows..some will say that we do not think logically when angry but there r ppl who wil only revealed their truth face when aggravated..but whatever it is..conflicts will always bring abt anger, sadness or maybe tears :(

hmm din realised i wrote so much..n din noe wat i'm writing abt also..just feel the need to write down all those tots that came into my mind..hmm if conflicts occur cause of a particular reason, i will try to resolve it so that there is min injury..but if a person keep insisting that he/she was rite n push all the blame to others when in actually fact he/she has fault too den i wun give face to him/her..this apples to everyone even my family n dear...but the worst case is when conflicts occurs due to misunderstanding or miscommunication..n to make matters worse it betweeen ur loved ones..i really hated this cos i really duno how to resolve this matter!! n it not worth it to strain our r/s just cos of this rite? i really dun mean it but y muz u say till like that?? haiz whatever!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Hmm yday was the 1st day of sch..n my lesson was at 8.30am..wat a 'swt' time to start sch lol..was so tired to drag myself to sch..luckily there only lect for this wk..2 more days to weekend!! can't wait for it...now i realise i need at least 8 hrs of slp to remain energetic but where am i going to find that 8 hrs..slept too much during the hols le :(

Sunday, January 01, 2006

HaPpY nEw yR 2006!!!!!! woo another yr had ended..lets welcome this new Yr with love, happiness n hopes :)hmm went countdown at esplanade last nite..the fireworks is sooooo nicezzzz..n is so damn cramp..everywhere is so packed with ppl..Anyway lets strive hard for the new yr ~CheeRs~