SaD

hmm just got back fr yy house..he wil be leaving for brunei in an hr..actually wanted to spend some pte moments wif him today but he had to stayed at home for dinner with his family so i had to go along too..but nvm la at least he treated me to swenson for lunch aft my sch..well was feeling so sad now but stil hav to control my tears when i'm with him..dun wana to pressurised him or make both of us feel worse!but eventually aft i left my tears juz drop....well he say i'm quite a strong n independent gal so think he wun worry too much abt me too..anyway, i'm not really worry abt him also cos i noe he knows his stuff well n is an independent guy whom know how to take care of himself..actually we do not hav to worry abt each other cos we know we wil be alright but we just can't stand e absence of each other..anyway, it time for more studies n own stuff le..just hope everything wil be fine n he wil be able to get his badge(JCC badge if i'm not wrong)..hai this trip wil be mainly outfield all e way..which means no means of contact with him le..lol...n hopefully 3 wks wil pass v v v soon....