LasT wK of Hol

hai this wk is e last wk of hol le!so sian hav to start studies again..
well, went market with mum yday morning to buy ingredients to make nong hiong(wu xiang).When we reach home,we start preparing e ingredients...hav to chop e prawn n water chestnut into small pieces before mixing it with e minced meat n others ingredients..but since we duno whether is it tasty enough so we tried making a few first to taste..den we tested so many times be4 it taste ok..den all those tasting become my lunch..lol..hmm my parents say it nice but my bro thinks otherwise..he say he dun like water chestnut to be added as filling lol..but we make alot n keep in fridge..in e afternoon, i was arranging my childhood photos n put them in e photo album my dear gave me..den mum was laughing at my photos cos i got alot of posts!lol cos my uncle like to take photos of me tat y i got so many ma..haha i look too adorable le haha :)
today, went to exchange notes n textooks with weiling..but duno whether e notes got change anot..it damn heavy lor(how gd it wil be if dear was wif me) lol reach home le my hands all red n ache......
now i'm waitin to meet yy tmr..

ChriStmAs wEekeNd

hmm went yy's aunt house gthering on christmas eve..it not really a party cos didn't play much but just keep eating only cos not much youngsters there!left at ard 10 plus n tot i could spend time alone with him but i tot he knows it...but in e end he dun!he ask me to take cab home cos it quite late le..feeling dsappointed i insist on taking a bus home but he dun let me board e bus! i know he is concern 4 my safety la so n e end stil take cab lor.so sian lor christmas eve went home so early..
well e next day, we went shopping n had dinner at e glass house. aft that went his house for christmas party..his bro ask his frenz to their house party..well i didn't know his frenz so we didn't play with them n instead we went play comp games! suddenly, out of e bue, his bro ex gf came to me crying. She stil like him and wana patch but he dun wan!i duno e cause for their break up but e gal was crying bitterly..feel so sad for her!she said she been trying hard to forget him but she just can't do it n whenever she saw him she wil feel upset!she dun wan reveal her feelings to him cos dun wish to pressurized him to coming back to her!i also duno wat to do..just provide a listening ear..but hope she wil be fine soon n dun keep making heself so miserable..poor gal..n she request me to do a favour for her n i agreed(but this means i hav to lie but it a white lie la that wil make her feel better) :(
but i feel so xin ku...i know so much things n hav to lie..so i told yy but anyway this concern abt his bro so think shld tel him but i feel safe telling him cos i trust him wun tell others! finally, e gal feels better le n can laugh le.. :)
well aft e party, we watch tv til 5am den i took a cab home to catch some slp..zzzz..
kana wake up at 9am e next day..feel so tired..but went out again at 1 plus haha
went his house to learn cokk otah..it not easy k! hav to remove e fish meat from e skin n smashed it..make my hands stink lor..!1st time i do this ah cos usualy at home is my mum do it de..i dun dare to touch at all..but now i tried it!it fun la n a new experience..aft finish doing..it time for him to book in! so sad! he took a lift fr his fren to camp n i went to take bus home..e next time i c him wil be new year eve le......

uPs n dOwns..

