hai..so sian..it a long weekend today but i'm so bored..cos he went overseas le!n i can't go out cos sick..lol..had been sleeping alot yday cos i din't went sch..skip all my lectures hahah..today feeling better le but stil v bored!!wanted o study but half way thru felt sleepy le..lol..think due to e cough mixture..den there again i zzzz le...haha
hmm sian..yy went outfield again le..today den come back den aft tat think hav to go outfield again soon!den wil hav e 10 days of outfield...hai..hope 3wks wil pass fast fast..well, my fren came to know abt yy gong overseA den she say she was surprised on how i manage all these!den i was saying i've no choice ma..just hav to endure n be understanding..hmm her bf also wished to go ocs de when she heard abt how life an ocs cadet had to go thru she hope tat her bf wun go ocs hahaa she v funny!it a person's dreams ma, we cannot asked others to give up on their dreams just to satisfy our own selfishness ma..but hope she just joking la..she always a supportive gf ma..hmm actually be4 yy haven went ocs..his sis had already asked me regarding this issue..asked me if i will allow yy to go ocs if he can make it..well, ur noe my ans rite?haha den i noe yy also got this concern but he dint ask me drectly,, mayb he duno how so i hav t tell him myself(haiyo always like tat de)well, i told him i'll encourage him to go ahead with his dreams..i think life will be full of regrets n disappointment if we do not hav any dreams or we are prevented fr achieving our dreams..a dream is a strong motivating force tat keeps a person going n brings life n happiness to a person..so i dun wan to be tat obstacle tat keeps him away fr his dreams!well, not to say i'm v wei da or watever..but cos if now e situation turns ard n i'm e one wo wans to pursue my dream..i dun wan anybody to stop me from doing tat or i will feel miserable..n i believe tat he wun do tat to me too..so i can't be so selfish ma..anyway we are also fine now!moreover, i'm not e only person who r doin tat..there r also dozens of gals out there whose bf are in army too..n they are also doing fine ma..so there really noting much to worry abt..to quote yy words "if it meant to be urs, no matter wat,eventually it wil stil be urs..if not..even if ur r together every moments, e heart mayb somewhere else n eventualy she/he wil stil choose to leave u" so i believe in fate..haa maybe kana influenced by him...but this doesn't mean tat we dun be committed in e r/s la....anyway waiting for ya return :P
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