hmm ok now let me recall wat i've done for the past few wks..hmm ok i went bintan with dear for a short hol from 20th - 22nd dec..it was just 1hr ferry ride from singapore n i already feel sea sick le cos the wave is quite heavy n u could feel that u r riding on a roller coaster lolx. I tried to slp but can't seem to get my eyes drowsy(unlike dear who can slp immediately when abroad the boat) lolz..hmm we reach there ard noon but the hotel rooms weren't available yet..there a bus fetching us from the bintan ferry terminal to e resort thus alot of waiting time wasted ah!! we were so bored on e bus so we keep takin photos with our hp..hahha..these are just 2 of them only..ho ho ho..





hmm we were sitting near to e bus exist so i was e 1st to alight n wow there a malay dance with welcoming drink waiting for us at the hotel lobby..Since we can't check in so we went to the cafe to have our lunch..their service were quite gd n their serving was quite large too n be4 our food was served, there was bread n buns n biscuits served to us..wa aft eating all these we were already half full k lolz..n oh ya only on my 1st day of hol..my frens were msging me that our results were out!! n i tot that since i'm on hol so as well dun bother abt it..shall check it when i return to singapore..haha but well as guesed by dear..i cannot tahan ah!!wahaha i tried to call home to contact my bro to ask him check for me but can't reach him lolz..den we realised there a internet service in e hotel n it so ex k..n ok i pay so much $ to buy a disapointing news..lolz.haha kind of regret but at least it was much better den wat i've expected!! n with dear beside me it wasn't that bad la..oh ya n our hotel room was facing e swimmin pool!! wat a nice view :) since the weather was so dammn gd we went for a dip into the cooling pool..soon it was dinner time!! as bintan timing was one hr behind singapore time so there dinner time was 6.30pm (which was actually 7.30pm local time)n i was so hungry already!! n guess wat?? it was the 1st time we had steamboat at the pool side(n in front of the pool is the sea) it was so windy with the cool breeze brushin against ur face..woooh shiok!!! haha n there entertainment too k haha with 3little kids..haha ok there this eurasian family with 2 little adorable gals..they were active little kids who keep dancing ard n there another indian gal who wanted to played with them haha that indian gal keep followin everything those 2 gals were doing..running n dancing ard n even climb onto e stage haha n she wasn't even tall enough to walk up e stairs leadin to the stage so she really "climb" up haha n by the time she finished climbing up the other 2 gals were already going down e stage but she still determined to climb up haha.n when they jump down the stage..we were so afraid that she would jump down too but that older gal still know how to take care of the younger ones n went to help her down..that indian gal keep insist that she muz put her hand over the gal neck n let her hug her down haha so comical!! they were so cuteeeeee but can't get their photos cos they keep running ard!!lolz..these r e photos bt e pool side







The next day we had free buffet breakfast!! it was really a spread cos it had all a variety of foods!! we were so damn full so we went for a dip again with the morning sun..woosh..cool man!! but in e end i got sun burn n till now still haven recover yet ah!! got abit of peeling ah :(.. In e end we ate cup noodles for lunch cos still quite full from e breakfast we had eaten earlier..Aft which we decided to go e small mkt call pasar oleh oleh..it was just 10 mins bus ride from the hotel..but sad to say there nothing much to shop cos there only ard 30 shops n most of them sell identical stuffs.lolz..n i brought a pant fr there.







n ya we brought beer back from there haha..

oh i'm finally back to blog..been so busy!! guess this hol is e most busy time for me :)but i do enjoy it! haiz..sad to say this is e last wk of hol..sch starts next wk!!!! n my registration is on this coming thur..hopefully i can get e timetable i wanted! still considering whether to take both ge n pe..duno whether will it be too taxing?? *scratch head* well think i'll just register first n c which electives i'm allocated den decide lor :)oh ya n here wishing everyone a HapPy HapPy neW Yr.. hope everything is smooth sailing ya!! :)^cHeErS^

hee dear's sis give birth le!! give birth to a chubby boy boy ,Donn! he so cuteeeeeeeee!! got chubby cheeks...haha...went to c him a few hrs aft he was born..cos had to drive dear mum n his sis parent-in-law to hospital ma! they were so happy that a great smile was on their face every sec haha..of course la Donn is their 1st grandson ma..




This is siting...dear's niece..so adorable!!! :)

hmm on the 30th nov was dear's tekong BMTC recruits pop day!! went with him since i nv been to tekong be4..but we were late n miss e ferry so in e end only catch part of the parade only..hmm aft the parade, family members n frenz were able to go down to e parade sq to took photos with the recruits..n since i duno anyone of them so i ask yy to go down himself to c his reruits..i noe he feels bad leaving me there alone but it ok la..it a happy occasion for them ma!!haha n who knows the recruits grab yy n throw him up into e sky lol..n he was in civilian lor..cos those ppl kana throw up was usually their pc or sergents n they were in army uniform haha n the parade in cahrge keep making the announcements "pls do not throw ur pc or ur sergents..blah blah..."haha but who will cares at that moment rite???lol
aft which we proceed to the VIP area which is specially reserved for the coy best recruit n cos yy knows all e ppl there so he can bring me in lor..but nothing la only got ice drinks lol..hmm but was really proud of dear cos both the coy best recruit and the coy best PT came fr his platoon and his recruit has the most weight loss..it was really reamrkable to c them slim down to such a extend..hopefully they can continue to slim down!! feel so glad that they were so grateful to dear for helpin them achieve the impossible :)well done dear!! muackzz :)


hmm n on e 7 dec was dear's mandai camp recruits pop..i din went cos aft the parade dear got a farewell dinner specially prepared for them by e others commanders for their contribution to the basic military training..but again dear kana throw up by his recruits again n tooks lots of photos with them haha..n now dear got 8 days off but he only clear 3 days n went back to tekong le..muz reserved for future uses! but this 3 days he also quite busy ah..got a dinner treat by his CO at his house for all officers n a bbq planned by his recruits..so i went malaysai again hee hee slack the whole day there n pluck 15 big mango ah..haha our mango trees always bear fruits for us!!!

hmm on my last day of exam which was on 25th nov,dear got off!!! he slept over at my house e previous nite n came fetch me in sch aft my exam..however, i finished my exam earlier so had to wait for him for 1 hr..lol..sian! n ya dear told me that his understudy was from ytss too, one yr our senior..n when he saw my photos, he said he knows me..lol..but i dun rem le oops ahah..he say he was e parade commander..his name is yi xian!! n so funny he warn yy to treat his junior better or he get it from him haha..hmm we went over PS to collect my ipop nano n grab some finger food cos we going for buffet high tea at hotel phoenix later..hmm we were actually quite full but still able to try almost everything there haha..we were great eater sia!!we ate dim sum, cakes, pudding, mee siam, desserts,finger foods, fruits..etc etc..we were so full that we din even hav to eat dinner so we decided to go marina sq..we sepnt a few hrs inside giant sia..haha duno doin wat also..lookin at any new products n playin ard..sounds like a married couple shopping for grocery haha..in in e end we end up buyin lots lots things haha but lucky we drove there or else really duno how to carry home ah..when we reached home, we were hungry again hah so cooked maggie mee!!! :)
maybe this is e mood aft examS???
but dun really feel like exams was over, dun hav e thrilled feeling(like wat most of my frens had said), i think cos our exams had drag too long n we were already drained out :( but nvm i still wana enjoy my hol n hav a gd rest {:

wooww been damn long since i last updated!!! been so busy aft my exams..cos next yr march we are doing a gong tek(in hokkien since i also duno wat is it called)..it a custom that means we are giving the deceased family members a huge house to lived in together in e other world..so we are busy preparing for it..n now most of the things are settled so i'm more free now!


oh ya as i've said in my previous posts..so many things happened on dear bday..ok now i shall started telling story hahha..sounds like ermmmm???
hmm i met dear for dinner that day n aft which since it was still early so we decided to go the reservoir near my house to wait for the clock to strike 12am..so we do nothing n sit in car chatting n waiting. At ard 11+, we were so bored n the place was quite full of ppl so we decided to go sembawang park. We stop at a petrol station along sembawang road to refill and aft which everything was settled, sudd yy told me "hey, i can't start e car,e key like doesn't fit in at all" upon hearing this,i was like erm dun joke with me! i moved over n tried n to my shock the key can't even slot in..it as though we got e wrong key!!!! i was like oh my god..wat is happening? the helpful petrol station worker tried to help but in vain!! so how?? sudd an idea came to my mind!! call my daddy!! haha but i can't manage to contact him so i called mummy instead..she also din noe wat happened n said she try to help me find daddy! so we waited n keep trying..i dun wan to struck in e petrol station k!! finally daddy call me n told me to keep turning the steering wheel n try to slot in e key..n yeah it works!!haha thanks daddy!! the reason behind i was not sure also but daddy say it was probably due to the steering wheel being locked..but anyway i'm glad that we were not struck there! we waited for nearly half an hr there n all e time i had to went in n out of the station to make calls cos as u noe we can't use hp inside a petrol station. ok so finally we reached sembawang park, with the cake i brought for dear we went ard trying to find a place to celebrate but duno y there so many ppl camping there...lol..n i dun wished to walked further in away from the beach cos it v dark there haha den sudd out of nowhere a kitten came..it keeps following us or rather yy cos he holdin the cake ma..haha n as ur noe i'm scared of cats so i keep avoiding it n din dare to run cos i fear that it will chase aft me haha..yy tried to chase e kitten away but in vain den i keep askin yy to move away from me haha den i asked him to move in e opp direction while i hurried walk over to e carpark(keep turning back to c if it was following me)haha den i hurried get into e car lol..haha den i saw yy trying to chase it away..looks so comical la..finally we were safe in car n of course i dun wished to get out of the car anymore!! so we drove to another carpark which was quite desserted..i was deciding where to celebrate instead when sudd i say"hey y not we celebrate in the car?" ahah so we took out e cake n celebrate there..took lots of photos..shall upload some later..hmm i gave him an enlarged photo of his commissionin parade taken with his parents n bro since he dun hav any at home(n of course put inside a photo frame la)hee so glad to be e 1st to spend his bday with him











haha funny shots!!!