hmm so long nv tag le!ok..e past wk passed really quickly..hmm i've brough a new hp..nokia 7610..which is quite expensive!hmm my dear came back on thur..suppose to hav breakfast with him but end up having lunch cos he was sleepin..while he brought many things back for me..a few keychains, a doremon that wil dance when there radiation fr e hp, a carton character soft toy(i forgot wat show le)that wil scold vaugular language when u press its stomach..lol..got a shock when i pressed it! n some of e taiwan tidbits stuff which taste quite nice!hmm i love e dancing xiao ding dang most!
we went his house for dinner, then his mum started talking abt his sis. his sis broke up with her bf whom hav been together for 7 yrs!i duno e reason also la but e problem is that they have already for a house n paid a sum too!now their parents are troubled over this!furthermore, her new bf is a person who is in debts...i duno is it e truth but this is what her parents said!hmm no comments on this issue but anyway i'm in no position to do so too!Aft that, he sent me home(duno y sudd so gd can send me home when i go his house cos usually i went home myself) then we sat at e playground near my house n talked and out of e blue i just cried!lol
The next day, i met him n his bro for lunch n accompany his bro till 4.30 cos he meeting his frenz at that time! aft that we went chinatown but nothing much to see also so we headed for harbour front! !st time i've been to harbour front centre..hmm not bad but not much also la..we walked for a few hours n my leg already stepping on lemon liao so decided to go eat..suddenly out of nowhere a person pass me a voucher for e taiwan snack...shilin taiwan snack stall that is quite popular now! since i nv ate be4 so we went tried..brought e chicken chop n egg crepe!but dear say e chicken chop is not as nice as those he ate in taiwan but i liked e egg crepe best!it so tasty..in e end we are too full le so we share a bowl of fish soup with rice but i found he added tong fen cos he know i liked..i was curious n ask him hw come he know!n he so observant..he saw me keep eating e dong fen his mum cooked e day be4 so guessed i love it..so swt!
hmm went for my cousin 21st bday at my grandma house..was late that day..brought swiss choc for her but e container look v nice!when i reached most of the pple were already there..den my relatives asked y i didn't bring my bf along..lol..but my cousin's bf got came n everybody was so curious that all went out to look at him..think he muz felt so embrassed!dun wan my dear to feel this lol that y nv bring him there..
hmm on sat, dear stayed at home n do spring cleaning so we didn't go out!he v filial always obey his parents..though i wana be with him but i dun dare to say out cos this wil only make both of us miserable n he wil be sandwiched!in e end, my parents ask me go malaysia with them on sun which means i wun c him til a wk later..on sat nite, duno wat happened..i wasn't in gd mood n he stil say i shld hav go help him do cleaning..n can earn points fr his parents too..though i know he teasing me but when u r down any things a person say can be taken as a negative remarks!so this is wat happened..i told him he can jolly go find another gal who likes to do housework for him!thinks he muz be damn sad..haiya i'm a straight forward person esp worse when i'm feeling down..den we were on e phone talking n maybe i expect too much la..i expect him to hong wo n make me happy..but he failed..i noe he duno how to hong ppl but i stil expect him to do that!but when i'm feeling better he say he was tired n wana slp..i was so disappointed!can't he spend more time w me as we wil only c each other next wk!i was crying aft we hung up e phone :( while he apologised n said he felt lost n upset whenever i'm unhappy with him n since he duno how to hong me, he always leave me alone to think thru all those upset moments n solve it myself..sometimes really think it unfair..y shld i do all these for him..he suppose to help n accompany thru all these..but i understand his character la..so in e end i wun mind doing that for him. :) but he aslo always keep things to himself cos he dun wan to make me unhappy..but i dun wan b a gal who can only share his happiness but not sorrow..so i keep urging him to change n be more open towards me..know i'm always nagging him to do tat but i just wan him to change..it not gd to keep to himself everytime! but whenever i hurt him , he also dun let me know and suffer himself quietly..so poor thing! muz let me know ma den i'll change or i forever wun know that i've hurt him..silly guy!anyway, at tat time i really felt that we shld calm down be4 meeting each other again cos i duno use which mood to face him!i'm always e happy gal ard him so i dun wan to give him a sulk face so in e end i choose to go malaysia to calm myselfm down.
while, i did hav a nice time there..shopping n playing ard wif bros..but be4 i went ml..i already forgot everything n calm down so i msg him in e morning to say i'm alright le..can't bring myself to be angry with him for long moreover he not entirely in e wrong ya!
hmm he called me just now only..talk abt anything tat comes to our mind..tat e usual us!can talk abt everything under e sun!hee hee..he v bad keep teasing me n making me laugh..keep digging up e past n suan me!wait till i meet him on christmas den he know..lol but anyway in e end i'm always e winner haha but i know he give in to me de la :)

Results. :(

hai got my results le...failed 2 subjects!e rest stil ok...hav to overload!den today is e registration for our subjects..n i only can overload my chem..as for my computing i can't find any time slots so not taking le...
so confusing today duno wat to apply n can't find time slots lol..but finally now over le..sigh
hmm actually i sort of expected my results le..so i didn't really feel sad or wat when i know my results..just feel disappointed only..even when my frenz ask me i stil dun hav much feeling..but when my dear msg me aft he knows my results...suddenly my eyes seem watery...duno y also...hai..nvm la...failed just retake only ma!no big deal...

