It was already the 2nd wk of sch!! gosh but i'm still not in e mood to study lol..n worse i got 4 tut straight tmr morning..was trying to complete today but feel kind of sian..it always a drag to do tut wat! hmm i'm still deciding whether to drop my GE ah haiz..i liked the GE but e timing was v bad n now i already feel that this sem core modules r quite hard!! wat shld i do?? dear adviced me to drop n take it next sem when he entered uni so that he can accompany me to study in sch..haizz..

hmm is it so tough for 2 persons to lived together?? regardless of true love, there will still be conflicts every now n den..ppl can get married aft a few mths of dating but there are aslo break ups aft many yrs of being together..wat does this implies?? everyone needs their own personal space?? but how big is this space? it varies among ppl n at times u may accidently step into this bounded area..which may cause others to have breathing difficulity!! Everyone has their own ideal partner..their perfect wedding..but how many ppl can actually realised it?? ppl always says it a blessing to find ur true love but wun true love fade too?? in this case y shld we throw our whole heart in for that person whom we have no 100% guarantee that we will obtain everlasting true love fr him too? isn't it irony??

i have frens whom believed in true love n had already accepted their bf now as their future partners n on the other hand i had frens whom r still searching for that ideal person..so which side do i belong to?? sometimes i feel that i know the ans but at times i became confused again..it really a headache to sandwiched between these 2 cos i duno when will i hav a definite ans?

Ppl always say whatever stuffs that were said during a conflict is due to the uprising anger in that person n wasn't fr the bottom of their heart..but if u do not hav this thought in e 1st place y would u say out in e fit of anger? i feel that actually this tot of us was already in our sub conscious..it just that we weren't aware of its presence..n once ppl hit this tot of ous, we will just blurt it out in our arguement or maybe we were so aggravated that words blurt out fr our mouth doesn't pass thru our brain..so wat is the real reason?? thinks only our heart will knows..some will say that we do not think logically when angry but there r ppl who wil only revealed their truth face when aggravated..but whatever it is..conflicts will always bring abt anger, sadness or maybe tears :(

hmm din realised i wrote so much..n din noe wat i'm writing abt also..just feel the need to write down all those tots that came into my mind..hmm if conflicts occur cause of a particular reason, i will try to resolve it so that there is min injury..but if a person keep insisting that he/she was rite n push all the blame to others when in actually fact he/she has fault too den i wun give face to him/her..this apples to everyone even my family n dear...but the worst case is when conflicts occurs due to misunderstanding or miscommunication..n to make matters worse it betweeen ur loved ones..i really hated this cos i really duno how to resolve this matter!! n it not worth it to strain our r/s just cos of this rite? i really dun mean it but y muz u say till like that?? haiz whatever!!