Happy 2nd yEAr aNnivEraRy deaR!!So sad u got range today n ur oc dun wan let u come out!!but nvm la at least u got an off on fri :)n HappY 20th BirthDay to u too..though it was last sun..so sorry that i can't spend the day with u cos e next day i got math paper :( but at least we spend the night be4 ya celebrating for u at the 1st moment when e clock strike 12am..haha can't forget wat happened that day..shall update aft my exam haha!!n we took lots of photos ah!!haha upload next time ma!hmm left 1 more paper..forensic sci..aft that i'll be free le!!!looking forward to 25th nov hee :)

4 papers down..3 more to go!!!circuit was a killer man..think going failed le..sian!!study so hard for it lor..haiz...got to buck up n study for the next 3 papers le..maths, algorithm n forensic sci!!waiting for 25th nov ya :)

2 papers down..5 more papers to go..sian!!when will it ever end?waiting forward to 25th nov..which is my last paper forensic sci!!been mugging at home now..there always unlimited stuffs to study!but i got alot of choc, swts, tidbits in my room ah..all sponsor by dear haha cos he know i muz eat food otherwise i can't study haha i din realise that till he told me abt it..hmm deaR is outfield now so din contact much cos there no reception..he will be back on sat le aft the live throw..so i will only get to c him on sun :( but nvm la i need the time to study too!! anyway thanks dear for all the food ya..n ur massage haha!!take care of urself n i've to go back mugging liao :(

oh my god, exams is just 2 days later!!! sian...though it exams time but this wk got 2 hol so i din really focus on my studies..been going out to relax..lol..jia lat! but nvm la next 3 wks is going to be worse..hav to study hard le..can't wait for 25th ah!! lol anyway dear going for outfield n range these few wks too so not much contact le :( but that gd la can focus on my studies le.. hmm now waiting for my exams to end den i can go learn driving le..haha finally ah aft 1 yr plus since i got both of the theories..cos my final theory ending soon le ma so muz go learn asap le..but e prob is e earliest test date for private is ard april next yr n my final theory expire next march..so think i've to take sch liao lol..so damn ex la!! nvm la aft exams den decide n discuss with dad cos he wana spon me ma wahaha..feel so fortunate to hav someone spon me cos c yy pay for his driving is really v jia lat ah..v siong!keep freting over money matters..lol..oh my god exams nearing n i'm still blogging lol..wahahaa :)

yeah! i got A+ for my tech comm project..e one on dreams interpretation.hmm muz thanks all those who had helped me in my interviews ya..n most importantly my buddy teck hiang!thanks for all the time n effort u've helped me ya :)hmm actually din expect to get such high grades cos of our SUPER COOPERATIVE grp members ma..duno wat to say abt them lor..but feel that they shldn't share the same grade la but i just can't bring myself to do tat to them :( but at least towards e end they still got improve abit la but it doesn't really help lor! n makes me n shirin works till late at nite to rush out e whole report..i was so pissed off at that time that i went to ask one of them y did they do their part with no quailty but guess wat?they say they duno n tot that e rite way to do?lol super bth la..in e end i had to write e whole conclusion, objectvie n scope for them k..n e worse part was they can actually just copy n paste our objective n scope from our proposal which was done by me n shirin only lor..if u wan to copy pls be smart n do some editin la..come on!!!dun copy blindly..it will justt bring out ur weakness n make ur more irritable!pls be smart k lol.. :( anyway all these r in e past le :)dun ever wan work with them anymore!!! anway really glad that me n shirin effort pay off :) thanks so much gal..without u think i'll faint ah to face them alone :)hmm oh ya i got A- for my oral presentation too wahaha really din expect it cos that day my lesson was at 8.30 am k,,was so tired n blur la so din really knows wat was going on..lol..n duno y e tutor says i was v friendly cos i smiles frequenly during e presentation lol..i din realise it lor..hahah but somehow aft wat shirin had told me i thinks that our grp members r quite selfish as in they r willing to put in effort for e presentation but not in e report cos e marks allocated for presentation is 70% individual n 30% grp work..so selfish!!! wa 2 more wks o exams le..sian!! deprived of time..so stress!!!who can help me destress????? :( oh ya n today i saw 1 guy who was so damn tall la that when he stands on e bus he had to tilt his head lor..was quite comical cos throughout e journey he had to tilt his head..so poor thing got lemon on his neck..hahhaa..ok had to go back for studies sian :( hope i got e discipline to focus ya! :)

PS : peishan,take gd care of urself n ur grandma ya..send my regards to her :)

hee just on e phone with dear! been so long since he last called me :) his coy is crazy ah every mon had to have meeting to discuss everything for the training programs! n he just finished 5 hrs of meeting only..but he gave me a sad news too..yday was our 23rd mth anniversary n we had agreeded that he will take off on next mth 23rd which is our 2 yrs anniversay but now he had to go for 3 days range on e 23, 24 n 25 of nov which means we can't spend it together le :( hai, but nvm la at least his sir say he can get off on e 25th n let his new pc in charge on e 25th lor..n i finished my exams on that day too ;)hmm was quite disappointed to hear this news but we had no choice ma, he did try to ask for an exchange but his sir dun allow n insist that he had to conduct the range! so sad! :( hmm din noe y he so enthu today cos he keep sings old songs, advertisement melodies n love songs to me on e phone wahaha so funny la :) hmm anyway dun think can chat with him again for this wk le cos he seems busy too..so just let this be my happy memories for this wk :)~^cHEeRs^~

HaPPy 23Rd Mth AnNiverSary DeaR ;)

hmm went queensway with dear last wk cos he wanted to buy shoes haha is shoes already got hole liao ah lol..since he duno wat to get so he ask me to choose but e prob is i tend to go for cool n more colourful designs but he prefer those darker colour so whatever i choose he also dun wan! n this goes on for 2 hr plus..IN e end i protested n ask him choose his own lol cos i already reach e stage whereby i keep choosing e same designs for him n i already yan hua liao ran! haha so in e end he choose a grey shoes with some red designs on it so as it wun look so dull haha but it looks quite nice la! :) wa he really shop alot ah..brought clothes n pants on that day too!haaha hmm dear stay over at my house on fri nite n went back home to wash his clothes on sat be4 we went to tamp to shop for my comp stuff.However,being so guai we went eat dinner with his dad 1st be4 driving off to tamp, but e shop had closed when we reached there lol wat a wsted trip! Therefore, in e end we decided to go geylang to eat its famous dessert beancurd! But my dad gave me e wrong address( or shld i say i interpreted it wrongly oops) n we keep driving ard paya lebar road nn sims road n finally we decided to try Geylang road n yes we found it!wahha but it was damn packed so we da bao home for my family too..but e funniest part is when yy can't park e car properly into e parallel parking lots along e busy road n he asked me go down n give directions..1st time i'm doing this lor..he was scared that he will scratch e car in front n behind us so he din dare to park too near! but i can't control myself from laughing cos those drivers that were passing by keepin lookin at us n i felt so pai seh la den i can't stop laughing.so i just stood there n laugh forgetting that i'm suppose to give directions wahaha n yy give me the look "so how?can u pls guide me n stop laughing" wahaha sorry dear i din mean it..but in e end he still managed to park in la though e car was not "straight" wahhaa but at least it was not obstructing the traffic n anyway we leaving soon aft da bao ma..haha den whenever i thought of that scene i just can't stop laughing so i was teasing yy on our way back home wahaha n i told this joke to mummy n she say i v ke bo to laugh at him wahaha ok la i noe i'm abit mean but it really v funny ma 1st time i encounter this haha cos my dad was a experienced driver ma! but i admire yy courage cos he just got his license ard 2 mths ago n he dare to drive to all sorts of places just liek geylang where it heavy traffice n packed with ppl..haha n of course i'm so gd with map reading now haha always beside him tellin him which directions to move on lol..




haha this is a super funny pic :)

haha oh ya forgot to write about my starfish haha dun get it wrong!!it actually a hamester that lived in my house for 2 days..my fren wanted to give away his baby hamesters so ask me to help them find new owners n finally teck hiang wanted to keep 3 of them in his office so i had to be e middle man for them lor..but who knows in e end my fren could only give me 1 hamester cos he gave e rest away le..hmph..so sorry teck hiang! haha this hamester v cute ah..always stand on 2 legs as though telling us that he wanted us to play with it..n always had this innocent look on it face hahaa but i dun like to play with hamester cos i can't stand the tickle feeling when it crawled on ur palm..This hamester v big shot wor cos my whole family send it off to teck hiang house at tamp ah haha cos initially i wanted to ask yy drive me to tamp n pass to teck hiang but who knows my dad car spoilt so no choice n ask my dad drive his other car hahaa n this starfish is named by teck hiang cos of a reason behind which is a long story hahaa but of course it related to me la wahahaa :) n teck hiang compalined that it was dirty n hungry n thirsty when i passed to him!! hey i really got feed it with food n water leh..haha anyway i know this starfish will be in gd hands now! hey take gd care of it k :)

hmm went out shopping with jessie on last sat..so long nv meet up with her liao..but v qiao cos i saw her twice at jurong interchange mrt platform when we r changing train..saw christina too(she at SIM now)..but that day i was damn tired cos slept v late at nite thus din really shop with her n she v pro ah like guards patrol the shopping mall ah..she walked v fast n din really went to any shops until she went espirit n brought a t-shirt!but anyway glad to meet up with her..catch up with a soon agian :)hmm went out with dear for shopping at orchard too on mon cos he took off to pei me..we haven gone out for damn long le..so in e end we went watch "the 40 yr old virgin" it was a damn funny..a movie to recommend!haha den we went to the new foodcourt at wisma n ate hokkien mee..It was wrap up in banana leaves(that wat i think) haha n it yummy..c it looks yummy rite??

wa been damn long since i've last blog..been so busy with quizzes n project..hmm went for a hair cut a few wks ago at Storm @ JP with shirin. THe hairstylist keep insisting that my hair was v dry n wanted me to go for hair treatment n purchased their products but of course i dun wan la..well, my hair was abit dry cos i had dye n rebond my hair n went for swimming too but it wasn't that bad as wat the person had said haha think they just wana boast their sales.