GranDma's BirThdAy

today grandma's birthday..every year we will go her house celebrate..this yr no exception..mum went there early in e morning which means she nv cook lunch..which implies we hav to go there eat mian xian! went there ard 2pm for lunch cos my bro watching NBA n ask me wait for him lol..so hungry lor..but e maid cook e mian xian not nice wan! not much ingredients also...so i only eat a little..den my bros all complaining..lol
hmm not many ppl was there cos most of my relatives were workin so stay there watch tv n talk talk...but it so warm there so i decided to go home bath 1st den go back again for e nite buffet..reach home ard 5+ den rest for a while be4 going bath..but suddenly e phone rang......my aunt calling us to go over quickly cos e buffet starting soon..but i haven bath n it only 6 lor..having dinner at 6 is so early for me lor..den my parents started to hurry us over..every year was like tat..expect us to go over very early but usually wun start on time de..den my house become havoc liao..dad wan us go over immediately but we dun wan..den arguement start!den e phone keep ringing hurrying us over lol..in e end, i didn't get to bath cos to prevent further arguement we better went over immediately..like marathon sia...but buffet not nice de..didn't eat much also...den some of my cousins went off aft e buffet..some go c concert, attend wedding etc..some didn't came also cos working..but if i'm unable to attend , i think my dad wil hack me ah...he expect me to push everything aside!but anyway,it once in a yr so we shld attend la.....den i feel so tired n end up playing big 2 with my cousins..all younger then me but all so pro...all gamblers sia..den we all wait til 9 plus den cut cake ah..aft eating e cake den i went off first cos v late liao n i want to bath !lol
hmm he went to taiwan marine bological world today..something like e underwater world!duno how is it also..but he say got buy things for me wor!hee hee duno wat he brought..so anxious to know..haha just like ppl to give me presents cos i like e thrill of opening presents haha :P

feEl sO siaN tOday

wa tired ah..went out e whole morning today..actually wanted to help bro sign up a new mobile line but he no $ to buy..so i sell him my 6610i at low price den i go buy another phone..cos i got 2 sim card ma..n i dun wan to sell my E700 also...so i wanted 6600 but no stock liao..it not a new phone ma so now nokia stop production liao..so sad!n we went to 2 shops lor ..ang mo kio n woodlands...hai...all no stock...sian!!actually i wanted to buy 6600 last time de but in e end end up buying 6610i cos it too ex ma..den now wanted to buy but no stock..sian! :( so in e end nv buy anything today..so in order to save my bro..e other alternative is i go buy another more ex phone..which could be 7610 at $538 wow so ex lor..duno ah..c how ba...
hai...he came back fr outfield yday le..but also no contact with him much..just 2 sms until now..sian ..it makes no difference where he is..whether in outfield, camp,overseas,local....we r always seldom in contact...forget it la!! shld be used to it now .. :(

SiAn aH...rAiniNg dAyS

Burr Burr so cold today...had been raning since yday...but nvm i got my winnie e pooh slippers to wear so my feet wun feel so cold lol...hmm finally finish my handicraft le...so proud of myself..hee but spend so much time n effort doing wor..n i go edit e colours myself ..didn't really follow e orginal..muz be creative ma..but guess e outcome?? it v nice wor..haha my parents also say it looks nice though i change e colours hahah...hee hee now waiting for dad to drive me to go frame it...
hai...suppose to go out with frenz to orchard de but it keep raining n it so damn cold tat i dun feel like going out le..so cancel liao...haha too lazy la n i prefer to stay a home on cold days.....burr burrrrrrr :P