C my hair become so short!!(haha as compared to my previous la) n my fringe had dropped!!

this wk v suay lor..went for tech comm n our tutor give us 1 hr to discuss our projects but who knows only me n another guy came, e other 3 were absent thus we can't do anything also..aft which when i was on my way home it started to rain once i reach Khatib..mum n dad can't come fetch me so i took e train back to yishun to took bus home..but who knows the rain was getting heavier n heavier ah n while standing on the platform waiting for train, e wind blows so strongly n e rain 'splash' in so i was damn wet la..n so cold lor..n in e end (i also duno y)i board the wrong train n went to yio chu kang instead..damn suay lor n it is quite far between khatib n yio chu kang la..n when finally i reach interchange i had to wait so long for the bus so in e end i end up reaching home 1 hr later!!!den yday while i was washing my contact lens, one of my lens tore so that goes my contact lens..went to make a new pair today n i decide to change to monthly lens at $110 per yr..actually wanted to have daily lens but it $80 per mth so not worth it ah since i wore it everyday..but lucky for this wk yy still got one pathetic nights off lor cos he everyday also so busy n even if he free he also can't boook out often cos he say others ppl will say him de!!!wat logic is that??officers aft going thu so much suppose to have all these privileges ma,,den e rest of e officers who lived far fr camp n dun wan to book out den that their prob ma, y muz they say other pple leh?they can't book out doesn't mean others can't ma..as for sergents, ur can't expect to have the same advantages as officers, den y muz ur care if an officer gets to book out often?hai army is so damn weird!!!but anyway i can only grumble here cos there nothing i can do also n neither there an explanation too...but still glad that dear came to meet me for dinner at cck..went to pizza hut n was so damn full lor..hai so sad lor dear only can book out on sat nite cos he on duty again..den hav to book in on sun nite again!!!haiz..wat life is this??? :(

This wk is full of projects n projects..really so sick of it..previously got some prob with our group mates n even out tutor could sense it without us saying anything..but everything is so called "alright" now since they are more cooperativfe n doing their work. hopefully everything will be ok..been so busy this wk that i hardly contact yy cos he was equally busy too!hmm has my tolerance n understanding level up?really duno :( cos i hardly lose my temper or quarrel with yy nowadays over matters such as his busy schedule etc le n my "daddy" also say i seldom whine to him now le hahaha so i've improved le..n he say shirin's behaviour was just like me in e past..wahaa hmm think this is part n parcel of growing up when u hav a bf in army..n i definitely it not easy n now i totally understand y pple always advice us not to hav bf in army!haaha this is call zhong yan ni er..oops hmm but i think it got its pros n cons cos at least i've go thru this phrase of my life which not everyone could have it..hahah(sounds so arrogant)wahaha hmm no la, just trying to say that since i've chosen this path so no matter wat i shouldn't give up so easily rite?moreover, i trust n believe in this r/s too! :)honestly speaking, i think this r/s has really strengthen my personality in mnay aspects..though it was really tough n full of tears but now i've come so far, i'm really glad i've managed to overcome all those difficulties!hey dear, if u r readin this..i wana say billion thanks to u for changing me to a better person..without u i dun think i'm able to experience all these n learn to be more appreciative n understanding etc...really glad to have found u..muackz... :)n ya shirin, i know u r able to overcome ur prob ya..let strive on k regardless of studies or r/s or anything ya.. :)

wa i really need rest ah!really super tired le..finally aft all e quizzes i tot i can have more time for rest n catching up on my studies but who know my tech comm project took up so much of my time cos of super "cooperaive" team members!was so "pleased" with them lor for the kind of standard they put in..n somehow duno y our tutor has sensed out there something "wrong" in out grp n thus keep trying to make me n shirin talk..though we tried to avoid e issue but i dun think we can hide it fr her..thus we ack for some time to c if we are able to solve this ourselves..hmm but i'm not v positive abt this la..hai whatever la just hope this project can end soon so that i can return to my studies!! hmm was doing project till v late last fri at jp but at least yy came all e way fr camp to jp to send me home..so swt of him!really din expected this cos he got direct bus fr his camp back to his house ma..hee n that day was our 1 yr 10mth anniversary too :)luv ya lots dear :)hmm aft which we went khatib to hav supper n he took a cab home..when i've reached home,i was suppose to discuss project again n it was already 12 plus midnight le..damn tired la but no choice..but in e end shirin was not feelin well so we cancel it n i fall aslp while chatting with my frens n wake up at 3am to off comp haha so can c how tired i'm lor..den e next morning i was awake at ard 9am n went online discuss with shirin again but half way thru i got to accompany yy to c doc lor cos he had been coughing for quite long le..muz be he pass to me la cos i also keep coughing now le :( haven recovered ah! den i came back at 12 to discuss with shirin agian till 4+pm ah..so tired k!n aft which hav to hurry bath n changed to go for dinner with yy family at JUMBO at east coast..but luckily yy drove there but he had to go fetch his sis n bro so in e end we reach there 2 hrs later lol cos traffic jam la lol..hmm on sun, we went Funan to look at comp n went PS to shop abit aft which he had to book in at 8pm le..haha e fuuny part is we nearly get holland in orchard cos yy driving ma n we duno e routes well so end up making a few turns cos we keep missed e junction..n i was sitting beside him trying to locate e place on e street directory..next time i will be v gd at map reasing liao wahahaa..n ya i asked yy if he will get addicited to driving n wun take train next time but who knows he replied " y dun u say that u will get addicted sitting in the car while i was driving n next time dun wan take public transport n asked me drive u?" haha hmm sounds logical ah..aft which we went dabao nasi lemak at e place behind chong pang(it v famous) n end up hav to queue for 20 mins ah but nv la at least got yy drive me home ma hahaa..brought 2 packets for yy to bring in camp eat n share with his fren..cannot be so selfish ma rite?hahaa ok aft that my dad drive him back to camp..hmm that how my weekend was spend..project..n holland wahaha now gtg for my practical liao..sian ah!!!when can i be more free?hmph..waiting to c dear soon cos he can help me destress ma :)muackz..

hmmm finally my quizzes r over le!think i screw up all la..lol..was really suay la all my papers were damn hard..but anyway it all over le!going study hard for my final yr exams, hope can at least pull up e grades!oh ya i wanted to thanks a few ppl,firstly is shirin cos she lend me her notes so that i can study faster n willing to teach me those math qns..so sorry to bother u ya..next is my buddy teck hiang ask "daddy" wahaha thanks for putting up with all my complaints n whinning ya..n thanks so much for ya concern..i'm feeling better now le..hee hee..n lastly of course my parents who have been taking such gd care of me lor! hmm though my quizzes r over but i still have my project..actually i think that our project is actually quite interestin n we shld be able to do a gd job if everyone is cooperative enough la but sad to mention my grp members..really duno wat to deal with them ah! :( y i always so suay de?really muz go with teck hiang to temple bai bai ah hee hee...hmm actually, i think that if 2 persons r fated, den no matter where they r or how diff their personality r, they still can be v gd n close frenz..as for me, i've close fren of diff characters..some r even real far apart from me but we still maintain gd r/s..really treasure ur guys ya!thanks for making my life so enriching n fruitful yup..thanks lots guys!
hmm ok these r some of e pics i took with my dear classmates..it only 2 photos la nv took much cos we were busy talki, laughin n playing..went for my sec sch class gathering..though not everyone turn up but it stil fun..hmm most of them haven changed at all esp e guys wahaaa but some of e gals have changed..li xia has slim down n become prettier, leslie n jessie haven changed at all still so joyful n jessie is now studying to be a social worker in nus..she one gal i really think who is born with a golden heart ah..always so caring n considerate n helpful..as for jo she still on e look out for guys wahahaa.weini n joanna haved changed in their appearance too..n our dear yi peipei has become a chinese tacher..she studying in nie now..hee she really got e look of teacher ah n as well as the potential la..realised it thru talkin to her on our way to bowling session..hmm ok la i played quite badly for my bowling session haha cos i duno how to play ma..but e guys r quite gd..as for e gals hahaa think our 'chinese teacher' played e best haha dun judge a book by its cover k wahahaa...

this is yi pei n me! does she has e look of a teacher??
this jo (nun ho) n me!wahaha

wa damn fast today already fri le..sch starting soon!hai, been stayin at home to study since tue n i haven finish my studies!i got 3 quizzes next wk n 2 wks later my project is due but we r not progressing!cos our grp members r not cooperative ah..damn pissed off n irritated by them..hai..hope can end this project asap!hmm duno y this few nites i keep having dreams n guess wat?i dream of myself falling in love with another guy.This has been happening for e past 3 nites..wat does it symbolised?n whenever i wake up, i can't rem who is e guy i fall in love with but it definitely not yy..so who is it?are they all e same guy or they r diff guys?this is weird...hai,this hol really sucks..din get to go out,hav to stay at home study hard,din contact with yy..he had been so busy for e past 2 wks that i din meet up with him, he din call me,we din msg at all till late at nite when he going slp den he will send me a msg n tat all..nowadays i realised that my frens know more stuffs abt me den him..even for frens who r in army.i've been takin to them more ofen den i'm talkin to yy..i know he tend to be carried away with his work but this doesn't mean that he can ignore me rite?how would u feel if i'm so preoccupied with my stuff that i ignored u?hai, really duno wat going to happen if this carries on..this wasn't the 1st time n in fact it always been the case..at first, he was in tekong for training for 3 mths(this period wasn't that bad)aft which he posted to OCS for 10 mths training..this period of time is really terrible..their schedule r so packed..aft which he promised life will be alot better aft he commissioned..but wat happened now?he was posted to BMTC as PC, though it wasn't that busy but he is garang la still arranged nite training for his recruits to help them lose weight..i dun blame him la cos that e goal he n his recruits wan to achieve..but he aslo always kana alot of sai kang..so this took up his time also..n for now, he was posted to mandai camp whch was like e times back in ocs..hai, duno whether i'm numb to all these le(have become more independent aft going thru all these) or i just simply dun care cos for this wk when he din contact me, it doesn't affect me so much..but if it in e past, i would be utterly upset..so wat does all these mean?hmm, all these things that i've said is just reflection on my part, it all fr my own view pt..i din had e time n energy to think thru n views e whole stuff fr his perspective..maybe he had another explanation on his part..well, time will tell..as for now,my priority is to study n not think abt all these..sigh....

haiyoyo i'm so BORED!suppose to be studying at home but duno y just can't seem to get my butt on e chair n focus.wat e problem?well, maybe cos i'm too tred or i'm just plain lazy??hai..today sat leh suppose to go out but yy in camp.As for my frenz,lazy to go jio them out.suppose to hav a sec sch gathering today but duno y sudd postpone o next wk..so there goes my plan.suddenly, i felt so guai this wk..it is e last wk of my sch be4 e break n i din went out wor..yday which is e last day of sch n i just went home aft morning lessons..wanted to study again but in e end took a nap n my dear peishan woke me up when she called me to complain abt someone!ahahaa so poor thing la got scolded by someone when she din do anything offensive lor..but all i can say is u suay la oops dun take it too hard ya!i kana more times den u le..sigh...u will get used to it!(sad to say la,but wat can we do rite?)just dun step on her toes so often lor..hhaa but can hear that peishan is really so pissed off la cos she keep complaining n grumble to me wahahaa..hai sian ah..was talkin to my "daddy"(u know who ah)wahhaa yday n he told me that it dun pay well to be a garang soldier in army cos u wll be doing extra stuffs which is not supposed to be in ur job scope but u still get e same pay as others when they chao keng n siam work!This is common in army i assumed cos many ppl have told me this but duno y yy stll so garang leh?really dun understand.think cos he wana achieve those goals that he had set for himself n others?*scratch head* whatever reasons he has, i've no comments cos that his life n future..but i hope this doesn't include sacrificing me ya!hmm maybe this sounds too harsh but whatever it is hope to c sunshine again real soon :) ok, maybe now it really time for studies :)going malaysia tmr with family le..hope e fresh air there can perk me up n change my mood for the better ~^chEers^~

hee dear pass his TP le..he got his driving license le!!so happy for him :)really wished he can pass cos he already so broke le aft paying for his driving lessons!dun wish to c him so hard up on cash..well, he finally got it! but i really admire him to get his license within a few mths cos this mean that he has to fork out so much $ for his drivng within such a short period of time..really independent ah(quoted fr mummy)wahahaa ok,but haizzz got his license le but he had to be confined in camp cos of stupid enlistment la..got to be confined for 2 wks ah..so sad can't meet him n next wk is my break lor!haizzz,well so i shall stay at home brushing up on my studies..he suppose to hav leave next wk lor but who knows they posted him to mandai camp as PC to take their new recruits cos they r specially trained in BMTC ma..this is call e roving team!haha so weird defining army term here lol..but mandai camp is near my house lor so not tat bad but wat e pt if he can't book out rite??lol hmm finally got to meet him for a short dinner today at northpoint lol.cos he has to book in aft that for meeting lol..hope can meet up with him next wk :)

this is e big turtle dear brought for me


this my turtle with a balloon scarf..hahaa

this my turtle carrying 2 bear..wahaaaa..

this me with a balloon bear dear make for me

haha ok we r nuts...dear brought balloon to my house n played..duno y he addicted to it liao aft his recruits taught him how to make it wahahaa..so now he make alot n put in my house so my house is full of balloons now!!!wahahaaa so poor thing ah my turtle..oopS...can't stop laughing when i saw e photos

ok here r some of e funny pic of me n dear..duno y just like to take photos nowadays wahahaa
C he bully me..sob sob :(



acting pathetic...wahahaa

hmm meet up with yy for dinner at marina sq be4 he book in..went to a few restaurant but in e end still settle for cafe cartel ahhaa lol..here r some pic we took

hahaha c e face, this drink is sour ..wahahaa






this me!

hmm this e 100% apple-peach juice that i've ordered..quite nice..duno y so crazy abt fruit juice nowaday

c my eye r so tired...zzZZzz

hmm been so long since i last update..well, know there some prob for ur guys who access my previous blog so i've changed e template..hope e prob is solved ya!hmm been so busy for e past 2 wks..doing proposal,lab report n studying for quizzes!well, for the proposal,i was damn pissed off la..it suppose to be grp work but end up only me n shirin who finish everything..and there r ppl in this world who r not grateful n irresponsible!argh...well, for my lab report,i got my dear to help me to type..thanks so much dear or think i'll still be suffering :)As for my quiz, my computing quiz is alright but think i flung my algorithm ah,hai..no time to study leh!all quiz cramp together...n duno y since tue my left eyelid keep twitching..n it continues for 3 days k..really terrible ah..feels like putting scotch tape over my left eye ah but no pt la cos it e muscle that twitch n not e skin hahaa quoted this fr shirin...till today den it stop twitching..my fren told me taht e eye twitch cos of fatigue,stress,not enough slp and too much caffeine so out of e 4 i already got 3 le(stress, fatigue and not enough slp)so no wonder la..but nvm now weekend le..muz rest well!hmm been constantly going sch till now which is wk 6 ahaha improvement le cos i used to pon alot of lessons for e previos yr..hmm been going sch with peishan,shirin n nat..ok we r a bunch of crazy gals..hahaaha

hmm wake up late today n missed my algorithm tut so in e end went jp eat lunch aft doing our proposal at mac..hmm today was like nuts lor..keep laughing at all our lame jokes..me,peishan,shirin n nat will really turn e world upside down when we r together ah..we were so loud n lame!Aft lesson,tot could meet up with dear but who knows he need to go home put all his stuffs so i went marina sq with pei shan to shop n eat..we decide to settle on a restaurant call"Changing Appetite".I ordered this dish which i forgot e name but it was not that nice so kind of regret ah haha n i got a drink called "peach please" which taste gd..peishan order a pasta n drink too..Aft which,we both ordered a cheese cake,i hav oreo cheese cake n she got herself a choc cheese cake..ok as usual when i've finished both my main dish n dessert,our dear pei shan was stil eating her main dish lor!!00pS but better den at e cafe cartel cos she took 3 hrs to eat e ribs hahaa but in e end we still stay there for 3 hr lor haha..but she a great gal to hang out with..muackz..hahaa :)

This wat i ordered..e thing look like e "ah la ding shen deng'haha-->






This pei shan with our drinks infront haha-->



This my Oreo cheese cake..yummy :)


This me sampling e cheesecake..haha


This looks better with e effort of pei shan hahaa n i mms this to tempt dear ooPS

hee happy 21th mths anniversary dear!hee was so touched n happy today wor!hmm i brought a card n a bear with these words on e clothes"i need ur kisses now n forever" for yy a few days ago n pei shan was saying it v mushy haha.ipassed to him last fri cos i tot wun get to c him today ma..he went over my house aft his DND at OCC n i took this bear out n show him,think he was shocked to c me giving him a bear la den he say tot is suppose to be guys give glas de..haha den i say u dun wan buy for me ma so i buy for u la haha i like that bear lor v soft n nice to hug..well,today he got to book out for hs driving lesson fr 2.30-4.30pm n aft which he had to back in camp by 7pm for a dialogue session with his CO so we couldn't meet up lor..but to my surprise he came all e way fron his driving lesson at ubi to pass me a present at my house void deck..i've just reached home n was washing my contact lens when he msg me to say that he was at e void deck of my house n ask me go down immed cos he had to leave soon but i din saw e msg till aft i've done with my stuff la den i hurry go down but was like ard 5-10mins later lor..sorry ah dear!den i was wondering y he was here when he supposed to book in den he reply that he came all e way to let me c him den i say now v high tech ma can take pic with hp den mms to me la!hahaa ok la we r always bickering with each other..hmm den i wanted to go over mama shop to buy food so he say he followed me..den i wanted to turn left n walk there but he say walk e other way round nearer..den i was thinkin "huh isit?" but i dun care la den we walk n he sudd say there something on e ground n i turn to c my big sofly huggie turtle(it a big soft toy turtle which i saw it a few times n really like it cos it v nicey to hug)hey pei shan we saw that turtle also when we shopping at J8..rem?n i got e biggest one hee..well he hide it behind e wall of e void deck lor so as to give me a surprise!Aft which he had to take cab back to camp lor so we only meet up for a while.hey dear,really appreciate wat u hav done for me today ya..muackz! :)

hmm today union day!lesson end at 11.30am..initialy tot of going jp eat with pei shan but due to miscommunication,we din go n decided to go home for our lunch.However,when we reach khatib we sudd decided to go bishan eat cafe cartel haha so we went ahead!i ordered grilled dory fish n pei shan hav ribs..she ate it for 3 hrs k!!her food was served 1st n when i've finished my food she not even half way thru ah!lol so we stay there for 3 hr with lots of laughter n chatting..n ot this couple who sits in front of me n they we huggin,kissing n touching when eating!lol n i'm trying v hard not to be affected by them k..hahaa Aft that, we went shopping for 3 hrs k lol can't imagine we can shop in that little place for so long wor!pei shan brought a pair of slippers n 2 esprit t-shirt whle i only brought a card!hmm as usual e shopping was full of laughter,suaning n teasing!she say i can wear baby blue n white clothing..meaning no girly stuff n no formal wear cos i dun hav that executive look!!but i can hav e sporty look haha n worse she say i got e look of a NURSE or teacher!!!so far off from my career options lor..lol n she say she got e executive look cos she stern ma haha hmm aft that went eat torichicken n we proceed home.she say i eat alot cos she i'm still going home for dinner n she not eating anymore le wahahaa :)