aFt KamPong liFe

hee so aft moving out of kampong life..i've started schooling le...as i was not really exposed to e
outside world during my childhood days..i felt insecured n scared during my 1st few days of sch..lol..anyway w funniest part is during my lowere pri..as we always hav those sports days rite so e teachers wil pick those gd runners out to participate...as i duno wat sports day mean..so i aslo duno wat i'm supposed to do...during pri sch..we got 2 types of events..e running part n those games competition..so during PE lesson..our PE teachers ask us to run to select ppl for e running competition so i just run lor..den e teacher wrote down my name n tell me i'm to participate in e sportst day..initially i tot i'm only selected for e games competition but...Finally e sports day came, our class got e top 3 position for e games..den as i duno i'm selected for e running also so i nv go report..den my teachers came n call my name asking me to go run...i'm also v blur at tat time so i just ran lor..but who expected during e prize giving..my name was called n i came in 1st hahaa...blur blur ran also blur blur get the trophy..haha but i aslo took part in all my sch sports day events..n always get e trophy wor haha..this continues when i'm in my sec sch also but when i go jc i dun feel like running le cos i feel my jc lack a sense of belonging n sch spirit..cos in my pri n sec sch, the sch spirit is v strong thus u feel like participating...haha hmm tat e past le...now duno stil can run anot..so long nv run liao haha lazy le lor..haha hmmm mybe my running speeed is trained during my kampong days ah...cos our family is doing vegetables business so e farm is v big..think got e size of 2 or 3 soccer field lol so we were always running ard..n i rem i was scared of oneof e distant relatives..den whenever she came to our kampong she like to call my name..den whenever i saw her i'll run away v fast...haah den my parents told me there was once i was playing in e farm den e relative came..immediately i run all e way down to our house..haha as e farm was ploughed into steps so in between the steps there was abig gap..but i dun care i just leap over e gaps n run all e way down haha so funny!hmm my relatives also told me i was a cry baby when i was young ahaha n i got big big eyes so look cute n my uncle lik to take photos of me..lol...n cos kampong life dun have lift so whenever i went to my grandma house(she lived in HDB)we hav to take e lift up n she lived on e 13 floor..den whenever i step into e lift i'll cried den when e lift reached 13th floor, i'll stop crying immediately..haa so funny..like automatic machine..haha n it even caused my grandma's neighbours to rem me!!haha so pai seh...til now my parents stil keep teasing me lol..haha tired ah write so long...lol....zzzzzzz

Kampong Life :P

hee since i talk abt my kampong life in e previous posting..den i shall talk more now haha..
*trying to reflash my memories*
i was born in a kampong at Sembawang n moved to my house now at ard 7 yrs old..our whole family including my relatives all lived togeher which was abt 40 ppl..i was stil young at tat time so didn't really engaged in much kampog life as my cousins...i rem how i learned to cycled..as we hav many bikes n my cousins all know how to cycle except me so they will bring me ard with their bikes..but i want to learn so i ask them to teach me!den they carry me on a bike which as much taller than i was..as i duno e danger of learning to cycle on a much much bigger bicycle so i follow their instructions..they wil hold e bicycle n push me ard to let me get used of e momentum..den aft a few rounds dey let go and i was able to cycle liao lol tat was fast lor!!haha but e prob is it tooo high for me to get down when i want to stop so i hav to lean e bicycle on e wall in order to get down den duno y sudd one of my cousin's bicycle knock into me and i fell down straight onto e floor..as e floor is not cement type but those like e roads with pebbles...it caused my leg to bleed..n i cried..hha but in order not to let e adults know n kana scolding..they ask me to pretend nothing happened n bring me to wash..but it was v painful so in e end my mum knows abt it..n now my leg stil hav e scar tat y i can rem e incident haha hmm this is just one of e incidents only..haha n there once my cousins brought us to a big underground passage tat link e house to our farms..they they began to go down n crawl to e other opening n started to urge us to go down to explore..initally we all dun dare but upon much persuading we stil go down..inside wasn't v dark cos e passage wasn't v long so sunlight was til able to enter..but it was all solid soil wall inside..n we can't walk cos e bottom was filled with water..so we hav to balance ourselves between e two walls n used our hands n legs to move ourselves(it like u trying to push urselves up using ur hands n legs when u r betwween 2 parallel walls)so this continues when we r out to e opening at e other end!n e worse is we repeat this many times !!haha den we kana caught bu our uncle n kana punished by each standing at a different positons in e living room n kana caned..those elder cousins stil hav to write down e multipliaction time table..as i was stil young so i dun hav to write..actually it was v dangeruos cos when it rained, water wil gushed in thru e passageway n we could be washed away..tat so scary..haha but anyway it an experience lor..hmm as we grow many fruits trees like duarian, rambutan n many more..we always went ard picking up durians..as e durians were always covered with leaves so we hav to use those sticks brushes to remove e leaves..n there was once my cousins taught me to climb up a rambutan trees lol..so fun!!hee hee..