wa finally 2 more days of sch n it weekend le!lol n fri is union day so lesson aft 11.30am is cancelled but it din really affected me much cos i shifted some of my lessons le.lol..hmm got some minor arguements with dear last nite on some stupid stuffs la that duno y it pissed me off..think i'm too tired n stress yday le n he also v tired aft a long day of work..den today i got lessons at 8.30am lor..damn early cos i've toleave e house at 7am ah!n e train was moving so slow lor,like snail lor n e bus queue was forever so long n make us late for 15 min..today we suppose to get into groups to discuss our tech comm project n aft some brainstorming we decided to take up e title of DREAM!as in whether there is any scientific theory behind it or is it just our beliefs?din realy know cos this our 1st discussion but our group members r quite nice n we laugh alot ahaha this smoothen e atmosphere...well i was v tired today cos lesson till 4.30 n duno y i was so lame today!bascially laughing for e whole days with my frenz, think they aslo super lame ah haaha n went shoppin with pei shan aft lesson at jp cos she wanted to eat curry puff ma den cnnot board e train..she brought a toy that keeps nodding his head cos she say it gives her motivation as in whenever n watever she ask any qn e toy will nod e head ma ahha so funny lor.Well i brought something for dear also, going give him a surprise when i meet him..but think he will laugh lor ahaha :P

hee this yyy cookin curry at my house today!duno y sudd got e urge to diy today haha cos family went malaysia n we sick of eating outside le so decided to cook..actualy tot it quite difficult but as yy got learnt fr his mum be4 so he taught me!it actually quite easy lor..i also got helped him wor hahaha but most of e things he do it by himself..when my mummy call me i told her i'm cooking curry n she dun believe me n say muz be yy cook or i brought it fr outside..hmph..haha cos i really duno how to cook la so no wonder she dun believed me la haha..In e end,it taste so nice ah haha..we nearly finished e whole pot but left some for family since she dun believed me!



Finished cookin le..looks nice n smells nice too :P



hee can eat le!eat this with half loaf of bread ah..lol...

this my closed frenz Pei Shan!always go sch with her cos she lived near my house..so gd to hav her ard in sch n on those long journeys to n from sch :P it nv quiet with her ard ma hahaa n ya now her name change to "pi shan" haaha cos that day we went eat pizza at a shop near our house with yy n they will wrote our name on e box n call ur name so that we can collec it when it ready.This waiter wrote her name as pi shan n she din correct him n while we waiting, she joked abt her new name n say she dun dare collect cos sounds weird.Aft that, out of e blue got this malay guy call her "pi shan" a few times already n she still haven go collect her food!n cos of e weird pronounce on e wrong name it make me keep laughing in front of them..ok e guy ws so pai seh n apologise to us n pei shan went explain that e name was written wrongly n we not laughin at them.i fellt so guilty aft tat lor but i dun mean it ah it just burst out laughing..n aft that he dun dare call out my name le n delivered y food to our table ahhaa :P

hee this taken at yy's house..actually wanted to study but end up takin photos cos v sian ma hee hee this is one of them only!

hee this is my bro!!some of my frenz say he look older den me haha but in fact he younger den me by 5 yrs ah!hahha but dun play play ah he a pro basketball player wor :)

hmm just went for a hol in genting last wk..it was so fun!but e journey kind of long ah lol..hmm we reach there ard ipm n took e cable car up but to our dismay there actually two cable car station n we din know abt it.In e end we took e lousier n there nothing to c also so we decided not to take e cable car down amymore when we returned.However, when we reached we still can't check in n e queue is damn long sia lol so we went for lunch while waiting for our turn.finally, e queue no keep skippping cos i think e rest can't wait so long for it n went off n miss their turn.Thsu, in e end we are able to checked in early den our fellow bus mates cos they came back quite late aft their lunch.Aft settling down, we went off to first world plaza n shop abit.Next, we proceed to SNOW WORLD! it was suppose to be -5 degree but that day it only -1 degree n it was already v cold.hmm we had to put on a jacket,gloves n shoes be4 going in.well, as i'm scared of cold so i wore an additional jacket inside haha v exaggerating ah..hmm it was actually quiet similiar to e snow world city in singapore lor.we had to pull those big float to e top n slide down lor..it was thrilling ah cos it was already v cold liao n when u sliding down there wind blowing towards u, but it tiring to carry those floats up ah lol n i rub my backside aganst e floor ah cos i haven sit properly n yy push me down liao lol hmph!aft that we tok photos inside n purchased it when we went out.n i realised we can't breathe thru our nose cos e cold air that blows in will freeze ur nose ah..HEy den i decided to throw snow at yy but who knows he beat me 1st n in e end got 4-5 kids started throwing snow at me ah..well, i duno them leh n out of so many ppl they choose me as their target ah lol den i end up playing with them instead of with yy hahaa in e end we both gang up against them haha they r so cute but mischevious ah throw so much snow at me that my hair is full of it ah n some even went thru my jacket n slipped inside my neck damn cold sia!lol hmm aft that, we saw e wax hand n went for it.we do e 2 hands together wan meaning i hold on to yy hand.it will dip ur hand into ice water 1st den follow y e damn hot water n aft repeaed times e wax will formed!hmm to Kenny Roger for dinner n proceed back to hotel.whew it was already 11 plus liao n e wind is chilling..went back for a hot bath ah!
The next day,we all woke up late n had a late breakfast at coffee bean which is just at out hotel lobby n went for the theme park in e noon!well , i got running n stuffy nose le maybe due to e snow world e day be4 hmph but it doesn't spoilt my day at e theme park ah.firstky, we went to play e(oops i forgot e name)it sitting on a chair den it will keep swirl ard higher n faster, initially it was quiet scary but aft that i was enjoyin e breeze liao..aft that went to sit in a car n it like a roller coaster like that lor but it single person to a car lor n it move very fast down all e turning but it not scary la..aft that went to e Dinosaur land n sit on a boat, it more liek an excusion lor.aft which is e roller coaster!!!wa it damn scary ah, it got a few loops n e turning is quiet sharp aslo, thinks i scream most of e time ah haha en we move to SPACE SHOT lol, this is e worst k..it brings u all e way up,thinks more than 10 storey high ah n within 2 sec it came all e way down lol..n e moment it move down u could feel ur heart drops n u seem to be flying in e air cos u r floating lor lol hmm e feeling is can't described with words unless u go try it for urself,n i'm screamin all e way lor it was v v v scary..wosh at least i did try it!hmm aft that we went to play those whereby u lie down on ur stomach n a cage will locked u inside n it like a roller coaster but u r lie down type lor den i tot it was not that scary cos i din hear pple screaming but i was wrong it wass uper scary n it keep going round those loop n ur body is upside down..lol..so i was screaming throughout lor n so pai seh k cos nobody is screaming louder or longer den me ah!!den become a laughing sock for them lol
Aft which we went marry brown eat n yy still wan play agian but i dun wan ah leg shaky liao ah ahhaa den we took some photos n went to e indoor stimulator but it was not exciting also.played e bumper car twice n keep getting bumped by children again!!lol n played e indoor coaster also, it was no kick if compared to e outdoor version so we sit n started screaming to scared ppl haha..
Aft all these it was quiet late le so went for e HAinan restaurant to eat but not nice de lol, aft that do some shopping n brought a cap for my bro with his name sew onto it.However, they spoilt it n yy go demand for a new one when i'm thinks it ok lor but lucky they willing to do a new one for us cos they already know they r in e wrong ma lol but we had to wait one hour for it ah lol..hmm help herbert brought a Donald Duck soft toy too which he keeps finding but failed haha so as buddy i shld help him ah, while it for e gal she liked wor!so gals r alwasy so fortunate when there r guys who woo aft them hee hee
Aft that, we went back to hotel ard midnite n hav a warm bath n realised we r hungry so we cooked cup noodles be4 i ate my pandol n played n talked till 2 plus n slept..had muffins for breakfast e next day n checked out aft clearing n packing our stuffs but we still got 2 hrs to our bus departure time so we chill at coffee bean n had pasta there for lunch.The journey back home is long too lol n it was raining n v misty when going downhill..we stop at a so called supermarket to buy some local food n reached singaore at 10pm lol
Though tired, but i really enjoy this hol alot alot..hope to hav more trips ahead..e next one sld be sunway lagoon in malaysia!!

hmm a friend of mine passed away last wk.. :( he collapsed while jogging in tekong..hai..life so fragile! i got to know him during jc times, he was e vice president for wushu back den.he was a friendly, cheerful, hardworkin in both his studies n wushu but who knows this happened to him..Ivan, u will always be our fren :)
ha i've faced 4 deaths in the past 2 yrs, first it was a sudden death of my long time fren den followed by our yj teacher n my grandpa n now ivan.hai, hope everythings goes well for everybody n pls blessed everyone with gd health esp those ppl ard me!n hope everythng alright for ya blood test k :)
hopefully we can go for our trip ya :)

wow been so long since i last blog lol..kinda lazy ah! hmm been busy with my cousin wedding.hmm as i was e "jie mei"(sister) so i had to go her house at 4am ah lol cos she hired a makeup artiste for us aft which we make planning to sabo e groom lol but who knows he came late n we only got 20 min left to sabo him so we cut short alot of things.well, we make him sing "lao shu ai da mi" n ask him some qian bian wen da ti which he noe none lol n his bros din help him so in e end he knan "suan tian ku la"(he had to drink lime juice, washabi n super swt red bean soup).hmm aft which we proceed to bottle neck village for outdoor shooting n sembawang park too!den we move on to e groom house n waited so long for his aunt to come in order to proceed with e tea ceremony.Aft which we move on to my cousin new house for her to change to e chinese outfit n return to her house for e bride side tea ceremony.well, we belong to a v large family so e ceremony took quite a long time n e younger cousin also had to offer tea to our bro-in-law n we can't realy call him as jie-fu cos we r so used to call him by his name so abit weird lor.aft all these, it alreadt 2.30pm liao lol n we had an appointment with a stylist for make up n hairdo at 3pm lol!so my other 3 cousin n me went home bath n half an hour later we r in my cousin's bf car to orchard plaza for makeover liao lol was in rush for e whole day ah!!hmm well, e artiste waited so long for us haha n he couldn't make it on time so we drag till 7pm be4 everythin is done when in fact we r suppose to reach e hotel by 6+ to help out lol but anyway not much guests had reached aslo lol..hmm e weddin was at hotel phoniex n i dun think e food is nice lor, n e service was not that gd aslo.lol n my relatives n dad also make alot of comments abt how e wedding shld be done n wat e groom side shld don all those mistakes which leadss them to think tat they r not well respected such as since is our family daughter getting married so we shldn't do so much n shld relax n enjoy e dinner n all those receptionist etc shld be done by e groom side n not us cos in e end is we all doing thsoe stuffs instead of e groom's ppl lol..well n yy's sis getting married on e same day too but too bad la i can't go or that zhi huo will kanda sabo by me sia..lol..hmm n ya my relatives all say we do make over till v mei mei hahaa n i posted thosse pic on friendster ah hee hee

hmm now maybe plannin a short trip oversea but still in process ah duno will successful anot..hopefully can hav a d hol be4 sch starts....

hai so bored now!had to drink those super bitter med cos duno y these few days got chest pain.it not sharp pain la but somehow i exert energy my chest will feel sort of "suan". mum brought me to c doc n he say it could be due to me being too "heaty" lol hai had told him le but he dun seem to care n told me "it shld be ok la" sigh..den i nv tell him agia le n he totally forgot abt it.till now, it already 3 days le !though i'm feelin much much better, i dun think he even know i haven recover yet! :(
duno y he always seem so busy?he shld be quite free in camp now cos they r only doing PT.whenever i msg him, it took him v long to reply me n usually i have to take initative!i'm so sick of it...lol thus,now i dun take e initative to msg him le..if he dun msg me i'm ok with it..i dun wan to pester him as much as be4 le! we r having lesser n lesser contact le n im getting more ok without him ard! wat does tis means?
am i gettin more tolerant. understanding or i'm already so used to this kind of life that it become part n parcel of me or am i heck care already? i really duno..maybe time will tells lol...
welll, i streamed to EEE.though it not my 1st choice but nvm la anywhere is also e same for me!all is still engine ma so doesn't really matters la..just study lor! hmm some of my fren also got into EEE like shirin, limei, peishan etc...n i'm plannin timetable with them lor...

hai yy's company got enlistment today so everyone have to stay in camp n tmr he will be doing duty lol n fresh recruits had to be confined for 2 wks which means yy aslo had to be confined lol hmm maybe he will hav nites out but duno when also..hai duno when can i c him again lol..hmm went work at U2 for 2 days to do stock taking.so tired ah but got 1 guy who is sort of overall in charge of us keep disturbing me!lol super bth him but he quite funny la lol hmm meet up with yy on wed nite at NP for dinner at LJS n i got a call from this auntie who keeep pestering me to give tuition to her daughter, which makes me unable to finish my food n e shop is closing liao.In e end, i had to gobble up my food n take e drink out lol cos we are e last couple in e shop lioa.actually this tuition is christina intro de cos she moving house le so it too far for her to teach n she had warned me that this aunty is those naggy typical aunty so i sort of anticipated it but it turned out to be worse.She keep changing e price n subjects that she wan me teach n make me till so confused liao den keep calling me lol n got once she just received her daughter report book n she was not satisfy with it n immed call me to go down give tuition.hmm initially she say start in july den change to mid june den now change again!duno wat she want ah!den she keep askin me to guarantee to push her daughter grade to band 1..come on lor who can guarantee this kind of things de!den i told her i'l try my best la den she beat ard e bush n ask me e same qn again!!wa so sick of it!she also wa me to give prioroty to her child timetable!hey i also hav my own schedule k..in e end, i really can't stand her le den i told her i not teachin liao cos i found a job.She also keep pestering chris lol den that nite chris call me n we chat abt this auntie for 2 hr lol but poor yy cos i'm outside with him n he had to endure while i'm on e phone hee sorry ya!den she say she will give me time to consider again n if i stilll wan to teach i can call him by e end of e wk so i dun intend to call back la..obvious rite?but e next day she call me damn early in e mornin but i dun care ah den she use another no to call n i picked up n she ask me go teach e next mon..hey i tot i told u i'm not teachin le n u say u giving me time to consider but y u call me back so soon agian?hmm den i realise that she desperate le cos i'm not teachin n chris also n she dun wan go thru agency n of course we dun wan intro any more fren to her la but i dun care ah i can't stand her le lol wa 1st time i got encounter with this kind of aunty ah..scared liao ah!
hmm went kenny roger at suntec for dinner with yy again on thur n went carefour to walk walk n who knows time flies n we are inside for a few hours lol hahha cos we practically joke ard with wat we saw n we were so noisey!hmm on our way back on train, he say he was v tired n slept lol leavin me alone..hai of course i was unhappy la cos he always had no time for me n when he was with me he always so tired!so i listen to music while he slept till we reach khatib n i tot he will talk to me le but who knows he keep quiet all e way so i decided to keep quiet too n continue to listen to my music.We were like strangers walkin side by side all e way to my block lol n when we enter e lift i tot ok now u shld hav something to say le ba but no lor he still remain quiet so when e lift open i say bye without even lookin at him n walk out le..was so unhappy but wat can i do?it alwasy like that, i always had to be e one to initiate a topic 1st n most of e time im e one talkin..ok i admit i talk alot but sometimes u also had to take e initiative rite?hmm maybe he was realy v tired or he had nothin to say or he had been like that all along..hai or maybe i'm just plain frustrated at that pt of time but aft when i was on bed i feel guilty thinking that i'm not understanding enough etc n i msg him "sorry" but he din reply at all!i duno y he din reply maybe he duno wat to say also or he also unhappy abt it or he was talkin wth his mum n thus forgot....hai whatever it all over!hmm went to his recruits bbq yday, though i duno them but i'm ok to tag along la!hmm we left ealy cos was taking ride from his fren.In e end, we end up playing online game MS throughout e nite but as usual la he slept again n end up i'm playin alon again..played tll 5+am n wake him up to book in this morning..n i din get any slssp at all lol...hai miss u!!

hmm today sunday le n y i'm bloggin now leh?cos that piggy yy still sleepin ma lol...hmm he just finish his 24km route march on fri..hmm along e route march some of his recruits wana fall out cos of lazyness but he dun allow n in e end they managed to complete e route march n his recruits thank him for not letting them fall out otherwise they wun hav e determination to finish it..hmm leadership n inspiration really plays alot in army ah!it all abt e mind over e body stuff!till now, glad to say that yy r well respected by his mens!
hmm he book out on sat afternoon n meet him for lunch at CP,but u noe ah army can't be trusted de cos they alwasy delay things ah like this time e fastcrft was late so in e end i reach le n he just book out lor lol so i went ard shoppin for presents 1st lor..finally he arrived n we went mac eat at 3pm lol..it like having high tea liao hahaa..aft that i went meet nun ho for some shopping n dinner.We ate mos burger n as usual nun ho say she not full n e meal cost her $7 haaa that e nun ho i know la!hmm chatted alot n do some updating of ourselves n i think w were quite loud ah with our laughter lol aft that yy meet us aft finish his driving lesson n we went to hav some carrot cake n dessert!hmm n we saw herbert on mrt..talk for awhile n i alight le..hee was at e playground talking to yy till ad 1am lol so tired!but i noe he worse cos he got route march e day be4 n was drinking liquor aft that with his coy!that y he still sleeping now ma!!!lol.......

wa din noe i wrote so long for e previous entry!i muz be so sad n confused at that point of time....haiz..sigh...
hmm nvm la it over..hmm actually one gd thing abt me n yy is that we hav both learned to forgive n forget each other misdeeds..which i think is crucial!if we keep hanging on to e past we will nv be truly happy n it will just be an extra burden to our r/s..although sometimes we will be pissed off by each other shortcomings n end up in an arguement but eventualy we will cool down n realised that this is one of e factor that we hav to overcome as no one is born perfect n he can't be e perfect person i wished for n neither am i to him!with this point in mind, we had to endure n forgive or joke thru it so that neither of us will feel pressurized!
hmm he ad to cover his fren duties on sat so he book out quite late, meet him for a late dinner at north point. On sun, he follows my family to our malaysia resort!we had an enjoyable day playing guessing games, riddles, eating non-stop lol n lame games!!!haaa lucky i'm e smartest ah always managed to solve those stupid logic games haa but my bro is e worse!he can't solved anything n end up begging us with e ans lol..hmm everything was so fun esp with yy ard me..he aslo joker n always gives lame ideas lol..hm we went cycling also..just e both of us hee heee..but v tired ah..up n down e slope!lol hmm we stay their overnite n come back singapore on mon morning!reached singapore at 6 plus n went chong pang for breakfast. Aft that, we went home, we were so tired but upon eating so much i can't really slp again! who knows when yy was readin a magazine n i was lyin on my bed n wthin mins i already fall aslp haha really piggy ah!in e end, we were all sleeping except my bro who still has e energy to play PS lol
hmm yday was also our anniversary!so fast we had been together for 1 1/2 yr loh!! hm he choose to accompay me instead of go eat dinner with his family at a restaurant whereby they go to test e food for his sis wedding!was so happy!hmm we went back to his house to change 1st be4 we proceed to orchard!we had dinner at rice table which i wanted to bring him there multiple times but in vain!it actually a indonesia buffet la n serves spicy food which he likes ma!hmm e food was nice but e restaurant was quite cold ah cos i was sitting under e air con n was freezin le though i'm wearing a jacket n eating spicy food..hmm maybe i'm sick too that y feel so cold..aft which we walked to dhoby ghaut n shopped at PS but nothing much there ha n end up eating ice cream waffle at Gelare(which he alwasy wanted to eat)hahaha hmm he wanted to order the large waffle but i tot can't finish so i decided on e small one but who know e serving was small for 2 persons to share haaha den he grumbled!ahaha bth him...but my fault la cos i c e dsplay quite big ma ahaha hmm actually wanted to go Haagen Daz eat ice cream de cos i got e voucher ma but quite late le lol nvm la next wk den go lor..hmm aft that we brought an orange ice at aunt annie but it taste weird ah!actaully i find it quite nice den yy say it too sour too swt etc...den e more i drink e more i find it weird lol ahaha in e end i feels that it taste like flu med hahaa was joking n laughing thru out our way to city hall lol v talkative ah when we reached city hall mrt we think that mrt v cramped n sure no seat de so we walked to esplanade there to take 857 home!lol...a day full of eating, walking, talking n laughing n we end up sleeping on bus haha hmm he send me home n took cab home which is already mid nite le n he had to book in 6 plus e next morning lol..hmm really enjoy this long weekend with him..muackz :P