A dAy iN mAlaySia

wa tired ah just got back fr malaysia...went over to my my house there to stay for 1 nite..it v peaceful there with e wind blowing gently at u ... :) e whole afternoon was doing some gardening in e garden...we got grow mango, long yan,guava,those mini look alike apple(which i duno wat e name),mangosteen and more more...esp e mango tree which we have grown many years ago le..initally it doesn't want to bear any fruits tough it has grown v tall den we decided to chop it off..but suddenly out of the blue it started to bear fruits le!!!haha think it muz be scared tat it will be chopped off tat y fast fast go bear fruits to protect itself hahaa..now e mango fruit is fertile wor..can bear 20 plus mangoes per time..n the image is so beautiful with all e mangoes hanging on the tree!hee hee so we pluck four mangoes home to eat..it swt wor!hahaa n it my dad who climb up e tree to pluck wan wor haha like big minkey ah hahaa (haha okok i noe i'm bad to say this but this e 1st time i saw him climb trees wor)haaha my bro useless wan dun dare to climb up..lol actually i lived in kampong when i'm young till abt i'm 7 years old..e life there was so memorable...n i climb trees be4 wor haha...i can't belive it also...hee okok back to my house..so yday i was e photograher there taking pic with my hp...esp my mum posing with e 4 mangoes n ask me to help her take photo hahah so comical..hmm duno y now i like to b a photographer..i feel tat by taking photos i could retain the memories and it a nice feeling!so i'm going to buy a new digital camera!!!n ask my parents to sponsor me haha okok keep getting out of topic..so we stay there n slp til 3 plus den we come back le ..reach singapore ard 4 plus den dad drag us to coffeeshop say go eat breakfast!!! BREAKFAST AT 4 PLUS!!! tat v early lor..n no appetitie also so end up we eating bread with our sleepy face haha but my dad stil can finish eating his noodles wor haha we are so tired n sleepy tat when i reach home i went slp immediately til 10am lol den wake up le mum ask me eat carrot cake again lol........

PaiN ah^^

hmm luckily e typhoon didn't affect their area...but this means tat tmr they be going outfield for days le..lol which means no contact liao lol..anyway hav a busy day today doing my handicraft...but finger pain sia! i dun do handicraft de lor let alone use needles to do !!!tat even a higher challenge...being pricked so many times...hahaa but i'm picking it up v fast..n e lady whom i brought e handicraft from taught me some basic things and guess wat!!!she told my mum i'm skilful when handling needles..haha so funny! e number of times i use needles can use my hand to count ah lol n she stil can say i'm gd lol...hahaa so i'm talented la?hahaa anyway self praise is no praise...but this time round is ppl praise me wor..so dear dun say i'm self praise k!!!!lol

Guess Guess

haha today was on msn wih my dear...he free cos typhoon wil be approaching their campsite tmr..so they hav to stay indoor..n this cause some of their training to be cancelled.But this allow him to spend some time with me...hee hee..hmm went library today..den went buy some handicarft..hahaa den ask him to guess..den he stil can guess i go learn cooking or making sweater for him lol..he think i so capable ah lol...haha guess so long le he stil can't guess rite..lol..haha but i dun wan tell him also ..let him xin yang yang..hahaa :)
hmm hope everything goes smoothly for him...hope the typhoon wun affect them... :)

Shock

wa..my sch professor call me sia..shocked me!aiya he giving me advice on whether to transfer to e new sch of Humanities n social sci..he say even if i apply i stil hav to wait for ntu n e sch division to approve which wun be so fast..n they wil hav to c my performance n reasons before deciding!sian :( looks like chances r slim...anyway i stil hav to write letter to e Office of Academic for my request of internal transfer!hai....duno wat to write leh.....sian ah but dun think it an urgent matter lor cos i stil got a month be4 sch starts...can slowly take my time to write haha...........

:)

heehee yday he went to buy an IDD card n call me..glad thAT he doing fine n enjoying his life there..go there training stil can play haah ku zhong zhuo le leh..got so much stories to tell me sia!!but heard that typhoon is approaching there..hope they b fine..anyway not much contact with him since thay will b going outfield most of the time!!!haha he better buy things for me or he wil get it from me!!!! :)

Quiz

Hey ppl try out this 2 quiz (if u hav nothing to do haha) it on wat kind of candy u r N where u wil find ur love...here it goes......

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Guess wat my results????

It Caramel!

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this is the place where i'll find my love------"Accedintally, you will find them, in the last place you would expect, may be they are near you right now and you don't know, you love to have a good time that is why the chances that you and them be friends first than get in a romantic relationship is very high, so open your eyes and think, it might be so close."

New blog

Hey ppl, duno wat happen to my previous blog so many errors so here i'm creating another blog...pai seh ah :)