hmm y i feel tat we are so distanced n yet so near?y r there always separation?is there really no true love?no ever lasting love?is it true that e r/s will be stronger aft beinging thru hardship?y we always hav limited time?wat am i to u?a person who u r scheduled to be with during ur weekend?a person u will rem when u r bored or a person who is alwasy on ur mind?what actually am i?y we alwasy hav so many conflicts?r things getting worse for us?do u noe how i feel?y muz u add so many troubles to a lively person n makes her sad?y muz u change her life?is this e kind of life u wan her to hav?no matter how busy u r,shld u at least let her noe that u care for her?isn't ur job to make her happpy?if u r not going to fulfilled ur ppromise, y make e promise in e 1st plce?am i not understanding enough?din i committed n contribute to e r/s?wat more u expect from me?by keepin quiet doesn't mean everything will just disappeared n solved?wat shld i do to salvage this situation?wat e hell r u thinking abt n wat do u really wan?i also hope i can dissect ur mind n heart to c wat inside..y ppl of diff personality r attracted to each other?r they just curious to know more or r really a gd match?y i dun hear from u whenever we quarrel?u dun know how to reply me or u smply dun care or r u really that busy?y alwasy leave me alone to get over everything?doesn't u suppose to share my burden?i want to share my joy with u but u doesnt seem to participate in my joyous atmosphere,u r just like receiving another piece of news fr an annoymous person..if that e case y shld i share my joy n frustruation with u?YYYYYYYY....YYYYY....YYYY...y r there so many "WHY" in my mind?y dun i noe e ans to all tese qns? "sigh...hai....."

hmm results released today le! well i pass all subjects..yippee!! but din do quite well la..is below my expectations lor..lol..but i'm really glad tat i managed to pass tat damn sickening CHEMISTRY!haha finally dun hav to retake anymore le lol..i tot i have to retake again le cos i din study much as my papers r all cramped together lol..but well at least wat yy had said..my hard work had paid off..hee hee! so now here i'm congrat myself hahaa...
hmm upon reading a story..i realised that "The happiest people don't necessarily have the
best of everything;
they just make the best of everything that comes
along their way." AND

"Happiness doesn't depend on what u have but
what u satisfy & contented
with."

well i believe that if ppl are willing to follow this belief..everything will be perfect!however, sad to say this is alwasy e opp of reality..hmm anyway it kind of hard to be contented easily..everyone wants to strive hard to get e best out of everything..if u r not striving u will be kicked out of this society...so where does happiness come into place?do u really feel happy when u r competing with others for e best?or when u r contented with wat u hav?hmm some will think that thru harsh competition they will eventually find their real happiness..but when n where is that happiness?u wil nv be contented cos u will alwasy be in search for that so called "real happiness" on the other hand, ppl who r easily contented may be happy with their present life but unless they strive they wil nv get to experience a much greater degree of gappiness cos they r already satisfied wit their own life so they will not go fight for the "happiness that they shld hav" well really irony..so which path shld we take?hmm it depend on wat kind of life u want to take..mayb some will be happier when searching for their "real hapiness"
As for me, at present..i think that we shld search n fight for our own happiness cos we shld hav e rite to control our life..we can't let others decide life for us..but upon stuffs that r beyond our control or we hav tried for it but stil fails to obtain them..den at this point of time we shld learn to let go n be contented n satisfy with ur present life...u may just be as happy..thus search n fight for all u wan but muz learn to let go at e rite time...

wow..been so long since i last blog..cos busy going out ma lol..n my comp was spoilt too!was sent to repair for 2 wks..lucky got safety 5 ah so tat i dun hav to pay a single cents lol hahaa...hmm results is going to be out soon which means streaming results release soon which means subject registration starting soon lol...sian! hmm wat hav i done in this hol ah?well..not much concrete stuff ah..bbeen lazing at home..glue to e tv(there so much stuff on scv lor)haha n yy also pass me a whole stack of vcds!all these deter me from findig jobs ah!hhaa well actually aft talking to my mum..i suddenly realise that actually we only got 3 yrs of studies be4 we entered the workin society which means we only got 6 more vacation!!!aft started working, we shall be glued to our career n we wun hav those so called "vacation" anymore..all we have will be our annual leave..lol so my conclusion is...dun work now..enjoy ur remaining vacation haha n u can work all u wan aft u graduate..hhaa think my dad going scold me if he heard this lol hmm anyway i still believe in my conclusion haha anyway if i'm able to find a job..i'll still work la..lol..i wun reject money ma haha but i wun insist that i shld work lor haaa..c how ba...actually the only thing i'm concern is money cos my dad dun wan give me allowance le!!!so sctually i'm spending on my saving now plus some allowance from dad n spon on weekends by yy haha but he also not much $ ah still hav to learn driving...oh ya n i forgot abt my driving also..lol...shld i work or go learn driving???(thinking hard...well..still considering)..

hmm having exams now! stressed sia! left 3 more papers..lol.can't wait for it to end man!sian..hmm yy got posted to BMTC as PC..he is on course now before he officially become PC..thus was quite free now..meet up with him a couple of evenings for dnner..but dun think will hav much chances in the future when he officially start his PC duty..anyway used to it le..hmm e nite be4 my 1st paper he book out fr tekong n come all e way to my house just to pass me swts n choc to help me destress..so swt!

wow been long since i last blog..lol..hmm was busy preparing for quiz quiz quiz...lol..finally most of e quiz are over but i still got la..lol..hmm din do well for my life sci quiz lol din study ma lol..life sci n chem r still ok but maths was horrible..quite tough this sem lol..hai 3 more wks to exam lol n i'm not prepared yet lol..hmm yy commissioning this sat le!! finally ah aft 10 mths..it a torture for both of us man!lol..hmm n he posted to BMT as platoon commander..hope life will be easier for him.well was doing this quiz "wat type of guys are u attracted to" when i saw it on my fren blog n my results are i'm atracted to guys who understands me!wow, tis was pretty true lol..haah

hmm was feeling v sick last fri..nearly fainted..so giddy when i woke up in e morning...n there no one at home!!!i was damn terrified..lol..but it over le! hmm was busy the past few days..rushing tut. maybe due to e stress n fatigue which makes me lose my temper at him agian lol..hmm was getting abit sick n tired of this r/s..my mind was telling me to let go but my heart was protesting..wat shld i do?anyway, was shopping for e comissioning ball last wk..was so tired n my back hurts fr those distances lol..manage to get a dress at least lol
hmm was talking to his bro over msn one of e days, was surprised by how his ex gf twist e fact.she was being ditched but she said til she ditched e guy lol..anyway, they r still young, still immature in handling r/s.hmm was talking abt yy and he say i shld talk more to his parent..lol..wat can i say?
Today is sat, i haven heard a word fr him yet, duno when he booking out too..think i've to spend my day at home doing work..tut?lol
oh ya there a food festival exhibtion at suntec this weekend..lol..feels like going but thinks my wish is dashed!no time, no $$$......n no him...

sick again

Hai..sick again!lol..now got running nose n cough lol..keep getting sick these few months lo..muz be due to e bad weather and my non-stop eatig mouth lol..eat too much cny goodies le!!hmm meet yy on fri to take his pdl at ubi and he already started learning on sun le..lol..he say quite interesting..n he will be having his TP on 2/7..hope he can pass!hee n i'm still dragging my driving lesson lol..no time leh!hmm i've pass my chem n phy quiz..but was very careless otherwise woulf have got better grades...just went c doc yday with yy n still can eat curry for dinner hahaa now feeling so drowsy..eh is drowsy for e whole day le haha.zzzzzzzz

fInAlly abLE to relaX

hmm been so busy for e past few days..rushing report n quizzes lol..finally more more free today le..lol..so tired! hmm so regret din't do my report properly during my break so end up rushing thru..lol..anyway it over le..hmm only left 1 1/2 month to exam only..so hav to start studying now le..hopefully i can keep it up..though i tend to do last min studying haha oops....
hmmm change a new blogskin le!!! kinda sick of e previous hahha but this new appearance is so swt rite?haaaha

sunShine Again

so tired!!din hav a gd slp e last few nites..lol..muz hav a gd slp today le..lol..hmm i'm so bad cause him to be so upset!lol..well at least he make me view things fr another perspective..hmm i'm too selfish le only thinks for myself only n neglect his feelings..he had already spend most of his available time with me le n i stil grumble lol..hmm shld let him hav more time with his family too..cannot be too unresonable...it not his fault to hav a busy schedule ma!who dun wan to be free rite?when i'm busy with my stuffs i also tend to neglect things..lol..anyway, glad tat everything is fine le..n i'm able to understand n view things fr his pt of views..this is something i've overlooked!thanks dear :)
oh my god..aft sorting out my thngs , i realised i got lots of things to do lol..n stil got test lol...HElp ME!!!!

hai..am i expecting too much?maybe he really gd enough but y am i stil unsatisfied? ^thinking hard^ hmm but everyone wants e best ma..or am i too calculating?but there r times when i'm really feels damn tired n wanted to give up..but on e other hand i'm not willing to do so aft i've contributed so much..lol..wat shld i do??can anyone tell me??????? sighhh
but as i've told him..when we really reached e stage tat i'm drained out n sick of everything..i'll just give up everything..n by tat time everthing will be too late! i dun wish to enter this stage n i hope u dun make us walk into tat stage too ya!
hai n y muz u always leave everything to me..n hoping tat by e time we woke up e next day, i would hav think thru everything n sort them out already n everything will be back to normal??can't u walk thru this phrase with me? i duno wat u thinks cos u always keep stuffs to urself but wat can i do?everytime i ask u..u would just avoid e qn or just say "nothing" n ended e topic..am i really e type who can't shares ur sorrow but happiness only?u say be4 u dun wan me to worry n u duno how to tell others ur unhappiness n by thnking thru wat u hav to say u will feels more pain..sometimes i really dun understand y u will feels tis way..maybe i'm dun belong to this type or ur guys thnk differently fr gals???lol..
anyway i'm feelling better le....thanks to my tutorials n stuffs n not forgetting my cosy nicey bed hahaa

:(

hmm went eat vegetarian food wth his family yday den aft tat they went to their relative house for gathering n brought me along too lol..his relatives were all drinkers n gamblers..lol..they drink tiger like drinking plain water like tat lol..bth..stay there for e whole afternoon..quite bored also..lol..hmm aft tat his dad sent me home be4 sendng him to camp..hmm waited for him to finish his meeeting be4 he called me but we were on e phone for just a while n he say he was tired n wana slp..hai..i'm really tired n drained out...

COMP!!

hmm dad just got back fr china yday midnite!!but i was sleepin like piggy haha so i din noe until morning when he was unpacking his stuffs tat i kana wake up lol..hmm so had to help him upload his photos onto e comp n sort them out n still hav to make 3 copies for his fren lol..n they took over 100+ photos in 1 wk lol..so it ends up i'm doing this for a few hrs lol..den i decided to do something for my yy..i copy his photos to a cd with captios n aminations..actually wanted to use a photo album software but scared he can't opened e file so i changed to powerpt format..lol..so it not realy nice le!but nvm la..hahah i'm v tired le aft facing e comp for 1 whole day liao lol..n stil got make e cd cover lol..haah think i like e cd cover better lol..can i just give him e cover?hahaa

:P :) :p

oh my god!had been coughing for a month le..lol..eat too much new yr goodies liao..but v nice wor haha..wa this wk was hetic to me sia!got so many tests....lol..n end up spedin v-day alone..lol..well gett to know this guy sai kiet during my lab session..he was v friendly n crappy but a v nice person to talk to..so we end up talking crap..n it happen tat he was my senior back in jc..n he was fr wushu also..so he was yy senior!n he was also fr long kun so which means he also knows my cousin..lol..such a coincidence..well he told me tat he thought i was those quiet type when he saw me in lab and say he was wrong cos actually i was v talkative!lol..n i told yy n he say everyone will say tat to me de!lol haha okok i admit i talks alot esp when i'm in gd mood(erm..well most of e time i'm in gd mood la) haha but i can be quiet also when i'm serious n feeling down..but seldom ppl will experience this la.think only my family n yy get to c this moody side of me..anyway i always wanted to put on a smile in front of ppl..tat e way to be happy! ^cHeErs^ hmm..maybe it due to my character tat i'll forgot unhappy n hurting stuffs easily..no pt hanging on to it cause it will just deepen ur pain rite? heehee

cNy

wa today already e 4th day of CNY! hmm went airport to fetch yy on new yr eve morning den went his house.aft tat i had to go sch for my math tut n meet him at bugis aft my lesson.lol den we had to go his aunt house to eat dinner lol..his parent will be leaving for china tat nite too so had to send them to airport ..airport again!lol..wasn't feeling well already tat nite kana gastric so i feel terrible n sil had to go ard so many places lol n in e end i had to take cab home..reach home ard midnite liao so it new yr le! but i stil had to eat med..lol..hmm e next day had to go grandma house(though cannot bai nian but stil had to send our greeting) eh m cousin do e yu shen so we were happily lao yu shen there..lol..aft tat we went malaysia n yy tag along too..actually went in to bai bai wan den at nte can c my dad frens n neighbours playing with fire crackers n fire works..so nice!(though this is not e 1st time saw..we were also playing for e past few yrs)but we din play this yr cos we can't celebrate CNY so only can c them play lol..den i kana gastric again lol..had to eat med again!luckily e pain had subside aft i wake up a few hrs later n we return to singapore ard 4am cos my dad is leaving for china too at 6 plus..hmm at nite had to go accompany yy's bro eat dinner cos he alone(n his parents had told us not to pang sai him) but only fast food are opened!lol..aft tat yy send me home(so swt) bt i kana gastric agian lol...but i was so tired tat i fall slp almost immediately lol..
hmm yday morning had to bring my mum to kovan to c tie da..so early had to wake up..lol..but on e way we saw my cousin n aunt who are also going there so my mum went with them n i stop on e way to go yy house..lol..hmm was studying my material sci test there while he was playing comp lol..n we had to eat lunch n dinner with his bro..lol..den i wanted to buy e qian cheng gao for my mum but i tot i din brig my wallet so i asked yy to help me pay 1st but actually my wallet was with me(otherwise how i take e LRT)lol..haha but i din realise it until i reach home n was bathing den i recall tat my wallet was with yy..lol..kuku miao!he nv tell me lor tat i got bring my walllet out lol..so bad..den i asked him n he say he know he got my wallet all along n say i everytime v blur wan so it common for such things to happen lol..den i keep saying qian cheng gao as qian nian gao..n this makes him laugh non stop..lol..when i reached home i trick my mum tat i brought qian nian gao but she din realise e mistake n was saying qian nian gao also haha n when i told her she also keep laghing non stop lol..hmm yy n his fren played mahjong n poker cards til 7am this morning lol n stil dare to jio me go running this morning at 8am..n when i call him he say he just went slp only..stupid!make me wake up so early!! n he stil sleeping like pig now lol..
To conclude..this new yr seems busy cos i was going many diff places but it e worst CNY i ever had..sick for so many days..lol....

tiRed

wa so sian! had to study 8 lect in one day..lol..got e stupid test next wk..right aft CNY so hav to read up now le..lol
hmm, yy got e JCC survivor badge le n he wil be coming back tmr!so happy :) but i stil got math tut tmr lol so sian hav to go back sch...

bLuR blUr

hai..how come there are so limited ppl who knows how to control their temper?Don't they now tat it wrong to vent their anger on an innocent person?or shld i say e "innocent" person came at e wrong time?but it not his/her fault to be unware tat he steamin mad rite?he could just jolly well say he was feeling down n dun wish to talk or he could just dun reply..but y does he hav to behave in this manner? *confused*...
hmm went for lab on wed..my fren n i was late cos we can't find e place.By the time we reach there, lessons had already started.But when we enter lab,we realised tat we forgot to wear cover shoes n both of us were wearing slippers!lol n worse the lab only left one pair of covered shoes,but we need two!lol we had no choice but to go n think of a way cos we can't do our expt without wearing covered shoes..lol..den my fren was so nice..she told me to wear e shoes 1st n go for lessons while she go out n try to borrow another pair..but of coure i can't be so selfish ma!so both of us went out to e other lab to borrow any shoes but we can't find any lab tat is opened!oh my goodness!!!!den my fren told me to go back for lab n she wil go for make up another day..wa she was so nice but how can i do this to her?if really canot find den i also wun go lab..at most next wk go make up with her lor..so i told her "cannot la..how can leave u alone..we go ard ask again lor"..luckily,we saw a lab attendant n ask her where we could borrow a pair of shoes fr n she was so shocked to c us going ard asking to borrow shoes haha her expression was so shocked!while, she told us to go to e polymer lab n c how..so we went all e way up n luckily they r willing to lend to us..den each of us carried a pair of shoes n walked out..den one of e office ppl saw us n say " y dun ur wear e shoes n leave r slippers here so tat ur dun hav to carry e shoes all e way?" haha y din we think of tat?haha den we went all e way back n change to those ugly shoes..haha..den we hav to ran all e way down to our lab n was late by 20 min..lol but on our way, my shoes was too big n it keeping dropping when i was running while my fren shoes was too small..haha den we decided to exchange in e lift but we only managed to change 1 shoes n e lift opened..so in e end, both of us were wearng shoes of diff size throughout our expt!lol haha but we actually forgot abt it cos we were already so pai seh to go ard borrowing shoes n our lab frens were all looking at us..haha they shld be thinking y we were so weird?haha during our lab, we were suppose to rub e materia with sand paper n we hav to change direction whenever we switched..so while i'm doing tat e lady came over n look at my material n ask me which side i shld change now?den i was .."eh...i duno " haha den she say "aiyo so blur ah..which side also duno liao" aiya cos she messed up my direction liao ma when she picked up my material to observed whether it's smooth anot..so how would i know?lol den she keep smiling n laughing at me!lol aft our lab, we hav to go all e way up to return e shoes..lol..den on our way back, we saw e lady who was in charge of my grp, she say "wa, y ur so clever ah?still know to come to polymer lab to borrow shoes?"haha den we told her is another lab attendant told us de haha den she told us next time better rem to wear shoes!lol haha so pai seh lor..think le also find it funny..how many ppl can really experience so many interestng things in our life?lol haha but both of us always kana this kind of things wan!as to quote yy "u always so blur ma..everything also blur blur..blur queen" hai..am i really so blur?lol..haha nvm la as long as i'm happy can le..but luckily i'm not blur in my studies!lol haha who knows as yy had say "i'm may hav fall for ur blurness!"hahaa so it may not be a bad thing after all...

wEirdo

hai..was sick for so long!feeling better this wk le :) hai duno wat happen this stupid person keep venting his frustrations on me..i din do anything tat offended him ma!!!we used to be close but now i duno wat he thinking abt..his words all so scarastic..n seems as though he had been putting up with me for a v long time..weird fellow!we used to crap n jokes but now he seems to be takin everything so serously which makes me appear as an "irritating chap" to him!stupid ppl!!!!!!u think i'm v shuang when i became ur target board ah...i can also get angry wan ok!!!dun always think tat i hav no temper lor!!! :( feeling both angry n sad..duno wat cause e change in him..
hai..so sad..din contact him for a wk liao..duno how his jcc coming along!sld hav ended le ba now shld be navi ex le..1 more wk n he wil be back.. :)